whats the word for today?
hmmm.... *literally thinking....* ok how about this on my website there are some things i kinda refuse to talk about mainly like political topics i am pretty opinionated but i don't like arguing and i don't like controversy and all that type of stuff this is why i watch nickelodeon and old sitcoms and reality shows, because a lot of times they are just fun, or funny and they don't acknowledge certain negative aspects of life its like on the gran turismo games u can drive a $250,000 car and smash it into a wall and there won't be any damage to it some people complain and say its not realistic.. but to me its cool.. it would be madd fresh in real life to have a car that can't possibly break down or get scratches on it i don't like having real life negativity in my entertainment all the time is basically what i'm saying like i don't listen to political music much because they're always talking about problems in society.. i listen and i'm like "wow, a new problem i can't fix.. awesome." so on my site i just like to do my own thing, stay in my own zone and ish ya kno? peaCe
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i'm starting to regret sayin i'd write in here everyday
i'm not the type of person who likes to talk unless i really have something to say only talking when i feel its necessary seems to uphold the integrity of what i speak blah ok here's something i can talk about check it, my goal in life is to make music i am in college for a number of reasons the main reason is so i can get a degree and hopefully support myself with a decent job at some point my major is english but its only english because i think i'm good at it meaning: its the best and/or easiest route for me to get adegree then degree hopefully = decent paying job then decent paying job hopefully = pool boy is self sufficient then pool boy is self sufficient hopefully = can support mymusic can support my music hopefully = make good music make good music hopefully = opportunity opportunity hopefully = accomplishment pool boy what do u hope to accomplish? i want to make music for the following: tv commercials video games movie scoring pool boy albums collaborations with other artists theme songs etc. ^^^MY CAREER GOALS no i don't want to just rap i want to do everything index 2 da sky peaCe pool boy.. why do u capitalize the C in peace all the time?
.....i'm glad u asked, now allow me to explain where that came from ok a long time ago (i think it was in 1999), i was at my friend trevor's house we were on the computer and i remember i wrote out peace and the C was capitalized, probably just being semi creative but right when i did it, trevor was like "yo' that's cool i'm gonna start typing like that" (^not a direct quote, but it was something like that) i always really liked trevor u know how in a group of people u always have someone who is really easy going? that was trevor trevor was the guy u could go to and say the most embarassing thing ever and he'd react the way u wanted a friend to react like "yo, i woke up and my dick was pointing backwards" and he wouldn't laugh, he'd ask u if u needed to see a doctor or some ish ^^definite hyperbole but my point is i always felt comfortable around him so when he said that about the "peaCe" for some reason it just stuck in my head and i've been typing it like that ever since it was just a dumb thing i did but trevor co-signed it and so i stuck with it peaCe suuup
lets see well last night (this morning actually) i slept from 4am to 6am btw i was pretty happy with myself last night cuz i found a mic online but yeah after i found the mic i layed in bed for 2 hrs then went to classes after classes i went all around town running errands and doin madd ish now im back n im a bit sleepy being sleepy is a weird thing every caveman-ish trait i have as a human gets amplified when i'm sleepy blah, i dnt want to even say anything but i'm tryin to make sure i write in here daily.. wait didn't i write in here his morning? whatevs here's another one i wrote a while back
focus on you? shorty don’t have to/ Thas why she’s calm, cool, so casual/ And the reason her attention’s so fragile/ Cuz Its no hassle for her to stroll past you/ So many other guys vying for the spotlight/ shameless in their ways when in search for a hot night/ No use in sayin that its not right/ U can change the game if u got fight/ here's a 16 i did a while back
i just stumbled over it tonight and decided to share it Action is free, consequence is on credit/ Fee is hidden, u’ll know when u get it/ fine print: may reap backfire/ eye your steps.. can cause quagmire/ Here’s your environment, some never adapt/ But I’m sure u think ur better than that/ Probably believe ur quite clever in fact/ Try to keep that thought when the weather is bad/ seek to own wealth, have whole health/ Best advice? ..own self/ Excuses? ..useless/ Why complain? ..Drive the lane/ Make a statement, stand your ground/ Find your place in the land around/ It’s a limited time, start planting now/ Can’t reap where u haven’t sewn can ya’ now?/ ^^its like.. if u were foreign to planet earth, and u landed here, this is what they would have to tell u before u got off the spaceship its basically the rules of life on earth for anyone unfamiliar with how things work here SUUUUUP peoples
the other day i was talkin to a girl in class and i said to her "i'm bored" she said what do u mean? like u mean this class? i was like "no.. i mean i just woke up bored.. like bored out of my mind" so i realize i need to make some changes this isn't about other factors or people right now i'm my own worst enemy right now.. i have nothing and no one to blame, so i have to get out of this sort of boring rut i'm in i wake up and i say dang i am fat as f*ck and i know i'm not FAT, but what i mean is i can do better.. i should be in better shape point blank period but there's no excuse the problem is me in all areas of my life today the problems are because of me ^^^in my opinion this is a good problem to have why? because i can change the situation u know its one thing to be like "i can't heat up my hot pocket cuz i dnt have a microwave" u know, u just have to eat an icy hot pocket and ish but its another thing to have a microwave, but still be eatin frozen hot pockets u feel me? like basically if i have access to a gym everyday, then why the fck don't i have 6-pack abs? ITS MY FAULT! in my life in general, i have all the tools i need which is awesome i just need to step up my life game cuz in the game of life its like i been missen lay-ups and that ish is uncalled for.. i mean if i miss then it should at least be a 3pointer, not a damn lay-up u feel me? soooo i suppose this is mostly personal but it affects u because like i said, from now on i will update this everyday as God allows peaCe ok
so basically i get irritated when i see girls going ga-ga over guys who just dog them i mean.. i kinda don't get irritated cuz they always end up pwning theirself in the end but its like.. why pwn urself when u can just meet a decent dude and build with him i am probably oversimplifying things tho and i understand that but to aid my point of view, and to show that my statements and thoughts are echoed by a knowledgeable woman i decided to post an excerpt from an interview from Katie Couric with Michelle Obama in this segment, the First Lady explains what she feels young women should look for in a man my only statement is that i agree with what she says.. any further opinion i have is unnecessary KC: Candice Jones from Memphis wanted to know how you landed such a good guy. Maybe he landed you, right? “Did you know that Mr. O was a great catch when you met him? What dating advice can you give a 26-year-old professional?” MO: You know, Bar—my husband, the President of the United States… KC: Is that still weird to say? MO: Oh, yeah, I’m trying to do it with a straight face. He was always special, you know? And not special, like, He’s gonna be important, he’s gonna be president. He was special in terms of his honesty, his sincerity, his compassion for other people. Cute’s good. But cute only lasts for so long, and then it’s, Who are you as a person? That’s the advice I would give to women: Don’t look at the bankbook or the title. Look at the heart. Look at the soul. Look at how the guy treats his mother and what he says about women. How he acts with children he doesn’t know. And, moreimportant, how does he treat you? When you’re dating a man, you should always feel good. You should never feel less than. You should never doubt yourself. You shouldn’t be in a relationship with somebody who doesn’t make you completely happy and make you feel whole. And if you’re in that relationship and you’re dating, then my advice is, don’t get married. KC: Or get out of it. MO: Get out of it. And find that person who brings you complete and utter joy with who you are at the moment. (link: http://www.glamour.com/women-of-the-year/2009/michelle-obama?currentPage=1 ) i saw this status update today on facebook
"I'm a little fustrated and I know that I am really blessed and my life could be worse but I am not feeling any hope right now! in need of something to keep me positive!" ^^i thought about that a bit i concluded that it was a very honest, and mature statement honest because they obviously didn't have to put a vulnerability out there mature because its acknowledging a trying time without complaining about it or placing a blame where it doesn't belong just something to think about i guess i just saw this status update on facebook
"i think it's funny when certain people try to talk shit on facebook without directly saying it to u! were all grown here (well you'd think - if u have kids u should act like a grown up right :P)" ^^that was a straight up copy and paste, i didn't alter it at all what do u see that is wrong with that statement? its awfully hypocritical a person basically says its ridiculous and childish to do something THEN THEY DO IT THEIRSELF i'm not dissing this person or anything, but this is for everyone to think about enhance your self awareness, don't speak without thought, and don't be quick to point out a flaw or issue in someone else because chances are you have that very same flaw, but u just don't see it trust me, you will cringe if u ever find yourself saying to someone else "you f*cking cuss too much" peaCe |
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