top 10 wishes Posted by poolboyjames on October 24, 2010 at 10:39 PM comments (0)this is my 3rd top 10 list.. btw, let me say.. these top 10 lists are great
they're really good ways to pull ur inner thoughts out.. therapeutic indeed. so check it out, these are all my wishes.. they're not incredibly simple (like wishing for m&m's).. but they're not too hard or far-fetched.. (like wishing to hit the lottery when you don't even play it) soooo, i wish... i was done with school my life made sense i had cubase 5 for mac opry mills would open up again so i can walk around, look at girls, and get some more cool button ups from van-huesen i had a meaningful relationship with a girl with nice thighs (i never really talk about thighs but they are QUITE important to me) i could make as much noise as i want to be a greater servant of the Lord to match all my faith with corresponding works i had the daria complete series box set i had a 2nd job
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boredom art Posted by poolboyjames on October 24, 2010 at 1:04 PM comments (0)whenever i'm in class, the teachers think i'm taking notes but i'm normally just drawing pictures or writing lyrics
i always throw the pictures away after i draw them but i've been thinking about posting them here on my site.. if i keep remembering to keep the pictures.. i'll have more to post as time goes by here's one i did a few days ago.. pic of the day Posted by poolboyjames on October 23, 2010 at 6:54 PM comments (0)flamingoes
let's go! Posted by poolboyjames on October 23, 2010 at 2:22 PM comments (0)"...have no fellowship with the unfruitful works of darkness, but rather expose them"
ephesians 5:11 thoughts in the a.m. Posted by poolboyjames on October 23, 2010 at 10:12 AM comments (0)ok so i finally got rid of all my songs with curse words in them
i am pretty much left with nothing, however i am trying to get to the point where i let go of my own life more and let God do more in and through me any music that is explicit or talks about how great fornication is, or any song that says "do what thou wilt" in any form or fashion is going to have to be played away from me from now on any song with curse words or any unrighteousness has got to go at this point.. period i hope i can stick to this.. i think it is a source of double-mindedness.. u try to be a Christian but by taking in all sorts of unrighteousness through music, it seems satan has his foot still in the door my goal is to just close the door completely and let God inhabit my mind and body fully +++++++++++++++++++ i like this picture for a number of reasons 1. its in fall my fave season 2. the scenery reminds me of michigan 3. the design of the house looks nice, and modern, however it seems to be in a more open, spacious, country setting 4. nice car, but not very expensive.. its nice but not exactly a status symbol (aka sign of vanity) in a lot of ways this picture represents how i want to live my life +++++++++++++++++++ one thing i am tired of is how non-Christians misinterpret everything about my lifestyle its like this, if i say "i'm a Christian" they hear "james is judgemental" if i say "i am celibate" they hear "james thinks sex is bad" if i say "i am trying to live right" they hear "james thinks he is better than me" if i say "i don't support homosexuality" they hear "james is afraid of, and/or hates gay people" sidenote: i may hate homosexuality (just as God does) however i am called to love my neighbors as myself i hate how if i just tell someone how i choose to live my life they automatically find something to say to try and combat my lifestyle this is how i know this is spiritual warfare.. because i can't say anything that is righteous or good without someone telling me that my efforts are stupid or meaningless.. i don't even ask for opinions but i get them all the time every opinion i encounter is always dumb for so many reasons that i don't even know how to counter it.. people are so antagonistic and annoying when it comes to my Christianity and they never know what they're talking about they try to quote the Bible when they've never read it.. they know one quote and they say that as if they are capable of summing up the Bible with one sentence.. they think they can debunk anything their flesh disagrees with.. as if that is even beneficial to anyone.. its inherently anti-Christian, so i know who their father is the other day i told some guy i don't plan on having any sexual relations until i'm married.. u know what he said to me? "the Bible doesn't have anything in it that says don't fornicate" literally he said that and he used the word fornicate and everything it was so dumb that i didn't even want to talk to him anymore BUT its all good.. regardless of what people are talking about, at the end of the day i'm on the winning team.. and i want to make sure i'm one of God's MVP's!!! index 2 the sky peaCe peoples i am reminded Posted by poolboyjames on October 22, 2010 at 11:37 PM comments (0)i like learning about the satanic bible in the sense of like.. "if satan says go left then i'm going to go right instead"
so recently on hell's bells (still watching it.. i'm on #29) it exposes parts of it.. here's what part of it said: "take your fill and will of love as ye will when, where, and with whom ye will" in another passage in there it says that lust is a better term for love, so understand- under this criteria, this is basically saying have any kind of sexual relations with whoever whenever then it says "i live as the beasts of the field, rejoicing in the fleshly life" this reminded me of something a girl said to me not too long ago she was trying to get me to go in the zone (if you kno what i mean) and i was basically like thanks but no thanks and she said "its just sex.. animals have sex all the time" this passage SO reminded me of that in this sense you could say this is her lifestyle.. to live like a beast of the field, (an animal) rejoicing in the fleshly life (lack of restraint, living by instincts/desires alone) following all her fleeting lusts/whims without consulting what God has to say on matters the problem with this is we aren't animals we have the power to reason.. we are made in God's image and we are informed in God's Word that we will have to one day dealwith the consequences of our choices.. did we make Jesus the lord over our life and live as a living sacrifice? or did we just do whatever we wanted to do whenever we wanted to do it? people say "do whatever you want" but the Bible says "God will not be mocked." on a personal level i want to point out tho.. i still really like this girl a lot and i hope she can get right with God.. sometimes i think of her as being a bit misguided.. she's one of those people who reads the Bible but only takes certain things out of it.. like she is loving to people but disobedient to God my view is that loving people is a start but you are actually supposed to love the Father first and foremost.. and the Bible says that if you love Him you will keep His commandments and so yeah i care about her but i don't agree with her way of life so even though i care about her we aren't close because like the Bible says.. "two can't walk together unless they agree" this is a big reason i want to meet a good Christian girl because anything less is not something i can tolerate (or even understand) but... i just wanted to point out how closely her mindstate was to the words in the satan bible i guess at the end of the day we are all a mere product of who we submit to spiritually whether we know it or not im sleepiez Posted by poolboyjames on October 22, 2010 at 12:57 PM comments (0)i am so tired.. lol u should see how im typin right now.. my head is on the desk and i'm just typing with my eyes closed n ish
school today has been boring but its all goodz (peels head off desk) i have been noticing another girl i like in my literature class however i have a feeling she is just going to reject me like the last 10,000 girls i've come across her walk is MEAN smh but.. i don't really see a point in talking to her lol i pretty much only think about females all day everyday.. the way they look, smell, their bodies.. i sometimes wish i could just indulge and have one weekend where i just have a bunch of women so then at least i could be like.. "i'm satisfied in this area of my life for once!!!!" i think so much about women that it is... hmm i honestly don't even know how to put it into words however, at the end of the day i'm much happier having a clear conscience than i would be having a lot of lustful activities i enjoy knowing that God isn't mad at me or disappointed with me.. i like being able to pray and not feel shame or guilt sometimes i go into situations feeling like a king from beginning to end simply because i know God is the father to those who keep His commandments and those who submit a clear conscience unto Him and present their bodies as a living sacrifice i find a lot of rest in humility and submission under God don't get me wrong i do wrestle with my flesh.. but this world is ridiculous.. they don't know their right hand from their left and when its all said and done (using foresight) the world has absolutely nothing to offer me.. seriously this world is disgusting.. all the things i deal with as a Christian are worth it to me.. with all humility i am speaking that from my heart lol i don't even know what my point is right now tho i'm tired i'm gnna tayk a nap peaCe eyes officially rolling... Posted by poolboyjames on October 22, 2010 at 5:52 AM comments (0)update on the chick i was supposed to meet (talked about in the video i posted yesterday)
ok first of all.. this guy who was setting me up, it was the wrong guy.. here's the issue, i have two guys in my phone with the same name.. so i thought it was another more trustworthy friend however instead it was someone i've known for less than a year so i realized this too late so i started talking to the girl he was supposed to set me up with and she had a weird name so i looked her up on facebook cuz i figured no one else would have her name.. i was right then i went to her page and found these 3 main problems #1. she's not gay herself but she promotes homosexuality keep in mind he said "she's the only girl who lives up to your religious standards" BEING "A REALLY SWEET GIRL" IS NOT A "RELIGIOUS STANDARD" SMH this just reminds me that people outside of Christianity think they understand it but they really just don't.. if you want to understand it then humbly ask God to reveal Himself to you.. other than that u will probably live your life thinking and acting like you understand the depth of Christianity, but you don't flat-out its so far above some peoples' heads that its not even worth trying to explain to them i could say something that makes perfect sense to me and they would still misinterpret it #2. she is 6 ft tall.. i'm 5'7.. this isn't even a remotely decent match-up on any level.. if i lived like other people and just wanted to smash maybe she would be good for a night but seeing as how i'm living the Christian lifestyle and looking for a companion.. this difference in height is totally asinine personally i dont care about the height difference, but women seem to care.. and since i don't want to hear about how "i'm short" or "i need to grow" or simply made to feel inadequate by whoever i'm dating.. I'LL PASS ON THAT #3. she had a picture where she was blowing smoke.. i don't know if it was weed or a cigarette.. but it really doesn't matter this match up was ridiculous.. i appreciate him trying to hook me up, however i now also understand that he doesn't understand me at all EYES HAVE OFFICIALLY BEEN ROLLED!!! close to home Posted by poolboyjames on October 22, 2010 at 12:12 AM comments (0)i saw this today.. all i can say is i've been there.. 100%
She tells him that she wishes to return the tokens of love he has given her. Angrily, he denies having given her anything. He laments the dishonesty of beauty, and claims never to have loved her at all. Bitterly commenting on the wretchedness of humankind, he urges her to enter a nunnery rather than become a "breeder of sinners." He criticizes women for making men behave like monsters and for contributing to the world’s dishonesty by painting their faces to appear more beautiful than they are. Working himself into a rage, he denounces her, as well as women in general. halfway through Posted by poolboyjames on October 21, 2010 at 12:02 AM comments (0)that 'hell's bells' expose is one of the best things i've ever seen
the more i watch it the more i feel like i've dodged a LOT of bullets because in my life i've always been the biggest music fan in the room.. so i've listened to a LOT of songs and styles of music but at the same time, even though i've dodged a lot of bullets, i've also had my fair share of deception one interesting thing they've pointed out in hell's bell is that a lot of times these artists try to do benefit concerts and things for things they actually cause for example, i just watched #19 and they talked about how janet jackson was trying to use proceeds of her tour for kids who are in poverty or have disease or come from broken homes but all those things oftentimes come from sexual immorality.. that is where all those things oftentimes begin.. and she promotes sexual immorality constantly in her songs, her innuendo in movements and dancing, her themes, her album art, videos, etc etc it also talked about r. kelly, who also promotes sexual immorality in all his art.. how he was doing a benefit for aids.. but aids is largely a product of promiscuity it points out how so many people in the world are hypocritical madonna sells sexual immorality and anti-christian ideals to people and their children on tv and in music but then on an interview she explained that her own daughter isn't allowed to watch tv.. smh anyway, i just finished #19 so i have 20 through 40 to go hopefully i'll have time to peep the rest soon peaCe |
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