i have been going through it brah
my life has been pretty crazy lately.. i really miss video games because my life has been steering me this way and that way and i sort of see video games as something that help chill me out i don't play games lately though because.... honestly i don't do anything lately because i just am in a weird mood lately i find myself irritable a lot i went to church today though and it was really good.. the message sort of helped re-energize me because he was explaining how u can find yourself in bad situations for good reasons it can be a lesson, or way to a better situation, or maybe being in your negative situation is the only way you can meet someone you're supposed to meet, etc that really spoke to me anyway one day i sat down with the pastor and he asked me "what do you think your calling is in the Lord?" i have no idea.... i thought that was a deep question because we always think about our career goals, or our fate in romantic relationships.. but do we ever think about what God wants us to ultimately accomplish? i think God's plan is closer to us than our other goals, and its also more important than our other goals he ultimately told me to seek God first and God will take care of the rest.. i feel like maybe i am still learning how to carry that out, but i thought about it and i definitely agree anyway back to what i started out saying.. i decided if i am blessed enough to get through the trials i've been dealing with.. i will treat myself.. my plan is to either buy a playstation 4 or just buy a whole bunch of new clothes or something.. anyway you guys take it easy peaCe
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