what's up peeps
i could use some extra money i want to explain my money issue.. this is not a complaint at all.. just a rundown of the situation it kinda seems in general that a lot of my expenses come toward the end of the year.. keep in mind i moved twice this year so i have no savings to pull from i started paying my student loans recently.. also last week i kid you not i paid over $350 for car insurance.. wouldn't you know, i now owe my renter's insurance.. i don't remember how much it is off the top of my head.. its like each time i have been getting paid, i've had to pay something.. and when i say "something" i'm talking about things outside of rent, food, gas, haircuts, phone bill etc oh and get this- like 2 days ago, i was talking to my sister and i'm like "i want to take you to my fave restaurant so you can see what its like" she was like "no no no, i just deposited over $3200 in my account from teaching and poetry.. i still want to get you a birthday gift" smh.. my birthday is 10-31.. how are you going to tell me you "still want to get me a birthday gift" on 11-16 and you are getting all this money? i could use some money right now! anything would help! i find myself lately having to rely on my credit card which is something i don't really like to do because it can sometimes put you in a position to have to retroactively pay for things and dig a financial hole last week i couldn't even afford a hair cut lol.. my facial hair grows out and it hurts! lol.. it really bothers my neck i don't have a bed.. i don't have a dresser.. don't have a tv stand.. don't have a couch.. my apartment is like the epitome of a bachelor's pad.. its just what you'd expect a young single man to have.. an empty apartment lol.. you come in and you can hear your voice echo and ish these^ are not complaints.. i am just explaining.. i could use any sort of help i can get it amazes me how much money i have spent in the last few months.. it is really weird how i have somehow stayed afloat this long.. it seems like i keep finding myself paying something.. like you sometimes think "pretty soon i will catch up with myself financially" but it seems like lately, the expenses just keep rolling in i do hope i can eventually get some extra money so i can get some new glasses, get a bed, take a flaky and ungrateful girl out on a date, etc i sometimes think to myself.. "if only i could get an extra $____" i remember listening to a kanye song (back when he was good) and he explained how he went from $50,000 to $1,500 in a week at first i thought "what kind of idiot would do something like that?" but i thought about it some more and i realized that THAT WOULD TOTALLY BE DOABLE whoever is reading this- if i gave you $50,000 right now, you would be able to spend it quicker than you think probably!!!! i really thought about it and i thought.. student loans giving to friends/family (even if its just your mom) all of your outstanding needs (food, gas, rent, clothes, etc) a lot of people would upgrade their car out of necessity as they may have a car over 7 yrs old maybe u have a goal or dream that takes money to accomplish like.. when you think about it- its crazy like.. the disparity between where we are vs. where we want to be its generally a huge gap a lot of people can't even afford something as basic as the ability to live alone anyway.. i just wanted to talk about money matters a bit
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kevin bentley
11/23/2014 04:41:51 am
They say the average person is two pay checks from being homless i thinks thats true
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Jaims
11/23/2014 09:37:46 am
i agree.. a lot of people are struggling.. i mean even soulja boy is out here taking pictures with fake money.. these cats are ballin' on a budget man its nuts out here lol
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