i had an interesting dream last night that seemed to have a message
the dream started out fairly normal.. i remember i was at the mall with a girl and i kept having this thought.. the thought was that.. my favorite food is basically condiments the reason i kept thinking that was because there are so many foods that i wouldn't even eat at all if it weren't for the condiments condiments can be weird because they might have like zero nutritional value, and might be too sweet or too bitter to enjoy alone (like imagine trying to drink ketchup).. so condiments basically are made for the purpose of making something else better.. but again- a condiment can really set off a sandwich or some fries or frosting can really set off a piece of cake and make it great ok now.. the girl i was with was kinda being irritating so i wandered off... when i wandered off, i basically went like- to a place in the mall where people usually don't go.. like i ended up out where there were no employees or customers, like in a place people didn't normally go- like when malls have construction and no one is in a certain area.. i was in something like that so when i went back there i found some stuff the girl i was with had lost.. so i got SOME of the things and i went back to where she was and i set them in front of her.. she was on a cell phone though and didn't really acknowledge that i found the items, so i walked off again i went back where where i found her stuff but remember where i said i got SOME of the things.. well there was a phone of hers that i didn't give her.. i went back to where i found it and kinda looked in it and realized this girl was probably seeing another guy.. (btw she was talking on an extra phone.. but the phone i was looking through was her real phone) so.. then i was thinking.. ok i'm going to get ready to leave.. i'm just going to get ready to take this girl home and get ready for her to never talk to me again because she is talking to these other guys... but i kept exploring a little (in that weird area of the mall) and in doing that- i found a little girl's clothing on the ground.. i thought nothing of it and walked off i left that weird area of the mall and told myself i'd walk around the mall one more time before meeting back up with the girl i came with- giving her her real phone, and heading home so i was just walking around but when i got to sears or something- i saw a lot of people around looking for someone.. an old man was very distraught and he was crying and calling out around the mall calling this little girl's name who was nowhere to be found... i overheard what was happening in the commotion and basically a little girl had asked these old people if she could leave the mall with them but the old people had sort of laughed it off.. but then the old people thought about it and ended up asking mall security police what they knew about the little girl who asked to leave with them mall security then explained the girl fit the description of a missing child they had been looking for.. then the old people were distraught and wanted to rectify their mistake of shooing the little girl away so then i went to them and i explained i saw some little girl's clothing in the 'abandoned' part of the mall.. then the old guy lost it and the police went to investigate that area someone ended up showing me a picture of the little girl and she was really a cute little girl.. like cute and cool looking even at such a young age and she was near my skin tone so i ended up thinking to myself "wow, even i would take in this child as my own!" and that was it this is what the dream seemed like it meant: 1. the girl i arrived at the mall with seemed to represent how sometimes i (and/or we) pursue things that seem great- but sometimes they aren't remember, when i found some of her belongings, she didn't really acknowledge it- she was on her backup phone and when i found her primary phone and looked in it- it seemed like she was talking to other guys 2. when it comes to the condiments.. i see it like this: the missing little girl was like condiments she was not meant to be alone.. children can't stand alone yet.. they are a garnish or a condiment that help to make a main course better.. but they cannot yet stand alone 3. i am a main course.. a stand alone single adult male.. i am able to take care of myself and things like that.. so the fact that i said "my favorite food is condiments" was almost like me saying "my life is bland without flavor" or "my life is bland without the right person to share it with 4. when the picture of the girl almost looked like she could've been my daughter and i wished i could've taken her in as my own, i realized that the whole time- i was trying to find love in ungrateful women so i could have their beauty in my life, but there was this little girl who would likely love me far more than any woman i was trying to impress, and she would bring my life meaning and purpose as well.. she could've been the condiment to complete me as a main course 5. overall i think the dream was like saying "keep your eyes open" because what you think you want, and what you need are two different things
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