i've been gone for a while peeps.. i have had a hard time getting my thoughts together.. also i've had a lot on my mind and i've been kinda busy
i guess to get back into it, i'll start small as you can see i posted some pictures, now i'll just talk about a few things that have been going on i quit my job at directv.. my last day was friday i quit because i got another job that is a lot closer and pays a lot more and has better hours.. my first day was today (tuesday) i haven't talked about this because the first time i said something about having a new job, i felt like people were kinda hating on me.. i'm not bragging though, its just a fact.. i got a better job (i'm not telling anyone what i do btw.. i guess this is how tommy felt lol.. i'm just tired of people knowing OR THINKING THEY KNOW my business) anyway.. i'm going to miss tyrell and all his stories about girls.. i'm gnna miss fivehead's booty.. that job at directv was seriously like a family.. being in a room 8 hours a day with a bunch of people does that i guess some of u may wonder what happened with crystal.. i got her phn number and texted her but she never hit me up so i left her alone so as not to harass her after a while she actually hit me up and kinda explained that she is apprehensive about guys because "something bad happened" to her 3 yrs ago i said cool, and came to the conclusion that i'd give her space but i'm still going to try to hang out with her or something if possible.. i'm honestly over that whole thing, so whether she comes around or not, i'm fine now u may be asking.. how exactly did u get "over" it? i'm being real with u i've been really blessed lately to the point where i legit don't care anymore i woke up one day and realized i'm a good person.. seriously, i'm not stunting or anything i'm just saying that if a girl can't see my good qualities or doesn't want to give me a chance then cool.. someone will eventually want to be with me i am a good guy.. i don't mean this arrogantly, i mean i am the type of guy who will marry a girl and honor her.. i may not be perfect but i have a lot of love to give and i won't play games.. so if a girl doesn't accept me then cool.. she's missing out on legit love, care, honesty, and commitment i have gotten to a point where i don't know what else i have to do to be attractive to women.. i've been trying and trying.. don't get me wrong, I KNOW MY WORK ISNT DONE, AND I STILL HAVE A LOT OF ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT but in some instances i don't know what women see when they see me when i walk up to you and i'm polite and nice and i compliment you and i dress decent and smell decent and you know i have a job and a car.. i don't get what the hold up is.. i don't get why i can't get a date.. i know i'm not a perfect person, but if i present myself to you the best i can and you still won't pay me any attention, then hey.. just forget it.. someone will like me one day moving on.. i got "my name is earl" season 1 on dvd!!!!! I LOVE THIS SHOW!!! this is the first "toy" i bought myself since i started working again.. it was only $10 at walmart!!! i've noticed no one has seen the show.. everyone says "yeah i've seen it on, but i never sat and watched it" its a good show.. check it out.. the pilot episode is definitely the one i recommend if you haven't seen the show before i get off this particular entry i want to thank God for getting me through so much.. getting me through school and unemployment and issues with girls and various uncertainty THANK YOU i feel like a lot of the work i put in over the years is finally beginning to pay off in a lot of ways so thank you for being so good to me i really appreciate it i know i can't accomplish anything without you... but all things through Christ! as for mah readers.. i will try to come back as soon as possible with a few short entries next.. maybe a few pet peeves or something.. that was quite a break but i'm trying to be "back" hollaz
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