i had a dream last night that i was on the young money roster
a lot of us were at a table talking one night and lil wayne got disgusted with something i said and excused himself from the table we were all sitting at
the next day he grabbed me and pulled me into another room.. the first thing he said was something like "i'm gnna have to stop f*cking with you, ngga"
as he elaborated then he told me i chase treasure chests, when instead i'm supposed to become the treasure chest
he liked my music but i think he thought it was an act.. but when he heard me speak he realized i really do fail with women and feel bad and walk as a loner and lack belief in myself
so he was saying that young money is full of people who other people admire.. its not just a bunch of people with record deals.. its people with personal value
he also told me not to complain about things because i'm fortunate in a lot of ways.. he told me not to feel entitled and to realize i wasn't owed anything.. he said save the complaining for the music, because that helps the music to be/feel expressive.. but don't do it in real life because its a whole different playing field, and people won't respect me if i do that
when this segment of the dream ended then what popped into my mind was incubus' song "make yourself"
which is about creating your own and/or a new existence for yourself
it was a weird dream, but it seemed fairly insightful