i think i've lost myself
do you guys know what that's like? i miss myself i feel like i've lost who i am in trying to do school i feel like i've neglected so many things over time so many aspects of myself seem to have fallen by the wayside how can i put it.. i feel like i used to live but lately i feel like i merely exist.. going from homework assignment to homework assignment, i feel like i became a mindless, mechanical version of myself.. like my whole existence for a while has been to get A's on assignments i want to be a dynamic person again. i want to get back to a place where i like myself i want my heart to come back.. i want to be alive again i want to go out of town, i want to put my head on a girl's chest and listen to her heartbeat, i want to sit outside at night and look at the sky, i want to drive around just to listen to music again i want to feel strong again
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d
4/21/2013 06:39:12 am
1. text response wouldnt suffice for this
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jaims aka pool boy aka young fly bonkers
4/21/2013 07:35:12 am
i'm glad u understand where i'm coming from on this entry because when i wrote it i re-read it and decided it was long overdue
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