i generally feel like no one listens to me
no one cares about my input or perspective no one validates anything i say don't get me wrong, some people do of course but #1. i don't have support in the way that i desire it and #2. i may seriously have somewhat of a complex about being "shut-down" by people like i'm just the village idiot.. my theory is that this came from the home i grew up in and the dynamic however we aren't going to 'dr. phil' this ish right now this site is where i can say things and express without my thoughts being lost on people who diss me directly or indirectly i seek agreement a lot not blind agreement but FEEL ME.. even if i say something controversial, try to extract the spirit of what i am saying if i could meet a girl who could do this for me.. the site might get shut down LOL it would perhaps no longer be necessary but overall i'm just like.. SUPPORT me u feel me.. be there for me, help me feel more sane not LESS SANE that's what it is.. some people always make me feel less sane i hate it when people make me question myself and my thoughts or make me feel like my input is invalid validate me on some level u know? tell me i am doing something right.. appreciate me u kno wat i'm sayen? i seek this this is why this site continues to be updated at such a high rate cuz it is MY place where no one comes to steal my words before they finish coming out of my mouth does anyone out there feel me on this? if not.. its all goodz i can re-read this ish hollaz
0 Comments
Leave a Reply. |
pooL boi
we dewen it Archives
December 2012
|