i generally like artist interviews
one thing i just want to say about them though is this
a lot of these artists need to learn how to say something interesting
too many artists are SO paranoid of saying the wrong thing that their interview is boring
man just be truthful about who you are and what you do.. don't try to answer every question politically
just be honest!
so many of these artists are just madd fake.. and when i say madd fake, i mean a lot of these people build their whole existence out of lies
a good interview is not one where you look perfect
a good interview is two things, real and interesting
when you say "my life is perfect and always has been" ...guess what?
no one can relate to that ish
i don't know what is happening in this pic but i just found it on the internet randomly on someone's tumblr
i can't believe charles hamilton was actually kinda cool at one point lol
why is he crying?
who took this pic?
i don't know but charles just keeps taking Ls
f.y.i. if anyone who visits my site is up late at night and is bored and wants to talk
call me i'm up normally and i could use some conversation and laughs
btw i'm talking about like midnight to 4am
online dating is so lame
every girl on there is like
"i like to have fun"
"i love to dance"
"i like musical theater"
"i love my friends"
^1st time using the hashtag thing lolz
why is little big planet 1 so much better than little big planet 2?
did they really think we wouldn't notice the decline in musical quality?
did they really think we wouldn't notice the increase in gimmicky gameplay?
man tricky's album "mixed race" that came out in 2010 is not good
i really tried to give it a try but i can never sit through an entire song
i think its his worst work yet
the main problem is the lack of emotion.. what makes tricky work (imo) is how he is in tune with a certain vibe or feeling.. 'mixed race' doesn't have any of his signature vibe
i was on youtube reminiscing about the early 2000s and i ran across frontin' by pharrell
is it safe to say pharrell had the most swag ever?
they made such a cool vibe with that song/video
i did a screen capture and i think this picture sums up the song and video perfectly
btw.. that's lauren londyn before she had any type of fame.. she's so pretty
but yeah.. like i was saying.. the song/video seems to encapsulate the early part of a meaningful romance/relationship
just a beat i've been rocking today by gashis dx.. peep while u read on!
i've been really busy with school lately cuz i signed up for 4 summer classes
a month ago i finished one class
today i finished 2 more classes
i still have one more class at the moment, but i'm very happy those 3 are in the can
i got 88% on both of my final exams today
is anyone proud of me?
man.. so i listened back to some of the material i did on the collab album and some of that is way more true than i could've imagined
one of the main lines i like is when i said
"my heart's not cold- i'm just seasoned"
that was RIDICULOUS
the full meaning of that is this:
i care about people and their feelings however i've been through enough to be able to see relationship/love situations objectively
another part i like is when i said:
"girls call me a geek, but i'm not feelin weak/
cuz i'm workin round the clock on accomplishing feats/"
that was GAME !!!!!
THAT WAS GAME!!!
u got these girls who think you're weird or lame or can't appreciate u.. you don't get mad at her, you don't get mad at yourself.. you just stay in your zone and wait for the shift to occur
stay in your square homie, thats game for the young men
keep doing your thing and be YOU and be FREE while you can too.. because trust me u might be alone now but there's some family man out there wishing he could go back to school, or spend money on a playstation, or go fishing with his friends.. but due to his obligations as husband and father- he can't
"girls call me a geek, but i'm not feelin weak/
cuz i'm workin round the clock on accomplishing feats/"
change your focus!!!!
i've been so irritated lately
this stuff is not even important but i want to say this
so we have group work in one of my classes
one girl in my group didn't contribute to two diff assignments but i put her name on them anyway just because i don't know what she's going through in her life .. i gave her the benefit of the doubt and i ended up getting her two A's
so then came the final project.. myself and another person in the group did the entire project which came out to 16 pages in length
this girl was supposed to help out but we didn't hear from her.. i emailed her like a week ago and i didn't hear anything back
i said screw it and just did her parts and turned it in but this time i didn't put her name on it or anything
do u know this chick texted me 5 hours before the whole assignment is due?
she said "how do i do this assignment? its confusing to me"
i mean she didn't even say "hey i got my part done" nope.. she said "can you explain how to do it"
myself and the other group member worked on this project for a whole week and grinded it out and here you are 5 hours before its due asking me how to do YOUR PART!
i said "we already turned it in so ur kinda on your own"
then she's giving me all these excuses and i started to get pissed off
i said "we already put your name on two things you didn't contribute to, and not only that but you've known about this assignment the entire semester"
she said something else and i just told her to stop texting me
i didn't even want to write a blog entry today but i had to.. because of this chick who is acting like a complete idiot right now
like.. it doesn't irk me that she didn't do any work.. it irks me that she is trying to project her guilt onto me.. like I AM THE REASON YOU'RE PASSING RIGHT NOW YOU IDIOT!!!!!
just don't say anything at all.. like seriously just shutup don't say ANYTHING to me!
i'm not even trying to be mean i was trying to be nice and she didn't play her position so that's it
i just feel like slapping her across the face so hard right now!!!!!!!
think i may take a break from the site
gnna try and go on a hiatus for a week or two
email@example.com if anyone wants to get at me
here's the collab album i did if anyone wants it
its called power moves
just go to
download it free there
again, not my album.. i'm just the lyricist/vocalist
j-trap did all the beats, mixing, overall direction etc.
i was listening to it earlier and i liked when i said this:
u already got a lot of hot qualities/
but leavin good things is not a hot policy/
i could dip too! ..there's not a lot stoppin me/
cuz when it comes to exes i got a lot calling me!/
at the end of the day, take me or leave me/
stay and complete me or stray and defeat me/
(for real) ..not much more to say/
that's what it is, the game's yours to play/
anyway peep it if u want
bureaucracy - excessively complicated administrative procedure, seen as characteristic of such a system
ex: the unnecessary bureaucracy in local government.
i've always hated the bureaucratic ways of society
i appreciate certain protocol and procedure for security purposes
however admit it, it gets out of hand a lot in our society
recently i read online that a lifeguard was fired for saving a drowning man because the drowning man was outside of the lifeguard's alotted "zone"
now if that's not an example of some absurdist bureaucracy i don't know what is
unfortunately at this point and time in the modern world.. our society is just rife with this nonsense
because of bureaucracy, oftentimes people with real needs and concerns don't get their voices heard
people can take it for a while, but too much injustice leads to people going "postal"
people need room to breathe
one of my teachers was marking my grades down each time i went to the bathroom
when i found this out i really wanted to go off.. how dare you use your position to micromanage me and how dare you mark my grades down for actions that have nothing to do with the grades i earn on a daily basis listening to your worthless drivel
i got into it with this teacher publicly, then took my concerns to other people yet i was met with.. yep- you guessed it.
me: what do u do if you have a problem with a professor?
school: talk to person A
me: talks to person A
person A: tells me to talk to person B who is on the opposite side of campus
me: talks to person B
person B: tells me to talk to person C who is on another side of campus
me: talks to person C
person C: tells me to talk to person A
me: goes to a whole different department
different department: tells me to talk to the teacher i am having the problems with
when this happens either you end up calming down and forgetting the issues you have, or your anger intensifies as you get no help
"postalism" ensues if that anger festers
bureaucracy is just a legalistic and politically correct way to say "go away" no one will ever hear what you have to say and no one will sympathize or help you.. the hierarchy set in place is not there to help you
protocol is all you have to rock you to sleep at night.. whether your needs are met or not is irrelevant
you will find this sort of system in things like college, high school, prison, various institutions, employment, and the government.. organizations that want your money and/or compliance and nothing else
bureaucracy is one of the most frustrating things our country has to offer
i find myself cheering on the people you see on the news who "lost it" and shot some corrupt official or something
because i know the injustice they have faced.. the lies they've heard from people who are supposed to help them.. the doors that are constantly slammed in their face regardless of how much they follow protocol
to those men who said "you will listen to me this time or else" i feel you
from basic protesters all the way to guys like john brown
i'm with them in spirit if not physically.. because at times my anger festers too...
hopefully i can find some use for it
"get thee behind me satan and push me along"
i will use the bad for good.. this world and its endless nonsense and bureaucracy will not destroy me.
as my lyrics say:
instead of lettin life's pressure take control of me/
i look up and tell God.. i'm stayin on ya team/
so even tho predators chase me in the street/
dust settles, smokes clears.. i'm remainin on my feet/
i'm on the right side.
one thing i've been having a problem with lately is people taking God's name in vain
people really need to stop doing this
this is actually in the 10 commandments.. don't take the Lord's name in vain
its just disgusting i wish people would stop
this is probably the easiest commandment to follow yet people still violate it which tells me 2 things
1. they have no self control whatsoever
2. they have no respect or reverence for God whatsoever
this garbage really needs to stop
i find myself turning off normal things that shouldn't even be bad.. like say i am watching some show about a video game on youtube.. people just scream out these deplorable obscenities
its to a point where there's like a hundred things i can't even enjoy at all, which is probably for the better but still
STOP IT, IT IS ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTING
God is not pleased by it and if you are a person who does this, and you read this.. then you need to change and reverence the Lord.. real talk .. God will not be mocked