today at school a girl said to me:
"i liked your story the most out of the class, i was back there cracking up at it"
i did my story a week ago so i like that she remembered it..
we had to make up stories and read them in front of the class.. i kinda take that compliment as God saying to me that writing is a strong point for me and i should let that knowledge guide me in choosing a career somehow
whether it be lyrics, or reviews or.. iono.. whatever.. people normally end up telling me i'm a good writer
i really appreciate that ish!!!!!
this has been yet another situation where a girl approaches me and is inexplicably nice to me.. good times
i had to show this video game nerd chick
the reason this is significant is because i was watching some of her videos and most of them are about video games
the thing about this chick is like.. its as if she was created by men
when i see her i imagine two male scientists saying "lets make the perfect female!"
lets give her full lips
yeah dude awsum idea now lets give her a really feminine and pleasant voice
yeah word ok.. now lets give her boobs
ok how much?
just pour it all in there, make em' like 3-d
*then they hi-five*
now lets make her giggly dude!
yeah, lets make her laugh at stuff thats not even funny!!!
give her good fashion sense too..
ok bro.... now what?
*and they simultaneously say*
LETS MAKE HER LOVE VIDEO GAMES!
and she explodes out of the beakers and test tubes like SURPRISE!!!!
its crazy to think a nerdy girl like this exists.. nerdy but still cute.. cute but still nice
i have been seeing some idol worship lately in some of these video game nerds on youtube
like i was watching these two guys who are into video games to an extreme amount and at first i was like.. ok cool, hobbyists
then one of the guys got a limited edition mega man thing and he was so happy he was crying
then on a different video he lifted up his right shirt sleeve and had a mega man tattoo
then he lifted up his left shirt sleeve and had another mega man tattoo
at this point i was thinking.. these guys don't just have video games as a hobby or interest, this is idol worship
then on another video the other guy started a video by saying "this is metal gear solid 4's release date and this is bigger than Jesus"
man.. nothing is worth going to hell period.. but to go over a video game seems straight bonkers lol
i mean.. u are making video games your "god" and even blatantly dishonoring the Lord by saying games are more important than him
i mean.. a tattoo is bad enough since u are not supposed to make markings and cuttings into your flesh in the first place but they are agreeing to a spiritual blood-letting process and solidifying a soul-tie with a damn video game.. it sounds madd absurd but what can i say? truth is stranger than fiction
people are like madd dumb u know what i mean? like not thinking about what their actions mean.. the implications of the things they do and the words they say
everyone seems to think life is a joke
like i heard a katy perry song in passing the other day and the lyrics said "no regrets.. until we die"
like what the fck do people think that means?
it means u will have fun and have no regrets until you die and wake up in hell lol
like literally these are the lyrics people sing and they don't understand the lyrics are basically saying lets have fun til we wake up in hell
and no one.. i mean very very few people think about things as real
let me explain my take on reality without being too deep
one time i played a video game and in the game the main character was always taught about an ancient tale that was supposed to happen one day
he didn't know it at the time, but this legend ended up being about him
that to me is how life is.. u think its a joke and u think nothing is "in place" or nothing before u means anything but in reality, you are here for a reason and everything u do has a meaning, an implication, and serves a purpose
think about it.. just like in that video game, one day u will wake up and realize u are (or were) the chosen one
u are literally God's chosen one
so the question is, what are u going to do? are you going to be a hero or a zero?
people don't think about what things mean
like if u look at other cultures, when they scar their bodies or get tattoos or mutilate themselves, it is normally out of homage to a pagan idea or deity
do u really think just because your mutilation is for vanity or for a video game that it is any different?
maybe instead of worshipping hare krishna u worship mega man or vanity itself
what exactly is the difference? if u are willing to mutilate and draw blood and be branded and labeled by something- then doesn't that thing own you to some extent?
and another thing is like.. people don't think about where ideas come from
this is part of how u distinguish right from wrong
say u want to get a tongue ring.. ask yourself.. "is God telling me to do this? or is it something else?"
is God telling me to brand myself?
is God telling me to mark my body with something people call a "tramp stamp?"
is God telling me to get a tongue ring and be seen as a freak?
is there a spirit attached to these ideas and these tattoos?
i think YES
when u go to a prison, which is like where the worst people in society (generally) are.. u also see a high ratio of tattoos and things.. why is that?
could the spirit of rebellion be involved?
the same thing that told u to get a tattoo is likely the same thing that told u to drink and drive and got you a dui
i wish people would see how spiritual and physical connect but madd people just don't get any of this stuff.. trying to make people understand is like trying to teach a baby calculus
i wish people would open their eyes a bit and see what their actions and words actually mean beyond the surface
i don't like uncharted due to the way it is culturally and racially.. like why is every character white? like not one person is a different race in the game unless u are shooting primitive natives of some jungle then those guys will be black
the race thing is really bad in that game because i've noticed they try to have variety in white people as opposed to just having different races.. like they will have nathan drake and sully and the blonde chick who are all american.. then the bad guy was lazaravich who was a german .. then they brought in chloe who was british..
u see what i'm saying? instead of using people of different races they use white people from different countries
even in uncharted 3 the bad person is a chick but its an old white woman.. no black or asian, or indian, or ANYONE of a different race has a speaking part in the game
in drake's fortune, every single enemy u shot was black!
all the enemies u just shoot r black.. all the enemies with speaking parts are white.. how convenient
u know.. i had this same issue with batman begins.. i couldn't understand why batman and the 'sensei' were the only white guys and all the other ninja guys were asian.. it just seemed corny like the only two white guys were the 'best' somehow
uncharted is very one-dimensional.. i mean imagine if u got a street fighter game and every character was one race and one culture.. or worse yet one fighting style
"the last of us" from naughty dog is coming next.. so i guess we'll see if black people or asians or hispanics have any decent speaking parts or if they only act as human targets
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1. gamestop sells used games as "new" .. i hate gamestop, they are a greedy middle man and i refuse to buy from them.. today i went there and bought a "new" game and i watched the lady put a disc in the case..
i ended up not getting it because NEW means factory sealed, not open, or on display, or with 1,000 fingerprints, or missing a manual, or with 30 stickers i can't remove from the case
i'm not necessarily against used games.. its the principle.. because they are lying to customers and cheating game developers out of profits every time they do that
2. i just deleted all the stuff on my playstation such as game saves and playstation home, qrocity, life with playstation, and anything else i can find and i just gained 22 gigs
3. i was just trying to think of someone i can give my games away to cuz i'm done with them.. as i was trying to think of someone then my homie kevin called.. PERFECT!!!
he hasn't played any of my games so i'll be sending them to his house as soon as possible.. he will be getting killzone 2, dirt 2, and metal gear 4
4. i would like to get some new games.. i think i want rayman origins, i downloaded the demo and its really good, if you have a ps3, download that demo and u'll see
5. one of my biggest pet-peeves with video games is the lack of character customization.. one of the most important aspects of this is being able to change the race of your character.. why can't i make super mario black? would that be so bad?
in little big planet, almost NO ONE was just the regular brown guy.. everyone tailored their person how they wanted.. i think every game should allow that
6. i haven't bought a new game in over a year.. and no joke, when i got my playstation 3 in 2009, i hadn't had a video game system for 4 or 5 years
what i find to be funny is, i still have this stigma of being a video game nerd.. again.. I HAVENT BOUGHT A NEW GAME IN OVER A YEAR.. people still think i'm some kind of video game crazed maniac when that's not the case
if i say something about a cool game people automatically think i can fix computers and they think i have every season of star trak on blu-ray lol
i want to share my answer to a commonly asked question concerning two pieces of art
dark side of the moon and the wizard of oz
u have likely heard that they go together
if you start dark side of the moon and the wizard of oz at the right time then turn the sound down on wizard of oz, then the music matches the movie pretty much perfectly
i saw this one day a long time ago in a dorm room and it didn't look like a coincidence to me
a lot of people have talked about this and shared it over the years
so what gives? why do two seemingly unrelated things go together like this?
i think its because of the spirits behind them
led zeppelin is an occult band
the wizard of oz is an occult movie
i know madd people don't know this information but if you don't believe me then look it up.. look up the origins of the movie, look up who made it and why.. look up the symbolism involved.. maybe even type in 'mind control' to go with your search
when it comes to zeppelin.. look up zeppelin and keywords like backmasking, or occult symbolism, or aleister crowley.. or just look at some of their artwork.. even this particular album has a pyramid on the front
i'm not going to try and convince you these things are from the occult and hide all types of esoteric symbolism, and are influenced by demonic entities... you can look that up for yourself.. but building on that knowledge- my point is that the same spirits are behind these works of art
art can be like a form of shamanism or like an invoking of spirits to ignite inspiration in other words.. INSPIRITATION which is to be filled with and/or compelled by a spirit
moving right along..
the reason i believe these works 'go together' is because demonic spirits were so closely involved in the creative process of each work.. i can hear people now asking
"well why would they make them go together? ..what's the point of that?"
my answer to that question is, if you deal with spirits, just as a general rule- you are likely to get more than you bargained for because they know more than us.. they can make weird 'coincidences' that u didn't expect because they can see and operate with knowledge that we can't grasp in this realm, so its not so much "why," its more like "why not" .. its just something the demon spirits wanted to do
if u do art and u hone a spirit to aid your creative process- u may have an idea of where the art is going but u may not know the extreme depth of the work the spirit is doing through you, and i think this is what happened here
a lot of 'timeless' work is likely done by invocation of spirits.. not to sound spooky but i'm not kidding because i've literally seen people do this
i saw one guy who does drawings and costumes and character designs for hollywood for example, and they showed his work space and he works between two lit candles and a pentagram with some other occult artifacts
this atmosphere makes it easy for demonic spirits to minister to him what to draw
as a result, he comes up with demonic characters that do evil things.. one of his most famous creations was the alien design in the 'alien' trilogy (you can look it up right now and see that its not far-fetched at all that the idea came from hell)
so i just wanted to put my view out on that
if you ever find yourself saying to yourself "people aren't that smart" or "people don't have that much foresight" or "that seems like too much of a coincidence to even be real"
look closer at the situation and u may be able to see that there are spirits of some sort involved
look close and u will be able to decipher whether the spirits are good or bad
i just got confirmation from snoop that we think the same on the issue of these guys who marry these crazy women like kim kardashian
some of u may remember my entry on that.. here's the link if anyone missed it
here's snoop's commentary on it (there is some language so don't listen if it will bother u)
i wholeheartedly agree with snoop on this
why would u marry a woman like that in the first place?!
like what do u expect?
special shout out to snoop.. thanks snoop for your confirmation cuz no one commented when i posted my rant on the whole thing
great minds think alike ! !!!