its lame to hear miranda cry.. however i will say i am happy someone trusts me enough to consider me a shoulder to lean on
i like being there for people but i know some girls think i'm an ass because i tell the truth too much
but anyway.. she doesn't know this but i prayed for her to meet a guy a few weeks ago then she called me soon after and said the cable guy who came to her house really liked her and they were dating.. they r still together now which is cool
so i will try and pray for her some more so she can get blessed out of her specific deficits
as for me and my issues?
i know i'll be fine
MAKE THE DEPRESSION STOP!
my depression is so bad right now that i almost WANT to go to work
anything that will just get me out of my painful thought life
btw speaking of work.. do u know how ass work is?
the other day at work a woman came up to me and said "what else do i need to buy to use this rug?"
hmmm.. let me get out my rug-guide.. it'll show you exactly how to use the rug
ok let's see.. says here you put it on the floor.. then you stand on it, jackass!
ahh whatever.. tired of complaining.. really want some change in my life..
pray for me!
today is my birthday.. i'm 28
i have unfortunately been supremely irritated lately
my social life has been terrible and the pain and loneliness i deal with on a daily basis are nothing short of crippling
i am hoping God will help me to meet new people who want to be in my life.. people who are real without ulterior motives and hollow lies
i will have to really cling tight to the real people and get away from people who are only consistently inconsistent
i find it kinda sad that i meet my 28th birthday under such horrid circumstances but whatever.. i have a lot of blessings that overshadow the rest of this crap
i'm just gnna try to honor God and do the best i can with what i have
God will deliver me from my heartache and struggle
anyway.. these^ are my words for today
"oh, you want me to watch my mouth? how?/
take my f*ckin eyeballs out and turn em' around?/"
man.. when eminem said this i thought it was so great.. it always made me laugh.. it was just so "smartass" for lack of a better way to put it
it also had some cartoon style absurdity to it lol
what is with serial daters?
do you know any?
these people remain an anomaly to me
you are in love with someone one day and in love with someone else the next
i don't really understand
is this seriously possible?
do you guys think this is just a chick thing? or do you think both men and women can be serial daters?
i know some girls who have a different guy like every 4 to 6 months.. you see them on facebook and one minute they're with a guy in a nice restaurant, and next month they are with a different guy riding on the back of a motorcycle, then the next month they are with another different guy and they're at a rap concert
what i'm saying is.. with each new guy they adapt their personality
how do u even do that?
any comments would be appreciated.. this is just something i honestly don't understand
maybe i don't get it because my parents have stayed together my whole life- so its hard for me to relate to people who just swap out significant others like shoes and hats
i keep seeing women get beat lately
ok.. one thing i want to say
i don't condone beating women but i just have to say this.. some of you women need to stop thinking you can say anything to men
it kinda reminds me of a line tupac said.. "i ain't a killer, but don't push me"
a lot of you women find the right button to press and you press it again and again and when you get punched in the face you want to cry "he abused me"
why do so many of you women just say the most hurtful thing you can think of to the tallest and most muscular dude? are you stupid? seriously
this is not new.. this is just general knowledge!
for example: you wouldn't beat a child but if that child keeps on egging you on you might just go off
a lot of you modern women just talk too much sh*t.. and i am saying this because i have experienced it
so many women today say and do ANYTHING and hide behind that "you can't hit a woman" thing.. its not cool seriously.. cool is being respectful to the opposite sex.. that's cool
women have said things to me i would never say to another person.. what i am explaining to you is- some women just have no respect for men.. in fact i'd go as far as to say there is a certain contempt there
i am not saying i'm perfect but i try to respect the opposite sex, i don't violate them and leave them, i don't press their buttons and call them fat or ugly or deem them undesirable, i don't say things like "you'll never get married" or anything that would hurt their feelings.. i don't condescend to them.. i am not overly nice but i try to be fair and generally agreeable... i am not perfect but i respect the opposite sex
a lot of you women just don't return the favor
you complain about men being weak but you simultaneously emasculate them! it doesn't even make sense!
you're out of line
women think they can get in your face IN PUBLIC and call you worthless and threaten you and punk you out.. that's not respectful
so.. until some of you get it- i guess we will keep seeing you all get the shit beat out of you
you can't just play with people and expect them to not react
wow today i've been extremely angry pretty much the entire day
i keep thinking i am red from that 70s show except instead of having someone like kitty to calm me and bring me back to normal- i'm alone and i just walk around trying to mask my frustrations so people aren't afraid of me
sometimes i look at my life and i feel so upset about some things
i have to try and keep everything in perspective and not allow perceived setbacks to undermine my blessings
i got this game called darkside chronicles and its a game where you shoot things on the screen.. its fun i got the gun for it and everything
i've been listening to dave matthews band a lot.. every time i listen to them i find myself amazed at their talent.. seriously they are like TOO good.. i am pretty much speechless at their work.. they are definitely dedicated to their craft
i wonder how much longer i'll be alone.. i really want a girl and i don't think i'm that bad of a guy.. i know i have flaws and stuff but i saw a guy on tv who was an ex-con with hiv and he got married.. am i somehow worse than an ex-con with hiv? come on man how do you get a girl? what do i have to do? seriously
i really like pretzel m&ms
i've been really busy lately.. but its good because i've noticed that lately when i'm not busy i tend to get depressed
i've noticed a lot of people in this world have very little love left to give.. i sometimes see how cold people can be and it is just weird to me.. but i think they are acting as a product of their circumstances.. they can change if they apply themselves but a lot of people pride themselves on how bitter/angry/cold/vindictive they can be
the deftones have a new album coming out on the 13th of november.. they're another band i really respect
recently i met a girl and we had a brief encounter where she mentioned to me that she had a 3yr old son.. so i saw her a few days later and i asked her how her son was doing.. it seemed like her eyes lit up a bit when i asked her that.. i think i just learned the value of remembering details and bringing them back into conversation.. i'd call this a rule of etiquette, charm, or something to file under gentlemanly conduct
oh.. one other rule of etiquette.. i've noticed a lot of people today think extremely high of themselves.. it is kinda off putting
i sometimes go on dating sites and girls describe themselves like this:
"i'm highly intelligent, vivacious, beautiful, hilarious, a great friend, and tons of fun to be around"
i have a hard time with things like this because there is no humility involved.. if you are perfect then why are you single?
how about saying things like "i TRY to be a good friend" or how about allowing me to just look at your pictures instead of typing out "i'm gorgeous"
to me, etiquette would say try to exude some sort of humility
what do you think? agree? disagree?
i feel like.. overall some credits/accolades should not be taken, they should be granted
i think its fine to believe you're a great person and i think its great to say it to yourself, but to outright praise yourself publicly is a bit much
i'd even appreciate an "if i do say so myself" here and there but instead people today are so arrogant they just proclaim their own perceived greatness outside on rooftops for the world to see and hear...
and they don't pepper their speech with any modesty
to me- having some humility is just proper etiquette
this applies to men and women.. all apologies to anyone who feels like i'm unnecessarily targeting females
btw pt. 2:
i know some people feel like this is just mere confidence and not arrogance.. so if you think i'm wrong here then leave a comment i would like to hear your take on it
just saw this pic on a dating site
are you serious?
our society is just not where it should be
when i go on dating sites and see this type of sh*t it is just such a shame
you are only 16 weeks pregnant and you're already a single mom
and what's worse is i see these profiles like every time now.. like its not even rare anymore! i should NOT see pregnant women on dating sites every time i log on
like what is wrong with people?
do people think the jersey shore lifestyle is a legit way to live?
where is the solidarity in the family unit?
when i see stuff like this i think about God and i think about how He must be in heaven shaking His head in disgust.. like "i gave all of you the instructions but none of you follow them and YOU suffer for it!"
people out here saying "i want to have no strings attached sex" or "i want a friend with benefits" or "i want sex without marriage"
GOOD JOB CASTING OFF COMMITMENT ASSHOLE, I GUESS YOU WONT BE NEEDING THAT ANYTIME SOON RIGHT!?
ok so if your house burns down, or someone close to you dies, or you lose your job, or you get a disease you DO know that the only shoulder you will have to lean on will be your stupid f*ck-buddy right?
when u follow this nonsense then you sign up for bs.. wasted years, fatherless kids, stds, loneliness, people having all kinds of sex and wondering why their hearts are still empty.. hmm could it be because sex was never meant to be the main course of a relationship? its like trying to get all your nutrients from frosting
this stuff is just a shame seriously
and it PISSES ME OFF