doing album songs and songs for fun was one of the best ideas i ever got
when u do an album the process can be boring.. not BORING, but just very.. i don't know.. serious
having an outlet to do things outside of the alotted course is madd fun
i started freestyling in about 2008 and ever since then i've kinda had 2 sides.. a very fine-tooth comb side and a very free-flowing spur of the moment side
i can blend the two .. like if u listen to the song i did called 'womenz' i blended them.. its very meaningful yet also very conversational
but even tho i can blend them i like to separate them as well.. its kinda like having formal wear and street clothes
u want to have both
angela said i'm beginning to sound like i don't like or trust women lol
this made me think a bit...
but i told her i love GOOD women.. i told her u have to acknowledge the fact that there are bad ones and good ones.. its not just one collective bunch of people
i don't think i am a perfect male specimen myself so, i don't know.. its nothing personal if i rant on women whether on this site or in a conversation
men and women just traditionally don't understand eachother
i find that women oftentimes do the opposite of what makes sense.. at least from a male point of view
but having a female's 2nd opinion can be truly helpful because they judge by a whole different set of criteria than men
she said there are good and bad men too, which is true... so i guess we see eye to eye now
i think i would like to take my health more seriously and try to get muscular
one reason for this is i have one of the best bodies for it
i'm 5'7 but if u think about it.. guys my height look the coolest when they have muscles.. they have that stocky swag thing
like look at ronnie from jersey shore.. he is the shortest on the show but he got the stocky swag.. he is about the same height as me i think.. probably like 5'8
making songs is such a great thing..
its hard to explain.. its like a secret weapon .. u can hurt my feelings, u can leave me hanging and neglect me, u can throw me under the bus.. but i can take all that ammo, put it in a song and make it into a bouquet of flowers
its like i have a life outside of life.. it helps me not need peoples validation u kno what i mean
i value people but its good not to NEED them so desperately
anyway i'm out.. i just wanted to say a few random things
one thing that tends to piss me off is when i hear women say things like
"he can have sex and be a stud but if i do it i'm a hoe and that's a double standard!"
these people just don't understand anything beyond surface value
double standards exist because of a thing called "ROLES"
if you sorely violate your role, then the negative stigma attached to your behavior is magnified
men and women are different and are meant to fulfill different roles
i could sit around and say "women can live off of men and not work but if i were to live off a woman and not work, i'd be considered like a leech"
but you don't hear me saying some dumb sh*t like that do u?
because it makes me sound like #1. i don't know a man's role (to provide and be generative)
and #2. it makes me sound like i want to actually BE a lazy leech and play x-box while my wife goes off to work every day
the fact is, as a man, i should WANT to give to those around me and be a blessing and not a black hole
so when i question that, it makes me sound dumb.
this is how u women sound when u yap on and on about sexual stigmas
u just sound like an idiot seriously
you don't know your role as a woman.. and if you don't know the purpose for a thing chances are you are going to abuse it and/or misuse it
you would be better off just not saying anything at all because u make yourself look like a real nonsensical slut-buffoon
know your role as a female and stop complaining
in other words know your role and shut your mouth
btw.. if u honestly have no clue what a good woman should be or what criteria they are to live up to then read your bible because GENDER ROLES ARE IN THERE
as a man i know mine, as a woman you should know yours
other than that, just skip me with all your ignorant talk
double standards make sense most of the time because we are to live up to certain things
for example, if a 6 yr old plays with a toy and eats sweets that's fine... but if a 34 yr old man is only concerned with action figures and candy then that is absurd
that is a double standard but its because of expectations and roles a person should be living up to for the good of themselves as well as those around them
TRY TO UNDERSTAND THIS^
certain things ARE indeed worse for certain people.. here's another example
woman beats up guy = funny
guy beats up woman = despicable
are you getting this yet? or are u still trying to justify being a hoe?
btw.. i may post a bible scripture on gender roles later .. if ur interested then let me know
the first 16 in this song has a theme of sex and sports.. i wrote it 2 yrs ago
the 2nd 16 only has the sex theme (no sports).. i wrote it at like 4am yesterday
there's a lot of backstory to this song.. i'm not gnna get into it.. if ur curious just ask in a comment
feel free to let me know what u think of this also
i was thinking recently.. i want a girl who acts like a pokemon
this^ statement makes sense on so many levels that i'm not even going to attempt to type it out
i'll let you deduce what you can if you wish
so i got this idea to do 2 types of songs
the real album songs with depth and purpose and theme
and also freestyle slash quickly written songs
as of right now i call the freestyle slash quickly written songs "5 minute songs"
because they don't take me long to come up with at all
here's my first 5 minute song
the ACTUAL album songs r on the down low until release
but i will try to continue to release these 5 minute songs all through the recording process
they give me more practice and they r a fun departure from the fine-tooth comb album process
hit the down arrow on the player to download
btw the beat is from gashisdx
does ur family have any funny stories?
i'm not trying to throw my dad under the bus but i wanted to share this
we sometimes call my dad "mr. 100"
we call him this because back before he got saved.. before i was even born.. he had sex with some girl
once they were done then she pulled out this paper.. he looked at it and saw that she had just crossed his name off of it and he was like some number way down the list like there was madd guys already crossed off the list LOL
basically she was writing down names of guys she wanted to have sex with and my dad realized he was just another guy who fell into her trap
he thought he was adding a notch to his belt but little did he know he was nothing more than "mr. 100" LOL
this is one of the funniest things we talk about in our family.. i always ask to hear the story again and again
he said his satisfaction turned into complete anger when he realized he was just another guy on a long list of conquests
can u believe that ish?
been hangen w/ angelaz
its fun hanging out w/ her
she is from michigan like me so maybe having that in common is part of why we seem to have a good time
i like that she is in her 30s.. is that bad? do i have some sort of complex?
she is one of those girls who makes it easy for you to be a man.. i like women who know how to be women and know how to treat a guy u know what i'm sayin?
u have to know your role
btw i'm 95% sure she doesn't know anything about this website, so i can say watevah i want (o:
she is a really refreshing female .. very "soft" meaning she's not like bitchy or arrogant like a lot of girls today.. she's not a crazy feminazi..
she's the type who is eager to do something nice for her man or anyone really.. and i know a lot of people take advantage of that but i VALUE it
one other thing i like about her also is she values God but she also doesn't try to act like she's perfect or anything
anyway just an updayt
this is hilarious but its also kinda deep because it shows how bs images are marketed to the lower income/ inner city youth in music videos
'truth said in jest' if you will
this interview had me ROLLEN
listen to how many times funkmaster flex interrupts 50 cent
and listen to how funk flex talks!
this is just classic lol