man i need a girl so bad
seriously i sometimes feel like i would do anything for a girl! i would go as far as saying it is one of my biggest pains or 'weaknesses'.. my lack of proper companionship also the whole "lust" thing which.. honestly i don't even really understand the difference between lust and love.. to me they are inextricably linked i don't really understand how desiring something ur supposed to have is wrong i feel like people tell u "don't desire women" but i don't see how that makes any sense whatever.. anyway.. one thing i think about is how i feel like i don't get any attention from women.. like u would think i'm a really bad guy u would think i was an ex-con or something.. i sometimes wonder if i am really that bad of a guy to not be able to get and/or keep a girl on any kind of romantic level wow.. just as i was typing that i got an email from a girl.. awsum iono.. maybe i shouldn't get so down on myself u know what i mean where there's a will there's a way right? i just really need a woman.. like seriously its not funny.. i go to wal-mart and i am bombarded with gorgeous single moms.. like at least one of these women has to be for me... right? ... right? ^i think i just heard my own echo.
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