i want to get something off my chest
i really dislike people who say things like "i am getting afraid because i'm about to graduate" or "i don't know what i'm going to do when i have to leave the safety net of college" i just cannot understand these people at all my thinking has always been "i can't wait to get out of school so i can start my life" i don't understand people who think college is fun or who think "real life" is "scary" what is fun about college? what is fun about spending money u don't have? what is fun about doing homework every day? what is fun about always learning new things and never having a sense of mastery over a thing? i long for the day when i feel like i know what i'm doing and i'm confident about it.. i long for the days when i'm making money instead of just spending it.. i long for the days when i finish work and i chill instead of do homework i just don't understand what people mean when they say they like college and they act like they want to be in it forever.. i don't get it at all.. like what are you experiencing that i'm not? sometimes people say "i like school" WHAT DOES THAT MEAN!? what do you like about it? you like reading textbooks on saturday afternoons? you like hearing lectures everyday? you like taking tests? to me.. college is a means to an end.. when people act like college is this gloriously fun main course of life i don't get what they are talking about when i hear people say they like school and they are "afraid to graduate" it just makes me feel more and more crazy to me- graduating and finally leaving school behind forever sounds like winning the lottery like sometimes i think when i graduate and walk across the stage i just want to shake the person's hand and then spit in their face to show my contempt lol "thanks for making me sit through your pretentious bs and atheist rhetoric for four years asswipe" i am not dissing college or anything.. i'm just explaining my viewpoint.. ultimately i'm happy to be in college i'm thankful God has given me something to do and work towards because if i didn't have something to do i'd feel like i'm wasting time i'm thankful that God has blessed me with the means to make it through school.. it gives me a lot of hope for the future because honestly what would i be doing with my life if i wasn't in school? probably still working jobs for 6 months until i get laid off or quit that lifestyle is wack so yeah.. my perspective is way different than a lot of people i come across.. but overall i am still thankful inside.. i'm just explaining why these people irk me does anyone understand me on this? to me- when people say they are afraid to graduate its like someone saying they are afraid of being released from prison.. if ur in jail with that person then ur like: "ok then how about we trade places!?.. u stay and i'll go!! how's that!?" its just kinda maddening
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