ok so here's my take on all these deaths
andrew in december, jason in february, and ben in april having all of these happen so close together makes me think my problems are a lot smaller than what i make them out to be 2 of these people had addictions they couldn't break.. being addicted to something and not being able to put it down is bad enough but then i think about what led them to addiction.. did they have a low self esteem? did they feel worthless inside? did they feel numb to life? these are all real issues u know what i mean? then there was a suicide, and this is a guy who had money so that makes me wonder what was going on in his head.. what did he value that he wasn't getting? then i think about all of their families.. the person who sticks out to me the most is jason's mom.. she was a very cool person and they had a great chemistry so i think she is probably devastated.. i mean she was so goofy and silly but a blow like this probably removes that entire side of her and i think that is very sad so here's what i want to say to readers (because this ish needs to stop) if u are reading this and u do drugs, please pray to Jesus for the strength to quit Jesus is real and more powerful and helpful than anything else you could possibly turn to if you want to kill yourself, (again) pray about it.. but also please call me or contact me and let me know how i can help or something.. please do not kill yourself.. i will help u if you need it, this is a situation where i'd say "please help me to help you" ..in other words.. let me know the situation and i can try to help out or at least pray for u even if u are just lonely and want me to visit, just call me or whatever I DO NOT WANT ANY OF MY FRIENDS TO KILL THEMSELVES.. if ur reading this then u are a friend soo... that's it
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