lately i haven't wanted to talk about anything serious.. i just want to talk about music or things that are light-hearted or whatever
today is no different.. i am not sure what people would rather me talk about.. serious or lighthearted, so i just say whatever i feel like saying so today i decided i would talk about one of my favorite dates i ever had i went out w/ a girl named ashley this was in 2008 the way i met her was she contacted me on myspace and i remember all her message said was "do u like white girls?" LOL i remember thinking that was a hilarious message, but i kinda liked how it was somewhat blunt she was pretty to me.. she was blonde and heavier but still very pretty.. nice body, very good with presenting herself since she was a hairdresser and had an 'eye' for that sort of thing anyway we talked for a bit then when it came time to see her i had to drive to murfreesboro, but instead of meeting at her house we decided i'd just meet her at target cuz i knew where that was i got there a little early so i sat down and i was chillin then she came up out of nowhere.. she was smiling and she was very relaxed and i sensed she wasn't judging me too hard.. i liked her within like 10 seconds i really appreciated her being so cool within that first little few seconds of meeting.. it didn't feel like a business deal or like she was being hesitant or anything.. i got a feeling like she was happy to see me or something and that meant a lot to me i tend to be pretty reserved sometimes so its good for me to have someone who is more like.. happy or bubbly.. sorta like if you've seen that 70s show.. red has kitty.. they are basically completely opposite of each other.. i am a 'red' in need of a 'kitty' i sometimes find myself in torment over the way i see the world or whatever.. so i need that balance cuz i can be angry or antisocial or whatever so i need someone who has a good attitude to help me chill out and enjoy life and stop me from overthinking everything this was a hot day.. i hate bright sunny days, so if i go out with a girl and she makes me forget that i am in this horrid weather then i know she is a winner we went to get in my car and she had coincidentally parked right beside me so i saw her car and saw that it was a mess and she looked at my car and she said "wow ur car is so clean" LOL as small as it was, i liked that segment, because for me personally, i'm not really attracted to girls who appear 'perfect' or whatever, so if her car is messy or something then to me that can be a plus appearing perfect is kindof a turn off to me.. it makes me think she should be alone, like if she's perfect then why does she even want to be in a relationship? if u have every area in your life covered then how can i compliment you or help u at all? ..its like i no longer have a real 'role' anymore.. like instead of being a real important part of her life, i'm relegated to being a mere garnish or decoration also a lot of times i see outward 'perfection' as a form of dishonesty.. like for example: if a girl is the perfect weight has the perfect job has the perfect social life perfect education background everything is 100% clean at all times perfect everything then i don't believe her ..call it a 6th sense or call it cynicism, but i think she is hiding something ANYWAY so we drove to see the batman movie 'the dark knight' this movie was pretty wack to me, however in the theater she was receptive to all my attempts to get closer to her oh also she paid for her own ticket.. which i would've paid for, but she beat me to it.. but i appreciated that she was not toting around that entitlement stuff i don't mind paying for everything but if a girl is willing to pay for her own stuff then that shows me she's not just being selfish or not just using me after the movie we went to ihop which i paid for at ihop she told me more about herself and i liked what i heard.. she was so down to earth and i liked that she had a good ear for music and she really impressed me with her choice of hip hop i remember she said her favorite rapper was papoose which really blew my top wait a minute lol, i just remembered she also told me she liked shwayze which kinda put a damper on the night smh.. i was willing to let bygones be bygones tho lolz i also liked that she was upfront about certain ups and downs she was dealing with like she was positive about her future, but she was irritated about her present.. i like that she was just being honest with me about her life she was honest and positive simultaneously which is actually the perfect balance.. cuz a lot of times u get honest and negative, or positive and dishonest u know what i mean? so i was really drawn to her even more so then we went to her house and sat on the couch watching tv for a bit and it never got boring or stupid, like we were still just interacting or whatever and not really watching tv anyway fast forward, when i left it wasn't awkward or anything after this was all over she called and texted me like a maniac lol so it was good to know we both had fun 10 out of 10 indeed
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