one thing i've noticed
when a guy is with his girl he is expected to only have eyes for her.. when they are out he is expected not to ogle other women when a show comes on and a woman has her boobs out he's expected to just be quiet about it, and not say anything that may make his girl feel insecure about herself this is really good.. i think it is great to respect your significant other in this manner the only problem i have with it is the fact that in general- women don't give the same courtesy if a girl sees an athlete on tv and she's with her boyfriend.. "WOW HE'S HOTTT!" even if she is with her boyfriend and some mutual friends.. if LL cool j comes on tv a girl will do something completely embarassing to her boyfriend like lick her finger and go up to the tv and touch LL's abs and make that "sssss" sound like steam or whatever girls do this to me and i just chill but i have realized they dish it out but can't take it if i was to do the same thing.. point out a girl skinnier than my girl and say "SHE'S GORGEOUS!!!!" or get wildly excited when a girl with huge boobs is on tv.. my girl would be upset by that.. maybe even to the point of crying behind my back or having a pity party on the phone with her friends about how i don't appreciate her the problem with this is you women do this to us men all the time why? if you cut me will i not bleed? if you belittle my presence in your life by putting a man YOU DONT EVEN KNOW on a pedestal right in front of my face- am i supposed to think its humorous? i just had to get this off my chest some of you women should really think about what i'm saying here because i'm being fair and real right now some of you really don't treat us men the way you'd like to be treated i know personally, i get tired of being made to feel less than by some of you women i have immediate value... i am a real person with real feelings who really cares about you.. but you adore these athletes and movie stars and male models whom you've never met and you laugh in my face when you tell me how you lust after them for their bodies, money, and lifestyles i'm not exactly sure why this has hit me today, but it has and i'm not trying to be mean, i'm just trying to be real i for one refuse to stand for this type of treatment from a woman i care for ever again why does it seem like beautiful women have everything i want
yet it also seems like i have nothing they want? we've gotta change this scenario .. gotta tip the scales in my favor ok i watched the gym class heroes behind the music
first off i need to say i don't know what is wrong with the internet or with vh1's site but this thing skipped like crazy today and really made me angry to a point where i seriously wanted to break my computer anyway.. here's my take on the whole thing the first thing i need to say is i met travie back in 07 when i went to tower records one day when i think back, he actually might've been with katy perry.. i remember he was with a girl who looked like a model.. this was before she had any music out so it may or may not have been her.. i just remember he was with a girl who was petite when i met him i remember walking up to him and he was like "hi i'm travie" you have to understand i knew who he was so he came off as really like.. down to earth to me.. i remember when i walked up and shook his hand he seemed nervous.. it was weird because.. ok imagine meeting someone who you think has it all.. now imagine meeting them and imagine that you appear more confident than they do i've written about meeting him before but it just makes more sense now after seeing behind the music for a few reasons.. one is yeah, he is GENUINELY a lot more down to earth, humble, and even insecure than he appears on the outside.. and two is.. i wonder if he might've been on drugs at the time? like i said he seemed nervous almost like he thought i was walking up to him to diss him anyway.. the relationship and breakup between travie and katy perry was really informative and interesting i really related to the way they began their relationship a lot of great relationships just start off as friendships and theirs was no different i actually relate to the breakup as well.. travie seems like a guy who really feels (which perhaps fuels a good deal of his writing) and so i understand that probably crushed him far more than what seemed apparent can you believe she left him and then got married to russell brand and then got divorced from him so quickly? lol.. pretty women.. i have something i want to say to you you are pretty so you are in high demand.. you can leave a guy and have a new one in 24 hours HOWEVER. just because you can move fast doesn't mean you should. moving on. sooo.. travie is one of my more fave artists from what i can see of him on the outside.. i've always had a little admiration for biracial people because more often than not they view the world the way everyone else SHOULD view it i also like that he is humble i also think he is a great lyricist when he wants to be.. some of his material on the quilt album was genius imo btw.. if you want the best songs on that album.. look up 'kissin ears' and 'cookie jar' the down side of gym class heroes is they get OVERLY poppy at times.. like sometimes their songs are so poppy that they go overboard and just sound completely gay.. its like yeah its one thing to try to make a song that females will appreciate.. its another thing to have bruno mars, adam levine, patrick stump on all your hooks.. like come on man.. seriously you're just going too far.. like sometimes they are so poppy that even females would probably look at eachother and be like "wtf is this sh*t!?" like man wow.. anyway lol.. ok i'm done with that rant.. so.. i don't know.. i just think it was a good episode and i'm glad to see travie got back on his feet and bounced back from such hard times and heartbreak i will have to pray for him to stay off the drugs as for gym class heroes future, i would like to see them do something non-poppy.. something just really good.. sorta like how the red hot chili peppers are.. its not trying to be cool and not trying to appeal to women.. its not trying too hard.. yet its still great songs and musicianship i think they need to make an album along those lines but great episode! i honestly don't think i've watched anything on vh1 at all since some time in 2011
with that said.. i'm going to vh1.com tonight and seeing what they have i may or may not report on some of the things i plan to watch i'm starting off my reunion with vh1 by watching the gym class heroes behind the music the full episode is up so... i'm gnna check it out and.. like i said i might speak on it later for some reason i 100% forgot that vh1 existed for about a year! i've talked about this before but i want to touch on it one more time
one of my biggest pet-peeves is when people say "don't judge me" or "don't judge" if i say "i don't like being around john cuz he's always drinking" then someone next to me will say "don't judge" WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN!? ok so i should just deal with this drunk person i don't like? it gets to a point where conversation can't even be had.. this is how conversation used to go: person A: "i think this" person B: "i think that" person A: "i think this because of this" person B: "i think that because of that" now.. here's how conversations are in 2012 person A: "i think this" person B: "don't judge" its kinda like what "hating" became.. but to me- if you don't like something that doesn't mean you're "HATING" maybe you just don't like something.. you have the right to like or dislike a thing if you have a 16 yr old daughter and she's dating an ex-con with face tattoos, you don't want to hear anyone saying "don't judge" I DONT HAVE TO LIKE AND APPROVE EVERYTHING!!!!! i sometimes hear about women who write letters to men in prison
some of these women also end up having conjugal visits with male prisoners some even MARRY them! why do some women do things like this? hmm.. i guess if you think about it.. for women it provides 100% attention and adoration and 0% obligation/commitment i guess i answered my own question i guess some positive attention (even if from an inmate) is apparently enough for some women meh.. it is what it is i am really going to have to study my bible
i just realized i don't understand the diff between old covenant and new covenant this realization has just added a huge amount of depth to the way i see things until i understand this, i feel like i don't really understand exactly what is expected of me man i really need to get around some people who know the Bible! hebrews 8:13 says the following: in speaking of "a new covenant," he has made the first one obsolete. And what is obsolete and growing old will soon disappear. SO.. my questions are when did the new covenant begin Bible-wise? like when Christ was born? when he died? or something in between? i gotta figure this out also.. what exactly does the new covenant bring about, change, and alter? what is made obsolete from the old covenant? i want to make sure i'm not following old covenant laws and rules when the Bible declares them obsolete this really makes me think on a diff level have you ever looked up and realized you are different?
i barely ever play video games anymore i barely listen to any music and when i do its like a score to a movie or something like dave matthews band i go to stores i used to go to and feel wildly out of place all i think about these days is like God, women, and establishing a career somehow the importance placed on things in my life seems to be shifting.. or it already has |
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