so i messaged a girl on this dating site out of sheer boredom like "hey do u want to talk? u seem like a cool person" (waits for someone to criticize my friendly message.. because somehow every f*cking thing i say to a female is "wrong" according to some of you)
she didn't respond i have been on this site for i don't know how long and not one girl has ever responded to me.. i don't talk to people on there because of this but i made a mistake of trying one last time.. sue me anyway.. like i said, this is no different from any of the other hundred times this has happened, but what really pissed me off about this girl was this is what she said on her profile: "If I write you and your not interested just simply say so. No need to sit and ignore a message and have someone waiting to talk to u." ok.. so if you message someone and they are not interested you would like them to have the common courtesy to acknowledge your existence and say "no thank you" but when i message you then you ignore me right? what was that one golden rule thing? hmm.. what was it.. "do unto others... " ????? yeah.. i guess it doesn't apply to women awsum.
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how do u think positive and still tackle worthwhile issues? for example.. sometimes i want to talk about something that really irks the living sh*t out of me.. like this abomination of a tv show: 'toddlers and tiaras' but in order to really put it out there then i have to focus on the overwhelmingly negative phenomenon of people exploiting their kids as well as the inevitable pedophilia in this country which is probably "next" after the whole homosexuality thing like for example.. i remember south park talking about an organization called 'nambla' which is an organization for "man/boy love" .. well recently i found out that organization is actually real.. I THOUGHT IT WAS A JOKE!!!! people actually have an organization talking about how they want to 'destigmatize' sex with young boys i hate talking about negative things but then a part of me wonders if any good is done by ignoring it all.. i see so much injustice, deception and bs on a daily basis that it is INCREDIBLE.. it all runs through my head pretty much constantly like another thing i think about is how schools are not appealing to men and 'aggressive' aka masculine behavior THAT IS COMPLETELY NORMAL is punished and seen as oppressive.. it is not ever fostered or utilized positively or seen as valuable so.. at this point its like every college is feminine and feminist and full of women and gay men and what's worse is no one sees anything wrong with any of this real men are seen as expendable.. if u want proof look at the army.. and then if you want to look even further into expendability, look at how many army/navy/military commercials are aimed at minorities.. its like 80% it seems like today people WANT their sons to be butt-pirates like its cool or something they try to abolish all of the information about men and women being different and say everyone is the same.. but we aren't the same.. men and women are not mentally the same in the same way that we are not physically the same.. we need to examine why boys and young men can't compete anymore.. i believe its the feminization of the educational system.. like men and women have different temperaments.. i can see this in my nephews and niece already as young as they are.. now if i'm more rambunctious than you and u tailor everything to someone who is reserved then basically I LOSE 80% OF THE TIME DONT I? F*CK GROUPTHINK !!!!!!!!! so much of what people think and believe is from the government putting a battery in your back so that u cosign their agenda like for example.. how many people actually know the origin of- as well as the ACTUAL meaning and critieria for being a republican or democrat!? ALMOST NO ONE! but the government has divided people with certain ways of thinking, economic status, and ideas i try not to focus on and talk about negative things at every moment of life but how ? and if i ignore these things and just focus on the positive then does that mean the negative things go unchecked? i don't even know but just know.. that at any given moment i am thinking about way more than what i let on i just hope one day i can really find a way to tackle a lot of bs and really make a positive difference in some way.. if i could parlay this anger into positive change, it would definitely be justified i'm on a dating site however i have no pictures on there because i can't take it seriously.. i just browse from time to time.. but look at this pic i saw on it recently: the first hat reads: "the health department closed my legs" and the other one reads: "my cameltoe needs maintenance"
the girl in the purple was the one with the profile why would u post this as a dating site profile pic? if u are a female and ur on a dating site.. try to put yourself in a guy's shoes maybe u and ur girls think this is funny.. but ask yourself.. would a good man be attracted to u after seeing it? come on man this stuff needs to stop i am really thankful to be doing this music for the group right now.. we seem to have collectively decided to do a whole album, just the three of us
so far it seems everyone is happy to be doing their parts for the songs.. we all feel 'up to the challenge' and we all appreciate eachother's contributions this really gives meaning and purpose to my life everything seems so trivial to me.. doing school assignments and going to work doing menial tasks add to that, the fact that i am single.. things get a little hard to deal with sometimes from the standpoint of feeling empty or lonely or like nothing matters we all have a need for community, validation, we have a need to make some kind of impact, we have a need to be heard, etc when u are in college its like a good number of these needs can be completely drowned out in the hustle of everything.. sometimes i try to get something done for school and i just can't concentrate at all sometimes i feel victories r too few and anxieties are abundant but then i ask.. are we really celebrating our victories? or just moving on to the next thing immediately ? i have to get 'back to mine' so to speak so i will likely be trying to spend some quality time with some quality people this weekend to revisit sanity and be washed in the familiar when people have a get-together or a social gathering or party, why is it that they do things that are generally unhealthy or not positive?
when i was little it was like we'd get together and eat pizza and watch movies and play video games.. not exactly positive endeavors.. why didn't we get together and mow some old lady's lawn or some ish? when u get older, people want u to go out and listen to music, smoke and drink or watch a worthless football game and celebrate someone else's victory smh why can't we get together and do something helpful and positive? lets get together and do our homework lets get together and volunteer to help people lets get together and pray lets get together and build something why do we have to go smoke and drink and tell dirty jokes? even having a pizza party.. like pizza ain't healthy, why not have an exercise party instead? just a few thoughts i just finished my verses for this song for the group i'm working with siny did the singing and j-trap did the beat.. i did the verses i am not sure how they will react to the verses, they haven't heard them yet.. i literally JUST finished this ish peep if u want.. not very lyrical, just kinda silly and light-hearted i think unrelated pic^ lolz
i have realized that i can tell (in a lot of ways) who a girl is and what she's about by how she poses in a picture
u guys should definitely try this look at someone's pictures and fine-tooth comb them.. don't just look.. LOOK when u look at a picture, look at the pose.. body language, pose, posture, clothing, gesture, positioning etc.. they are all nothing more than nonverbal (and often unconscious) communication tools look close u guys! u will be able to see more than what people are readily willing to admit!!!! lately i've been reading about how women are more attracted to married men than single men
this is a lot of nonsense.. i've heard a lot of "rebuttals" about this i should address all of them maybe i will later but for now i will just address one they say "married men are able to commit" and so these women pursue, date, and have sex with married men because of this trait this for one is an oxymoron because HE IS CHEATING WITH YOU, YOU CRASH-DUMMY! that is not commitment!!! and the other part is.. what is with this assumption that single guys can't commit? lol like me for example i want to be in an actual real relationship! all i get from women is this assumption that i'm a player which is the furthest thing from the truth EVER and i also get girls asking me things like "are u sure u want a real relationship?" or "are u ready for a relationship?" ...as if i'm making this up! one day i should just say: "no, i want to have sex with a different girl every week for the rest of my life and continually run the risk of disease and/or children i don't want i never want to develop any kind of real trust or intimacy with anyone.... instead of actually living in a loving relationship and actually sharing and having a house and a foundation, i'd rather just play pretend-house temporarily with 500 different women" man i might have to say more on this topic later.. there's a lot of info on the net about this type of thing there are more supposed "pros" to dating and pursuing married men and i may just tackle each and every one! we'll see.. |
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