the other day i was just walking somewhere and i was thinking about my life and i asked myself a question
"if i did what i wanted to do, what would i do?" i thought about like RIGHT NOW.. what would i do.. man.. my mind went on a TRIP i'll tell u that! lolz wow my life would be way different if i just did whatever i wanted to do normally i do what makes sense or i try to use some type of foresight or i try to make a moral choice but what if i just did whatever i felt like doing? wow.. it really made me stop and think what you SHOULD do and what you WANT to do are so different i never really just sat down and thought about that the main thing that popped into my head that i'd do was sexual type things, because on a personal level, i would probably be a real hoe if i did what i wanted to do but also i'd be dealing with all the women and their feelings and they'd be upset cuz i'm just using them for fun.. then i'd have to deal with my own messed up conscience before God due to fornication.. then i'd have to think "oh what if i get some girl pregnant that i don't want a kid with" or "what if i catch a disease from one of these chicks" and i'd be dealing with my own ego because i'd want to cheat but i wouldn't want a girl to see any other guys.. trust me the whole thing would be a mess lol but still.. it was interesting to think about
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