updayt Posted by poolboyjames on November 21, 2010 at 12:02 PM comments (0)i really want to get 2 autobiographies
1. fieldy from korn's "got the life" 2. malice of the clipse's "wretched, pitiful, poor, blind, and naked" ________ i saw "king of kong" yesterday which is a documentary about two people trying to reach the high score on donkey kong it is REALLY good.. go peep that out on youtube if u haven't seen it part of the movie, (if you look deep enough into it) is about the inner psyche of males, what we strive for and the obstacles we face ________ i really wish i had someone to talk to about life i don't have anyone in my life to talk to and be like "i feel like this" or "my day was like this" its like...... its like how the bible says something like "as iron sharpens iron, so a man sharpens another" meaning, when u have someone to talk to, u are empowered to learn from that person and make better decisions and stuff not having anyone really irks me.. i mean its like i can't even get someone to chill with me for one night.. like the other day i was supposed to go out with a girl but when the day came i texted her and she didn't text me back we were supposed to do something, but i don't get a "not tonight" or a "i'm at work" or anything don't get me wrong, i don't care about her enough to be really hurt.. but the point is... this sort of indifference- when experienced all the time begins to wear u down.. no one seems to understand what its like being ignored and overlooked constantly as if u mean nothing at all like its one thing to turn me down.. but to act as if we never spoke in the first place in my opinion is far worse and far more demoralizing ________ i appreciated all the positive feedback i got on my recent song "guilty" everyone who knows me really said some great things about the song and i appreciated all of it i actually have to thank specifically my friends john willis and armonty houston for telling me to get back to recording.. they both said i have talent and so i dusted off the mic.. that led to guilty, which led to more positive feedback and support ________ i've been watching a lot of i-carly lately ish is so funny its ridiculous gibby is human crack. ________ one thing i find to be funny is like.. the nature of male/female relationships.. the bible wants people to keep sex for marriage and not just give it to anyone but people just give it to anyone and as a result theres a lot of bastard kids and a lot of poverty where it could have been avoided like let me try to explain a picture of this say u have a girl who is pretty and attractive.. guys naturally want to have sex with her if she says yes and gets pregnant then she GETS PREGNANT u feel what i'm sayin? meaning she was sexy but give it a few months and she is fat, sweaty, gross looking, gassy, basically the opposite of everything she was when u first saw her thus ur attraction to her goes downhill thus ur interest in her goes downhill thus u are less likely to want to be a staple in her or the child's life because u want to go and be with a girl who is actually pretty and ish however if u loved her enough to marry her, then when she gets pregnant, becomes fat, has stupid cravings, is overly emotional, has gas, or she is vomiting in the morning, or whatever else.. YOU STILL LOVE HER THE SAME because your love was intrinsic to begin with God's way is a safeguard and people try to explain away their indiscretions all day but people are still getting unwanted pregnancies everyday and they're still getting std's everyday.. people are still getting abortions and still living with one parent in the house instead of two soo i don't kno its just funny that when ur in the club looking for the prettiest girl there, u find her and she's at her best.. but if u get her pregnant, give it a few months and u will be seeing her at her very worst.. are u patient enough to stick it through with her? if u don't love her intrinsically then probably not ______ i like this show .. its called "the real winning edge" its about people achieving things through hard work and faith in Christ ______ not much else to say right now stay fly peaCe
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