orderly fashion Posted by poolboyjames on October 18, 2010 at 12:34 PM comments (0)one thing i see a lot on tv is this...
when people are poor and they steal or do something illegal/immoral for money they say things like: "i needed money for my kids" "i just want to support my family" i understand that wholeheartedly HOWEVER. what i don't get is... if you had no money, no job, no career, no education, and no prospects.. then why did u start a family in the first place? why put the cart before the horse? why haven't u established any sort of stability before starting a family? i mean a man and a woman can live peacefully with relatively little.. but once u add a kid in the mix, things become a lot different in a sense it all turns back around and points to me i look at that situation and i say "wow, thanks God for making love be elusive to me because i am not yet stable" the fact that i haven't been able to get or keep a woman in mylife in a lot of ways is a blessing.. a true provision.. its as if God is so loving, merciful, and faithful toward me that He simply refuses to give me a blessing i can't handle yet its like some people, God will allow them to struggle, but with me God is upholding virtue even at times when i really want a girl and feel like throwing a fit, God loves me enough and has enough foresight to say "you're not ready yet" so this way, when i DO become ready, things will be in order and blessed so hopefully i will achieve stability at some point in life and God will "to him who has, more is given" my situation cuz trust me.. i DEFINITELY would rather be where i am in my life today than be in a situation where my wife has to strip, or something stupid like that in order to keep food on the table for us and our kid u know what i'm sayin?
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