north pole or bust Posted by poolboyjames on December 7, 2010 at 10:39 PM comments (0)one thing i want to point out is like.. i don't really like myself or anything
if i was a girl and i saw me, i wouldn't date me i dated a person once and i remember she confessed to me she didn't love or like herself i didn't understand that at the time well i do now i think i have great qualities, however they are not shown as much as my flaws, and this is what contributes to my lack of self confidence to explain it its like... say u are a penguin living in the jungle.. everyday ur gnna be like "DAMN NGGA ITS HOT OUTSIDE!!!" and ur always gnna be cranky and uncomfortable and all ur peers r gnna be happy and they won't understand u and u won't understand them i look up and see monkeys using their hands and feet to swing from branches as happy as they wanna be.. then i look at my own hands and i don't even have fingers! i have cool talents of my own, like i can slide down snow mountains on my belly but guess what? THERE IS NO SNOW HERE IN THE JUNGLE. i'm a penguin who feels worthless and out of place this is how i feel every day, stressed and alienated.. alone and peeved.. and these things seem to be affecting my self imagequite a bit like i need to make it back to the north pole!!!!!! the north pole being my personal niche in life and that's just what it is
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