just talkin Posted by poolboyjames on September 16, 2010 at 9:33 PM comments (0)my intent is to kinda revamp my site if i can
i've been a bit limited in what i can do partly because there is a limit on picture memory.. i am finding ways around this so bare with me my goal is like.. when i don't have much to say, to just post more pictures and things i may post a song or video thing on the blog page also so it can enhance the mood a bit.. if u dnt like the song u can just stop it however it will give an idea as to what i'm currently listening to n junk i have a few ideas for the site but be patient peeps.. this is a labor of love to me so i hope u guys like the site.. like i said.. a lot of things in the works for the site.. my hope is that one day u will come to my site and see that it is much better, more fun, more entertaining.. as much as this site is about me its also about u.. i am trying to just connect with everyone and maybe people will see themselves reflected in me at some points ++++++++++ yesterday on malcolm in the middle, malcolm said: "going out with sarah would make me happy.. therefore it'll never happen" i was cracking up when he said that.. its cynical but wow i relate to feeling like that +++++++++++ i have been thinking about how things in the Bible were kinda practical like things working by faith + action.. when u think about it its pretty basic isn't it.. like there's nothing to it or blessing and cursing comes from the words we speak.. we talk everyday.. think about how basic these things are.. but so much can change in our lives if we properly submit to these principles imagine the power we have that we don't even realize we wield +++++++++++ speaking of words i've been noticing the power of my words in everyday life i am 25 and i realize being a grown male puts me in a position where people seek to know my opinion or assessment of things naturally people look up to me, or want a male perspective, people are looking for my report, people take my words more seriously than i realize at times.. i see these things in peoples' reactions to my statements my attitude, heart, and sentiments do not go unnoticed by anyone.. people watch me closely and wait for my character to show itself.. they also wait to see how i label them and their thoughts.. they want to kno how they appear in my eyes because of this i understand i can choose to bless or curse anyone within earshot of my words if u look in Genesis u see Adam's (the first representative of a man) job was to NAME the things God brought before him.. i see this echoed today when people seek to kno my report on themselves or other various areas of life.. they want to know what i name them.. what do i deem things to be? i name people and things with an authority i may not ever totally understand in this life as a man it is my job to give identity i am happy to have the position, for the most part i feel like i'm a good steward of my own power speaking of which... i just remembered, yesterday seemingly out of nowhere, a girl said to me "james, u make me feel good about myself" ... i forgot about it until just now, but things like that really mean a lot to me.. i see my seeds growing in those around me at times +++++++++++ if only i could speak as positively about myself as i do for other people lol sometimes i think i have almost no personal pride at all.. but at the same time i'd rather not change that.. i place myself lesser than people but there's a freedom in it.. being without pride i don't have to defend myself, seek revenge, or hold grudges.. in a sense it frees me up to love without looking out for myself so much ++++++++++ u alreddy kno whats next..... LETS GO!!!! ^fave statement
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