i love her Posted by poolboyjames on November 8, 2010 at 11:51 PM comments (0)
there's a girl in one of my classes somehow i got through half the class without noticing her oh wait i just remembered why.. she kept sitting behind me everyday for like a month so one day i moved seats from my new view i was able to look at her without anyone noticing because she was in my field of vision this girl is BEAUTIFUL i love her i love her demeanor, her body, her eyes, her maturity, her cuteness i think she has a kid or two i think she is about... 29 she's about 5'6 i have noticed that in general, i love women who are youthful yet mature youthful - sweet, and inviting and cute, and able to laugh and be open and honest mature - know what is appropriate to talk about and what isn't, be able to take focus off of "self" when important, be able to have a good conversation with u etc. so. i love her.. she is so pretty and pleasant (btw she works at wal-mart) when we do things in groups i always try to work with her.. she's so humble and sweet one day i asked her something outside as she was walking away and she stopped and stood around talking to me, she didn't just answer me and keep walking, she stood there and really had a conversation with me i have been thinking about what it would be like if we dated i don't know where this thought comes from because i mostly think reality says we're incompatible but this little thought continues to present itself every time i see her today was the first day the thought presented itself without her presence the thought of being with her is quite pleasant she has the greatest curves and she gives off the most positive vibe i want to get to know her really bad but this is a bit of a diff situation than usual it seems like i keep thinking how can i talk to an older woman with kids? (again, i'm not sure if she has kids but i think she does) with some girls i just try to start a conversation.. but with this girl my mind seems to just go blank.. i keep thinking whatever i say will be too forward .. like this: "u know, i've been wanting to tell u ur really pretty" "i'm also engaged" like i think that whatever i say will be perceived as me hitting on her.. which i guess it will be, but i don't want to be shut down too easily/quickly hmmm.. well.. what can i say i have finally vocalized my attraction to this woman i adore her, and now that that has been acknowledged.. we are off to step 2...
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