hey Posted by poolboyjames on November 5, 2010 at 12:19 AM comments (2)i haven't been able to talk for a while.. i have a sort of verbal blockage going on
but i saw a video of jordin sparks today and it made me think a bit (video is called 'my bayb' posted in video section) i wish i could meet jordin sparks and date her and work on music with her i know i don't know her personal life but i think she said she wants to wait for marriage.. i respect that.. if i got with her and we waited together then at the end i'd feel like wow God gave me a woman OF MY OWN and not someone who has compromised too much also she is pretty.. nice skin tone.. nice size.. she knows music.. biracial so she's (hopefully) not a stereotypical person i mean if u know me, then u look at jordin sparks on paper.. she looks like she's perfect for me i want her to be my wife i want a wife i think about this to the point where it bothers my soul i have talked about this so many times on my blog that it is perhaps redundant it would be nice to have someone who knows me, thinks about me, cares for me, speaks highly of me, someone who is on my level, someone who gives me hugs, someone who is a partner for me in this world inside i get angry because the women around me disgust me.. i look around and its like this: she doesn't believe in God she doesn't keep herself together, yuck look at her jacked up eyeshadow she is way too tall she is too skinny she has no love to give she has a bad attitude she doesn't like me she is immature she comes off as fake she has a ring on her finger she plays games can i have a decent opportunity to talk to a decent girl? please? i'm not interested in a sexual fling, i'm not interested in me using you, or u using me.. i want a wife.. like a lifetime partner.. someone with a good heart.. i want a good and pure relationship.. nothing else will suffice i want the girl who chooses to say good things about me to her friends and family when i'm not around.. someone who genuinely cares about me because u can bet, if i had a girl i'd care for her.. no question.. just ask all the girls i've dated who have turned me down.. they'll tell u i was "too nice" or something stupid like that.. btw sorry for putting you first you ungrateful *insert any negative words i'm trying not to say here* i feel like i could go on about this for hours maybe i will.. i mean it is MY website right? peaCe btw this is my 600th blog entry
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