frustrated Posted by poolboyjames on March 17, 2010 at 11:09 PM comments (4)i've been in a bad mood today
everything is gettin on my nerves today this is one reason i miss having a girlfriend sometimes cuz if i had a good girlfriend she would calm me down and level me out when i'm in a bad mood being alone i have to find other ways to relieve anxiety coffee, video games, apathy ^some of my fave options one of the other things i miss about having a girlfriend is having someone to tell personal things to it seems like every time i tell someone something personal they don't kno how to handle it correctly, or to my liking.. which is basically the same thing that's a big pet-peeve of mine i keep stuff inside and sometimes i take a gamble and share what's on my mind people don't give me the reaction i want or they may even just completely throw my vulnerability in my face not having anyone to really share my thoughts with kinda makes me hate everyone for a moment.. because for that moment, no one offers what i want all i am really looking for if i share something is like #1. listen #2. ask questions #3. tell me if u feel me or not and why listen is #1 for obvious reasons #2 is ask questions because that prevents u from making assumptions or saying "you should just (insert retarded comment here)" #3.. just tell me if u feel me or not and why.. i don't mind criticism but i want to feel like u heard my whole story before u speak having a girl would be dope cuz i could go to her and be like yo im stressed she would either just hear me out and feel me and provide her own color commentary or she would just do something like give me a back-rub or something and we wouldn't even have to discuss things i don't even remember what i originally got on here to say anymore but whatever i'm out peaCe
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