at this moment --- Posted by poolboyjames on September 12, 2010 at 7:51 PM comments (0)i don't kno what i'm going to say here.. but consider this an update on my life peeplez
+++++++++++ i have been gradually changing my clothing style.. yesterday i bought some (semi faded and worn-looking) black jeans and a blue thermal.. very simple stuff i am not a hoarder type of person at all.. so since i've been getting new things here and there, i've also been getting rid of things i don't plan on wearing anymore i gave a roommate a black and white shirt i got from aeropostale because the black and white contrast was beginning to seem too loud to me.. also it made me feel like a preppy prison inmate or some ish i have been throwing away some clothing too.. i normally try to give things away but (maybe this is a bit beverly hills) sometimes i think my clothes aren't good enough to give away the main things i've been getting rid of are things that are loud and things that don't fit right ++++++++++++ speaking of "fit".. i want to say something about my issue with jeans i like jeans to have a roomy waist area but a more snug leg area i like the legs to be more snug so i don't look sloppy i like the waist area to be more roomy for basic comfort around my waist as well as BALL-COMFORT when i was 15 i had surgery on my ball-bag because i had a lot of pain due to them getting out of place and my seminal vesicle tying itself into a knot i'm fine now but the thing is.. they can still get out of place.. like i'm fine but i don't sit in chairs with cushions on them and i HONESTLY can't wear nut-hugger jeans or skinny jeans or anything without decent room down there when they hurt they kinda take away ur ability to do anything so i always have to get like a waist with a lot of crotch room this likely means nothing to u but hey i'm glad i got to get that off my chest, i have to deal with these grapefruit nuts everyday and no one knows my woes +++++++++++++++ i shaved my head bald yesterday.. i did it for no real reason.. i don't care if it looks good or bad.. i just felt like it when i do my hair a certain way or dress a certain way i'm only doing it for myself.. to express myself in general, i dnt think people like me bald.. they stare then after they realize they are staring they say "it looks good" as a sort of save smh.. its fine if u don't like it! i didn't do it for u in the first place.. u might as well be honest.. trust me i don't mind ++++++++++++++ a bunch of blog entries ago i talked about "the girl from fossil" lol well i saw her yesterday.. she made me melt again.. her facial expressions are God-given ..we talked and i walked off thinking "she's so pretty" *forces self to stop talking* dnt want to seem obsessed.. **God give me one like that please** +++++++++++++++ i was reminded today of a conversation i had with a roommatelike 2 weeks ago i was telling him "i don't think i really fit in normally" "i felt kinda like an outsider in high school" and things like this he cut me off quick with the sarcastic "NO... YOU?!?" LOL he acted like i told him the most obvious ish in the world i didn't know my different-ness was that obvious he wouldn't even let me finish he just kept going like.. "no, not James.. r u serious? u being different? who'da thunk it?.. i'm AMAZED" i pretty much always feel like a puzzle piece that doesn't fit but i had no clue it was that obvious to other people.. bonkers ++++++++++++++++ i was at the barbershop the other day and i was very inspired by an article i read about an entrepeneur those business magazines are filled with articles from very wise people +++++++++++++++++ God is awsumz *index 2 da sky* stay fly peeps peaCe
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