-- miscellaneous ** Posted by poolboyjames on October 17, 2010 at 8:22 PM comments (0)i was telling my mom about this guy i know and some of the things he told me about his life
i said.. "he told me every time he had sex with a married woman it ended up as a bad experience" my mom shook her head in disgust and said "he needs to cut that out because all he's going to do is allow a curse into his life" what's funny about her statement was it immediately reminded me of something the guy told me earlier, and that was that his first born son died as a newborn it really made me think.. because i hadn't connected those two things until she made that statement but they are likely to be related God hates adultery and it is indeed an easy way to bring a serious curse into your life ++++++ how about raven symone is looking AMAZING these days raven i want to smooch you baybz!! ++++++ yesterday i got to see the whole family at o'charleys it was cool.. the kids (my nephews and niece) were all in theirhalloween costumes with all humility i feel very blessed to have a good family ++++++ i have finally come to the conclusion that i can't (and don't necessarily want to) control my feelings toward women sometimes i meet frustration when i really care about a woman and she doesn't reciprocate it used to bug me like "f*ck i love this girl but she doesn't care about me at all.. i have to find a way to turn my love for her OFF" but i have been realizing there's nothing wrong with me, my feelings are fine and i will just leave my emotions and my love set to "on" REGARDLESS OF HOW I AM TREATED i just have a lot of love to give in the Bible it says in the last days love will dry up i look around and i see this quite a bit people seek acceptance and love but don't find them because so many people are cold-hearted and superficial the Bible also says in the last days men would be lovers of self i see this all the time also but at the end of the day, i don't want to be cold-hearted, superficial, OR selfish i still love women, i still love family you know what i mean? if i'm punished for that with a lack of love and attention because women seek out bad boys then oh well.. i will bare that that's what integrity is all about.. refusing to do wrong even when its the most tempting option if no one appreciates me then that's their problem.. i have a lot of love to give and someone deserving will eventually get it i still love women and that's that.. no matter how little love i get back i will still love them and that's just what it is.. my heart isn't cold, i honestly care about them and its not contingent upon their conduct ++++++ the other day i was telling some girl about who i am and how i conduct myself as a Christian a lot of things i do (or don't do) are met with total disbelief by others if these things come up in conversation.. people don't believe me girls tend to say things like "i know how guys are" "most guys are all about..." "men only want..." am i James or am i "MOST GUYS" ??? things like this tend to irk me more and more its funny also because people have so many preconceived notions about others that when they meet someone 'different' they seem to have a moment of "OHHH WOOOW, so everyone is NOT the same..." then i see gears turning in their head mtv would have u think that every guy is a "jersey shore" type of guy don't believe the hype as a matter of fact turn the tv off and get to know a person from the inside out peaCe + Luvs
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