here's an email i sent to a higher up at work today: this putrid troll of a woman comes in every day after her filet-of-cigarette and breathes her toxic gas all over the office
unfortunately this disgusting oaf sits next to me so i get the brunt of her funk I AM TIRED OF THESE GAY ASS SMOKERS EVERYWHERE.. IF YOU WANT TO RUIN YOUR LIFE GO AHEAD, BUT GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME so anyway.. as you can see i had to send a higher up an email asking if she would trade seats with me so she could sit by the filth-monger and i can actually sit somewhere where i can get work done and not get sick i am sick right now btw... thanks a lot miss "i don't bother anybody" umm.. YES THE F*CK YOU DO she comes into work smelling like a straight up ashtray and she tries to cover it up with perfume... newsflash.. IT DOESNT WORK YOU F*CKING ASSHOLE, YOU JUST SMELL LIKE A DAMN POTPOURRI FART and i'm tired of your incessant coughing.. talking about you need to go to the clinic everyday.. i'm sure you do.. because guess what, skank? whether you know it or not EVERYONE ON EARTH IS ALLERGIC TO CIGARETTES i can't wait until they move me away from you, scumbag tonight i clicked on a rap album on youtube
i never heard him before, i just thought to myself "it would take a lot for me to consider this good, but i'll try it real quick" ...to my surprise the guy was amazing .. his name is roc marciano the album i peeped was "marcberg" if you're looking for a rapper who is seriously nice with his own style.. peep him out.. homie is ill for real... a real "rapper's rapper" i saw this on some woman's blog and i wanted to post it because i found it to be interesting.. here it is:
As a tall big black girl I can attract either those who love them some chocolate, those that would love to be squashed by a large and lovely lady, and those precious few who want to be dominated by both. While I might be seen as an object of desire for them, i’m never seen as a delicate, dainty, and feminine woman worthy of an innocent and pure pursuit. And dammit I want that! The urge to be treated as someone delicate and not a typical strong black woman that can handle anything has been building for some time now. But the latest incident that pushed it over the edge was a man who i’ve been talking to who revealed to me that he often reenacted rape fantasies with his ex-girlfriend and wanted to do so with me if we ever got intimate — him being the rapee. This man is 6’1 and looks about 250lbs and wants me to overpower and take advantage of him for his fantasy. For once i’d like to be the girl where a man didn’t feel that was appropriate to share that kind of information to. you can't make this kind of stuff up all i can say is that was honestly interesting on many levels the main thing that stood out to me was this: "The urge to be treated as someone delicate and not a typical strong black woman that can handle anything has been building for some time now." personally, i like that she says she wants to play the feminine role and not the dominant masculine role (in life itself, not the sex thing).. i love that aspect.. its good to see some women still want to be women.. because if you let tv and media tell it- modern women all want to be men anyway.. i just had to post that.. i love getting a glimpse into womens' thoughts because i've noticed the things they say in public and the things they say in private seem to be different like when they are writing a blog or talking to their friends they say they want a relationship.. but in public around guys or at work they say they are happy being single or they are too busy for a man or whatever other thing they spout off about being independent i mean i honestly get tired of women saying they don't want a relationship or they "don't care" or "i don't need a man because i love myself" ... like do they understand how stupid and repulsive that is? but let me stop you know one thing that's funny about giving up coffee is this
i realized i have more energy without it than i did with it when i was drinking coffee i was sometimes taking naps and things like that ever since i got coffee out of my system i don't think i have taken one nap... i just wake up and go coffee is a crazy thing because it presents itself as a solution when its actually the problem... so that's where the cyclical addiction comes in.. the solution is the problem and the problem is the solution my energy now is like a steady thing whereas when i was drinking coffee my energy was up and down a lot even my mood has evened out because when i was drinking coffee it was like either i'm awake and talking or on some "just leave me alone" type ish... but now its like i'm just always awake and able to engage i'm still kinda trippin out that i am completely off coffee... i was legit hooked on it for years this past week i was on lunch at work and needed something so i decided to do something i never do which is go to chick-fil-a
ok.. i don't know why i never went to chick-fil-a before because that food was phenomenal and the service was great as well i went on like tuesday.. and then i went again on friday that food was that fire-flame brah i got the chicken wrap and nuggets and my eyes were rolling back.. i was savoring every morsel brah i took a bite of one of the nuggets and looked at it and the meat literally looked like it was from a damn commercial chick-fil-a is officially my new spot.. i don't know why it took me so long to go to this place, especially considering i don't eat beef THIS IS A MUST WATCH!!!!! and she left a good comment at the bottom of her video too: i feel like this is one of the most perfect videos in that it explains all the stuff i see in society (as well as in my life which is why i gave up dating) and shows how destructive it is in such a short period of time
its definitely good to see some women get it i was on youtube and i saw this i didn't watch the video, i just took notice of the title
this is one of the most ridiculous things i've ever seen i mean look at what this guy is saying "stop trying to have integrity, just bang a whore!" "stop having standards for women!" "stop trying to find a wife and have a string of one night stands instead" "why buy the cow when you can lease a skank?" "stop caring about the future, YOLO!" "if you can't beat em, join em" I WON'T EVER JOIN YOU IN YOUR WASTED LIFE OF DEBAUCHERY sorry professor-unintelligent, but i don't want anything to do with a skank.. she can keep her time, she can keep her attention, she can keep her subway tunnel vagina... I'LL PASS and i just feel like its ridiculous that women have been and still are "fighting" for things like this.. they are doing slut-walks and trying to cast off all shame and trying to be respected while still going out and screwing a bunch of guys and all that happens is guys like the one in the picture just wake up and say "hey! its a party!" lol in other words.. you give men exactly what they want which is sex without commitment... so here you are as a woman fighting for the "right" to be used like if a guy is telling women they should keep their legs closed, that is a man who cares.. he is a man who wants women to have meaningful relationships, he wants her to have self respect, he wants her to be seen as valuable to men, he wants her to keep her body and mind protected, he wants to shield her from stds and abortions.. but women treat that type of man like he is scum well women, i guess you won, now you have men who are happy about your "sexual freedom" lol have fun with those scumbags... because they are certainly going to have fun with you wats poppin.. this is gnna be one of those entries where i don't know what i'm going to say but let's get it in
i've been listening to mf doom the past few days or whatever.. i think mf doom makes great music.. u have to listen to his albums front to back a few times, you can't really just fish for singles.. his albums are really cohesive... right now i'm listening to his first viktor vaughn album one thing that has kinda been swimming around in my mind is the fact that women don't like me.. i've had a few unattractive women like me but they don't really count.. if a girl is not at least a 7 or AT LEAST a 6.5 with a big booty then she just doesn't count so anyway.. back to what i was saying.. i know women don't like me.. i feel like it's good to know where you stand with the opposite sex.. i feel like a lot of people fool themselves into thinking they are a catch when they aren't you can't measure your value with your own eyes, you have to really just take an honest look at how the opposite sex sees you.. it can be sobering but humility > pride anyday anyway knowing the opposite sex doesn't like you is a pretty good motivator in life.. just look at all the female ceo's, them chicks are busted lol speaking of women.. i ran into a girl at work a few days ago and she came up to me all smiley and gave me a hug.. i am not used to getting positive affection from women like that.. it surprised me quite a bit i kinda thought about it and i feel like she is proud of me for getting out of that other job because i think they were bashing me behind my back and she knew it and she didn't want to see me get screwed over... so i think she was proud of me for getting a diff job and bouncing out of there on my own terms.. especially considering the other black guy in there was fired after they looked up his record i feel like some of the black women liked having me around on some level.. even though they didn't really like me like that, i think they liked the fact that i was there.. i never really realized this until she gave me a hug.. does that make any sense? can a hug have this type of meaning behind it? anyway.. i've been playing resident evil 5 again.. its a great game.. oh and one of my fave shows is on crackle right now.. that show is the cartoon "the critic" over thanksgiving some of our company (extended family) said we (my family unit) live in gated communities have money on deck and have a lot it was interesting to see that they see us this way.. we never lived in a gated community or were rich or anything.. but people always seemed to perceive our family unit that way.. all i can say is i'm proud of my parents.. i'm proud of them for staying together and just living with integrity in life and doing what is right see, i don't think my family really ever was this rich phenomenal family.. its just that my parents have stayed together and have always kept God in their lives.. things like these are what have made my family look different from other ones.. its never been the amount of things we have, our family's success all stems from my parents honoring God with their conduct and from them honoring their marriage vows when i look at my childhood and teen years and everything.. most people i knew grew up in single parent homes.. its not about having the same amount of money as uncle phil from the fresh prince.. its about honoring your marriage vows and honoring the Lord u cannot take "solid marriage" out of the equation and expect the picture to be the same... people underestimate the value of marriage.. it is stability, responsibility, accountability, love, and committment its not something to take lightly... because like i said.. growing up, when i noticed some kids envied our family unit- i noticed a lot of them thought we had money, but i would say the true ingredient was not income, it was the foundation of my parents staying together if they had hit a low point in their marriage and gotten hard-hearted and selfish.. then our family could've been like all the other single parent homes out there not dissing single parent homes.. but it can have real problems.. like one of my sister's friends was getting raped by her mother's boyfriend for example.. this was back in like 97 or so but if your parents stay together you pool resources, you always have balance, you don't have to see your parents dating other people, and you usually don't have 'neglect' issues in a two parent home so yeah i'm happy my parents held it down for us.. i think about society and i feel like people don't value marriage because they haven't really ever seen it.. it seems most people these days have had pretty bad examples unfortunately note: i didn't proofread this yet.. i'm not in the mood right now.. but read on if you wish.. i'll proofread it later
in this entry i want to talk about the role men play in helping to ruin their lives as well as society at large ok i want to talk about two types of men 1. players 2. guys who are thirsty ok let's talk about the thirsty men first.. when i say thirsty, i mean like men who are seeking sex from women whenever and however they can get it.. i know you're thinking.. isn't that a player? well let me just say it like this.. the thirsty man chases women... but women chase the player ok so i don't fit in these categories because even though i want sex, i believe it is for marriage.. so i'm kinda not in the game like that so lets get into it... thirsty men are going after women, they are commenting on and liking all their pictures.. they are gassing these women up, the thirsty men are always there to build a woman back up after the player breaks her down while his rotation of women and sexual exploits may not be as plentiful as the player's.. the thirsty man still gets a decent amount of booty.. at least enough to have a story or two on deck when he goes into the barber shop but the thing is.. energy is energy.. the thirsty man expends energy trying to get women to like him, or have sex with him, or give him attention, or whatever.. so here is the thirsty man's problem.. sometimes he is caught up in chasing women when he should be tending to his own life the thing about women is their affection and love can give you an instant confidence boost, they can really have you feeling like you rule the world.. but it is all false.. if she isn't truly committed to you, it's likely to fall apart, and thirsty man will be back to square one once she leaves him.. why? because he has spent time, energy, effort, and resources on building a relationship as opposed to building a life for himself his confidence is shaken with her every mood shift.. i even wrote about this in a song years ago when i said: "i've seen what little girls like doin to men/ set em' up to knock em' down then do it again/ she can choose on a whim whether you lose or you win/ i don't wanna take a loss so i'm movin again/" so this is the part that thirsty men play to help ruin themselves and take themselves out of the running in society's race to success as a thirsty man you will gas a woman up, you will give her compliments, you will be nice to her, spend time with her, you will spend money on her, you will try to make her happy... and she may give you sex but its pity sex.. she isn't infatuated with you.. she just thinks you're a cool guy all the confidence you got from her presence is false and hollow the thirsty man loses because his efforts are in the wrong place.. and this affects him on a personal level (hence anger and depression from time to time) and it also affects society because the thirsty man props a woman up while she steps on him he buys her books for school, or he consoles her when she is down... but at the end of it- when she no longer needs him.. he is lost and he didn't get that degree, he didn't get that job, he was trying to secure a woman as opposed to trying to secure a better position for himself... so this is a man's part in the feminization of society.. we give sex power and it costs us our focus but we were never meant to be a woman's cheerleader, so we have to be doing our own thing out here first and foremost women seem to like men who are focused in this way.. like today for example i called someone on the phone but she was taking a minute to answer, so i was holding the phone and starting a conversation with someone else.. and right when she picked up i said to the person i was standing next to: "let me ask you something" and the girl on the phone said "whoa! you want to get right to it huh? i like it!" and i was like ".... wait what?" because i didn't realize she answered the phone and heard me.. but she apparently liked that i sounded like i was taking immediate control of the conversation.. she thought "wow this guy is about his business!" so moving on from the thirsty guy.. let's move on to the players the players have tons of women.. i've seen this with my own eyes some guy on youtube the other day said "i don't see many guys in relationships but it seems like madd women are in relationships.. i don't really get it.. unless a lot of women are having sex with the same guys" in my mind i was going "ding ding ding!" yep, he hit it on the head i think.. the players are the 20% of men who bang 80% of women now the problem with players is a lot of times they lose the game because they are doing too much.. women love the players so they are jealous over the players.. so when the players do something wrong, a lot of times women are vindictive so the players lose due to things like: too many obligations (juggling life and multiple women) vindictive women their own sex drive i just heard about a guy who got fired from his job.. he had sex with a girl he met at work AT WORK and he thought no one knew but word got around.. keep in mind this guy is married with a child at home.. and so since the higher ups figured he had something going with the girl in the office, they checked his computer and there was porn.. and he was in some of it lol.. so he got fired.. this is the type of thing i've seen happen to players players have fun for a long time until something happens that topples them over.. keep in mind this guy has a new house and a new car.. i have NO idea how he planned to explain the reason why he got fired to his wife either in a totally different incident, two married people at my job got caught cheating and they were both fired.. the guy in this scenario had a good job that might be difficult to replace.. this is what i mean when i say men are taking themselves out of the running.. see if you have a degree, and you have a great wardrobe, and you've been hitting the gym, and you do well at work, there is no reason for you to be fired right? men are taking themselves out of the game with these antics another guy i know about cheated on his wife and she ended up getting him fired by exposing his behaviors at his job players a lot of times get very dramatic "punishments" i guess because a lot of them are carried out by scorned women lol the other thing about players is they do not always get to keep their money in their own home, if they have a child and they keep cheating on their wife then when she divorces him he will have to pay child support.. which i am not against, but i'm just pointing out.. if you have knocked up 2, 3, 4 diff women.. things may get a little rough for you so what i am saying is they take themselves out of the game for success.. they are sort of chasing their own tail.. they aren't able to get where they should be in life when they are trying to juggle so many women so to me- these things are the men's part in the feminization of society.. when they are living in a world of false confidence then they are not building up true reasons to be confident within themselves.. if you lean on women too much then they are a crutch, meaning you are not standing on your own two feet.. these things, built up over time help to create this lopsided reality we live in today as men we need to keep out penises in check because you don't want the problems that can come from a few nights of fun we have to be in control of ourselves and our environment and that can be hard to do when you are spreading yourself thin between women if you're going to play a game... don't lose it for a stupid reason you look the part you have the education you have the charisma you have everything you need so don't throw away your chances at success in society through bad decision making |
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