wats poppin.. this is gnna be one of those entries where i don't know what i'm going to say but let's get it in
i've been listening to mf doom the past few days or whatever.. i think mf doom makes great music.. u have to listen to his albums front to back a few times, you can't really just fish for singles.. his albums are really cohesive... right now i'm listening to his first viktor vaughn album one thing that has kinda been swimming around in my mind is the fact that women don't like me.. i've had a few unattractive women like me but they don't really count.. if a girl is not at least a 7 or AT LEAST a 6.5 with a big booty then she just doesn't count so anyway.. back to what i was saying.. i know women don't like me.. i feel like it's good to know where you stand with the opposite sex.. i feel like a lot of people fool themselves into thinking they are a catch when they aren't you can't measure your value with your own eyes, you have to really just take an honest look at how the opposite sex sees you.. it can be sobering but humility > pride anyday anyway knowing the opposite sex doesn't like you is a pretty good motivator in life.. just look at all the female ceo's, them chicks are busted lol speaking of women.. i ran into a girl at work a few days ago and she came up to me all smiley and gave me a hug.. i am not used to getting positive affection from women like that.. it surprised me quite a bit i kinda thought about it and i feel like she is proud of me for getting out of that other job because i think they were bashing me behind my back and she knew it and she didn't want to see me get screwed over... so i think she was proud of me for getting a diff job and bouncing out of there on my own terms.. especially considering the other black guy in there was fired after they looked up his record i feel like some of the black women liked having me around on some level.. even though they didn't really like me like that, i think they liked the fact that i was there.. i never really realized this until she gave me a hug.. does that make any sense? can a hug have this type of meaning behind it? anyway.. i've been playing resident evil 5 again.. its a great game.. oh and one of my fave shows is on crackle right now.. that show is the cartoon "the critic" over thanksgiving some of our company (extended family) said we (my family unit) live in gated communities have money on deck and have a lot it was interesting to see that they see us this way.. we never lived in a gated community or were rich or anything.. but people always seemed to perceive our family unit that way.. all i can say is i'm proud of my parents.. i'm proud of them for staying together and just living with integrity in life and doing what is right see, i don't think my family really ever was this rich phenomenal family.. its just that my parents have stayed together and have always kept God in their lives.. things like these are what have made my family look different from other ones.. its never been the amount of things we have, our family's success all stems from my parents honoring God with their conduct and from them honoring their marriage vows when i look at my childhood and teen years and everything.. most people i knew grew up in single parent homes.. its not about having the same amount of money as uncle phil from the fresh prince.. its about honoring your marriage vows and honoring the Lord u cannot take "solid marriage" out of the equation and expect the picture to be the same... people underestimate the value of marriage.. it is stability, responsibility, accountability, love, and committment its not something to take lightly... because like i said.. growing up, when i noticed some kids envied our family unit- i noticed a lot of them thought we had money, but i would say the true ingredient was not income, it was the foundation of my parents staying together if they had hit a low point in their marriage and gotten hard-hearted and selfish.. then our family could've been like all the other single parent homes out there not dissing single parent homes.. but it can have real problems.. like one of my sister's friends was getting raped by her mother's boyfriend for example.. this was back in like 97 or so but if your parents stay together you pool resources, you always have balance, you don't have to see your parents dating other people, and you usually don't have 'neglect' issues in a two parent home so yeah i'm happy my parents held it down for us.. i think about society and i feel like people don't value marriage because they haven't really ever seen it.. it seems most people these days have had pretty bad examples unfortunately
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