i finally got danganronpa ultra despair girls!!
i was playing it earlier and its insane.. its exactly what i thought it would be lol.. its super demented and funny and creative.. i was surprised i found the game at gamestop.. i honestly wasn't even really looking for it because i thought i'd only be able to get it online on psn.. but they had a brand new copy on deck so i got it immediately...
remember its a vita game, but i'm playing it on the pstv device.. it works great
hopefully i will be able to do a full review on this whenever i finish it.. LETS GO!!!
i am still confused about women and how they think things are supposed to work
if you ask a woman if she thinks she should pursue a man she will say no, she will say she is better than that or something
but time and time again that's all i see.. i only see women going after men and turning down men
so when i see this, its like the exact opposite of what they say outloud
they say a man should pursue a woman, but they only turn those men down
they say they will not chase a man, but you always see them chasing men.. they are chasing men who don't care about them and trying to get and keep his attention when he really isn't feeling them like that
it even happens to me where a girl will be interested in me and i'm not interested in her but she just won't stop bugging me
and when i ask a girl out.. meaning i show interest.. or meaning, i am being the pursuer.. i usually just get the run around
this goes against everything women say about wanting to be "found" or wanting to be "pursued"
another thing that goes against it is when women take interest in men who are taken... again this is women pursuing.. if you are a woman going after a taken man then make no mistake, you are a pursuer, you are not wanting to be found like you women are always saying
i am just at a point with this stuff where i am going to start labeling women.. i've had enough of the whole "james you're not doing this or that right" because what does my approach matter if you are not in the right place or mindframe to even talk to me?
its like i could come up to you with the best food in the world, but if you have ruined your appetite and are no longer hungry, then what does my offering matter?
and that's where i feel like i've been for a long time with women.. they just don't know what they want and they aren't in a place to receive anything.. like i don't understand them really... i just feel like i feel less and less inadequate and more and more like its just time for me to label women appropriately
this is not me dissing them but this is just me expressing true confusion as to how things are supposed to work
what are ur thoughts on it? do u see the same things i see? can you relate to my confusion?
i don't even watch tv but i know amy schumer is apparently big right now... but she's stealing jokes.. and they aren't even funny... i mean wow if these are the jokes you steal then you just have bad taste... i mean at least steal from someone good like mitch hedburg
whatever.. all i'm going to say is joan rivers is still BY A VERY LARGE MARGIN the greatest female comedian of all time
2nd place would be roseanne bar although i am basing that on her show and not her stand up
women really aren't funny like that imo
man... i peeped this mixtape... this is straight FIRE brah
this is lil herb aka g herbo.. his whole mixtape is fire.. well i didn't like 2 or 3 songs but the rest was flames
its street so if u hate street rap don't even click play.. i like good street rap ever since dipset... but these guys from the chi are poppin right now
its good to see some of these guys become successful because if you follow them you know its no joke out there.. its good to see some of them overcome their environment and get money and kill mics
all of this just trying to get over a sickness caused by second hand cigarette smoke
all of this just from one woman smoking before work then on lunch and breaks.. then coming in the office and sitting in the seat next to me and breathing
so all you smokers, man i can't vouch for you
i have been trying to get better and i am just in bad shape
i was up last night coughing so much that i literally couldn't sleep and had to get out of bed and drive to the store to find more meds
i couldn't talk for an entire day
ears on fire
there's even more than that... its just problem after problem after problem
every day for like 5 or 6 days now i wake up and i have a diff issue, i just can't seem to shake this
so you smokers.. i don't really have anything good to say about you
this is something that sort of bothers me about success
if you become successful, how will you know who is really down to ride
this is why imo, you should marry someone when you are young, cuz u know they like you for you.. as you get older it seems like people sometimes just want whatever surrounds you
have you ever heard someone in their 20s say something like
"i can't get up and go like i used to" or "i used to be able to stay up all night then go to school and work with no problems"
i heard this when myself and a lot of my peers were in our 20s
however i honestly never felt this way
i always needed sleep when i was a teen and as i've gotten older i've needed less and less sleep
i guess i feel age (at least for me) has brought not only more maturity, but also a more stable mind and a more stable body
as a teen, i legit needed sleep or my mood would be off but as an adult i can fairly easily sacrifice rest to tend to responsibilities.. and i can keep myself in line attitude-wise as necessary despite a lack of sleep
anyway.. i just wanted to speak on this
i remember when i was a kid i would go to sleep before my dad, and when i woke up, he would be awake.. so i always used to be like how does he have so much energy?
but i feel like that's where i am today
i watch this woman's videos a lot
i've been watching them for a while.. i tell other people they are good but no one ever watches them
anyway.. i wanted to post this because it confirms everything i am always talking about concerning women
just like how i sometimes say it seems like 80% of women are banging 20% of men.. and if women would wake up then they could see all the good dudes they overlook
this whole video seems to echo all my sentiments where i say women should get a good guy, but a lot of them spend their time on "bad boys" which is just a big waste
its funny to me that if i say any of this stuff these women are saying, women will say i'm bitter and angry or i don't know what i'm talking about... but as soon as a woman says it, all the women act like its pure gold
it reminds me of the time in high school my g/f got her hair cut short and she hated it, but when i saw it i said it looked really nice and she should relax.. she didn't believe me.. then when i saw her after school after everyone said her hair looked great, she was happy again.. like why didn't she just listen to me? why did she have to listen to everyone else and not her boyfriend?
this is how women seem to be.. they listen to each other but not men.. and another thing... i commented one day on one of this woman's videos and i said guys who don't get a lot of women still have good advice and she replied to my comment and told me i was wrong.. but my point in saying that was that guys who get a lot of women are usually players.. so why would you get advice from a player? you could say "james, why do u think guys who get a lot of women are players?" i'd say primarily because a guy who is not a player will find one he likes and stick with her
the players typically have multiple women or a revolving door of them, non player guys are usually single or taken
so like i said, i commented that and she replied and disagreed with me.. i didn't argue though, i just deleted my comment because women don't seem to understand certain things so why even try
but i just don't like how women say things like "u don't have a harem so how can u have any good advice?"
it reminds me of that time i told a girl i was celibate and she asked me if my penis works.. its like.. just because i'm celibate doesn't mean my penis doesn't work.. and just because i don't have 10 women on deck doesn't mean i don't have some insight
so anyway.. this video is just funny to me because you have women dropping knowledge, but it all leads them to "leave these players alone and find a good guy" which is what good guys have been saying for ages
we have been saying "stop wasting your time on these guys" "stop falling for the okey-doke" but they just don't listen.. i mean i was trippin out as i listened to this especially like when the one woman said she was a sidechick and she was giving the guy money whenever he asked for it... like any upstanding good guy could've steered her FAR away from such a stupid situation QUICK.. but these women just don't want our advice
but when women say the same things that we men say, then all the other women applaud it.. its such a joke to me
anyway.. this video is great.. i love this woman's videos
in this entry i want to talk about all the reasons why my fashion/presentation is not great
what made me want to write this is my mom is always telling me i should dress better or wear my clothes in a more professional way or something
here is the number one reason why this has not really been possible for me
1. I HAVE NOT HAD MONEY FOR NEW CLOTHES LIKE THAT
when i say i haven't really had money for new clothes, i mean.. back when i used to live with my parents and work at caremark rx.. i used to buy one to three pieces of clothing every week.. i kid you not.. every single week i got one to three things but back then i wasn't exactly breaking the bank with my "rent" payments.. i paid my parents but they weren't just charging me a ton of money
i have not had a lot of extra money in my newer life where i have my own place, drive 30 minutes to work, drive 30 minutes back home, pay for internet, water, electricity, etc etc
i sometimes trip about women because they all say the main thing they want a man to be is independent, and have a plan for his life.. but then they turn around and diss that same guy for not having a great wardrobe or the best personal presentation.. why don't women understand that men were never meant to do things on their own? like to me its obvious.. if i am a man who has 70 to 80% of what a successful family needs, then a woman must come and bring her 20 or 30% to help complete the circle
but women don't even want to help contribute that much.. they don't see an independent guy who is doing his best and say "this guy has the house, i just need to help furnish it" (figuratively) .. women don't see a guy who is about his business and say "this guy has held his own in life, let me be the last piece for him" no.. women look at us guys and they say "he is not 100% on his own.. f*ck him"
like they want you to be independent, they want you to have your own place, your own car, a great career.. they want you to be educated, they want you to have 6 pack abs, and they want you to have nice car and an incredible wardrobe.. but they want him to have all of this by himself.. they don't want to contribute to any of it.. they don't want to help boost his self esteem, they don't want to make him a meal, they don't want to help him get clothes, they don't want to take on some of his errands so he can spend more time in the gym.. no they just want everything to be finished- they want everything with no investment
over and over women say the most important thing is for a man to be independent.. ok so once a man achieves this, and gets his life together.. do you treat him any better? do you show him any kind of respect or anything? no, you then say "his shoes are old" or "he can't dress"
ITS NOT THAT HE CANT DRESS, ITS THAT HIS PRIMARY CONCERNS ARE FOUNDATIONAL
more often than not, if he doesn't have a huge surplus, he will do without
like for example, i like video games but i only bought like 2 games last year
i have not had a wardrobe stipend or whatever.. my clothes are old and they don't fit because i put on weight in the last 5 yrs and look like a light skin version of carl winslow
which brings me to the number two reason my swag is not on point
my weight.. i put on weight.. my ideal weight was reached when i was like 24 or 25.. well i'm 31 now and i need a breast reduction
i have a lot of clothes that i look ridiculous in because of my stomach.. like shirts where everything fits but when you look at the stomach area, it looks like the buttons are about to pop off
this is something i need to work on more.. but again.. i feel like if i had a woman in my life who could help me save time- i could spend more time working out.. but women don't think along those lines.. all day they will say they want to meet a man who can help them pay down their student loans.. but they never seem to think about things they can contribute
but overall i feel like all my excuses for why i don't go to the gym more often are just that- excuses.. its just something i need to make a habit of.. anything that is habitual is made simple.. i made a habit of coffee.. so there is no reason i can't make a habit of proper exercise
reason number 3
right now i am sick.. its hard to look cool when you are coughing up phlegm
some woman at my job made me sick with her smoker's breath and i am just not in tip top shape.. even down to my posture
i have so few clothes that they wear out fairly quickly
a lot of my clothes i had to get from my dad because my clothes get holes and things since i'm sometimes wearing things multiple times a week
i'm also missing some important things like a coat for example
overall.. what i'm saying is i don't want to hear about how bad i look when i feel like i am working really well with the things i have
i feel like i am doing what i am supposed to do in life right now.. and if the Lord give me surplus then i will stunt and have designer clothes and a nice car.. but right now i am just doing what i am supposed to be doing and i have what i am supposed to have.. if i'm cool with that- other peeps should be too
i am appreciating and adding to what i have, and that is what matters.. the significance of what i have on right now is a fleeting thing
i was thinking about this song my sister did a few years back
i wanted to post it.. she goes hard