Did I ever tell the story about the reese’s on here?
I feel like I shared this already.. if I did, someone please leave a comment and let me know One day my ex g/f said she wanted a peanut butter cup really bad but we were just at her house or something so there was no access to one So the next time she came to my house I had a reese’s waiting for her.. it wasn’t like a big deal or anything, it was just a small thing I did I gave it to her and I was like I know u said u wanted a reese’s the other day so I got this one when I was at the store She was like me? I said that? I was like yeah the other day, you said you were craving them She was like me? I don’t think I would say that, I don’t even like reese’s like that, I think you’re imagining things.. do you really even know me? This threw me WAY OFF I didn’t know how to respond because I was expecting like a “thanks that was thoughtful” but here I was being actually dissed for this gesture.. I didn’t understand where this was coming from at all and I’m fairly humble so I actually almost started to think “hey maybe I heard her wrong” but I didn’t actually believe I got it wrong, but at the same time I didn’t see why she would lie so I just decided to put it out of my mind altogether So fastforward to when she leaves my house.. the reese’s was in the same spot the whole time she was there, but when I looked up after she left- it was gone after she made me feel like she didn’t even like them and only ate them once in a blue moon or whatever stupid thing she said.. she took it with her and made sure that whenever she took it- I didn’t see her take it I knew when I looked and saw that it was gone that I was right- she really did say she wanted it.. but she just wanted to give me a hard time and also find a way to not say thank you I am not sure if you guys understand how something like this makes u feel because it sounds small but its not.. its “crazy-making” ..keep in mind I just wanted to do something nice and this is what I got for it It would be like if I said “I want air jordans for my birthday” and then someone buys them for me and I say “I didn’t want air jordans you always get everything wrong” then I take the box and just go home Its confusing and hurtful and that was an example of when she gaslit me.. she gaslit me a lot looking back (if u don’t know what gaslighting is, look it up) She would do that to me and I would get upset and she always acted like she didn’t understand why I was upset That’s another thing narcissist’s do- they will push you until you react and when u react they say “See! You’re a maniac!” when in reality they pushed your buttons for like hours or days I don’t know why she used to give me a hard time on things.. like I don’t understand what she got out of it.. sometimes when I’d bring up something she did after the fact, she would smile and say something like “I just felt like being a b*tch” And I would sometimes be thinking in my head “I was literally about to break up with you over that and now you say the whole thing was a joke to you” I just have to continue to thank the Lord for getting me out of that stupid relationship Anyone reading this, please pray for me to not be bitter about that stupid relationship because I still get memories and sometimes they try to take root in the form of bitterness Thanks peeps
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