in my last "relationship" i got an up close and personal view of what it means to walk in pride
my ex g/f was extremely prideful, she wouldn't acknowledge things she did wrong, she would refuse to apologize or she would give fake apologies like "i'm sorry you feel that way," she would sometimes even (her words not mine) refuse to listen to the Holy Spirit's instructions for her- instead choosing pride, pride is stubborn, pride does no wrong, pride is hard headed, pride wants to prove a point, pride doesn't listen, pride doesn't show feelings, pride has no heart or emotions, pride is all about self, pride gaslights, pride lacks empathy, pride is just an awful, awful thing that does not foster peace or positive relationships with that said lavar ball's refusal to acknowledge donald trump's efforts to get his son back from china's authorities is pride as i watched lavar ball refuse to acknowledge trump, refuse to thank trump, as i watched him dance around the fact that trump called and spoke to authorities and his son, as i watched lavar ball change the subject and deflect and say "if trump helped then what do u want from me" ... i saw my ex g/f and so i was very familiar with his behavior... i've seen his behavior and i know his behavior and its disgusting, and i detest ungrateful people let me tell u all something.. i don't know if i detailed this on the site but i turned in a paper on the modern day men's movements for my final master's thesis and later it was made clear to me that my teacher was a feminist she refused to grade my paper for nearly two months after i graduated.. imagine that... imagine walking across the stage and everything is done and everyone is happy but then you realize you're missing a grade and if you don't receive that grade then you will have to go back to school i begged her that whole time to grade my paper and she kept blowing me off and talking to me crazy in emails.. she finally just told me to redo the whole thing.. she gave me no feedback, she just said redo it.. she really just wanted me to go to another teacher and do another semester.. she didn't want to be the hand to pass this guy with a pro-male stance.. she wanted me to just give up.. but i didn't.. i prayed, got prayer from some people at church, and i had it looked at 3 times and spent $300 to get it professionally looked at i turned it back in, she still refused to grade it i then took a final shot in the dark and copied some of her attitude filled emails and sent them to her boss and the graduation committee and told them that she refused to grade my paper and once i did that she called me the next day and said she gave me a B what is my point? here's my point: after being treated like crap by her for all that time i STILL said thank you to her for finally grading my paper and giving me a B i overlooked all of her crap and still showed her respect for her position and for her efforts even though they were minimal I STILL THANKED HER even though she almost derailed what i believed was a great accomplishment (getting a master's degree) even though she treated me like crap, i still recognized that she eventually came to her senses and i thanked her.. gratitude is important, because the cold hard truth is that no one really owes you anything in this life.. if you can't be thankful then what can you be? nice? polite? gracious? pleasant? yeah NO... scratch all of those... if you can't be thankful then there are a lot of other things you automatically can't be a thank you follows something someone has done for you- a person has shown you some mercy or some love or some attentiveness... so the fact that you can't even say thank you means you are essentially worse than a heathen the Christ follower loves everyone, even his enemies the heathen loves only those who show him love the ungrateful person receives love in some form or fashion and doesn't show anything back.. they won't acknowledge that a good has been given if you don't show those who show u love any love back, then who are you? what type of person are you? i'll tell you who you are, you are a prideful person and the bible makes it very clear that pride comes before a fall oftentimes you can see pride in the way people carry themselves.. with women you often see it in how they hold their head, and how they look at people they deem to be "beneath" themselves well, with lavar ball, you can visually see his pride when he's dancing around and walking like he's the protagonist in a 1970s blaxploitation film.. i mean you can literally see pride all over this guy... i was watching him dance around and i was just thinking to myself- "you've got to be kidding me" and i have to throw this in there.. to all the black people talking about "trump just wants lavar to bow down and praise the white man" ...none of you would say that if obama got some white guy out of a jam and they didn't say thank you... like say obama got some white republican out of a jam and he didn't say thank you.. none of you people would be saying "obama wants him to bow down and kiss his shoes and shuck and jive" .... you would be saying "those republicans are this and that blah blah blah" ..so just cut it out because guess what? race has absolutely NOTHING to do with this if this was race based why would trump even call on their behalf in the first place? all three of those players are black you idiot! isn't that where racist white people want black males? in prison? like give it a rest this situation has nothing to do with race that's the president of the united states, that is the highest office a man in our country can have and he saw fit to help get lavar's son out of a serious jam and he doesn't even have the decency to say thank you let me tell u something.. i HATE ungratefulness and i have nothing good to say about lavar ball at this point i wouldn't be surprised if he became a total joke in the next 5 yrs sort of like how we look at the guy who made the delorian now anyway.. in my eyes lavar ball is a straight up bozo.. and i just wanted speak on his ridiculous words and behavior concerning whether or not he believes trump helped his son the guy legit argues like a female.. just talking over you and saying things that don't make sense and switching subjects the whole time all that deflecting and moving the goal post and actually finding fault in a person who legitimately deserves a thank you is just filth to me done.
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