the other day i spent time with a girl and i really enjoyed it
it was kinda spur of the moment.. but she ended up coming out to where i stay and we went to dinner and then watched that movie poetic justice.. that movie was terrible imo.. but i didn't know what else we could watch because most of the things i have are things black females have no interest in after we hung out she said she wanted me to have a talk with her dad i don't think i'm going to do that we only did things together 3 times.. i'm not trying to have a talk with your dad once that happened i kinda snapped out of it and felt like it was time for me to get back to being alone on weekends she stayed at my house past 2am.. nothing happened at all (if u know me then i don't even need to say that) but i did hug her and that felt great because i am not used to affection since i'm ridin solo 99% of the time in the moments i hugged her- it was like i was reminded that there is more to life than work speaking of work.. they fired that woman at my job who smoked.. they fired her like 2 days ago or so i have apparently inherited her work.. lol or smh take your pick oh btw.. i am in grad school right now.. i started in january, i never really said it on here because i didn't want anyone to know.. partially because i got tired of haters... like i was wanting to sign up for school last year and whenever i'd say that outloud then someone would try to talk me out of it people are really weird that way.. i just got tired of the short bus opinions smh guys please pray for me to do well in school, i am just trying to do something positive this year because last year i dealt with a lot of rejection and i want a diff trajectory this yr ((sidenote: at the top right of my site you can see it says "i just made varsity, its good business" i always write those statements at the top of the year.. and those statements are kinda the theme for me this year.. making varsity is like moving up or moving in the right direction or elevating.. and good business is kinda where my head is at.. i want to focus on worthwhile things like business and professionalism as opposed to petty things or women)) if u follow my site then you remember all the rejection i went through last year with jobs and women i still have a bitter taste over the women thing.. women with stds, women who don't like black men, women who block you over something so small and insignificant that it makes u feel worthless, women who talk to you any kind of way.. i mean YUCK moving on anyway peeps be strong out here.. i see this society eating people alive all the time be strong seriously i see peeps on these happy meds.. i see peeps stuck living with their parents.. i see peeps unable to get jobs.. i see peeps with bad habits.. i see peeps with jail records.. i see peeps with no direction in life.. i see peeps with broken hearts.. i mean.. its crazy.. and i've been in some of these positions so i understand but Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour aight goodnight
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