i had a good day today
i was supposed to chill with a girl but she canceled on me when i was at my parents house, so i called my parents who were on their way to the mall and asked them to turn around and pick me up they did and we went to opry mills.. i didn't buy anything except lunch at charley's and a cinnabon i saw this girl i know named tiffany who is madd cool.. and her sister was with her and her sister was really pretty.. she was like bald or whatever.. u know when u see those black girls who have really low hair.. but i like that on women.. i've always liked women with short hair.. i think the only thing i don't like on women is braids.. like brandy norwood or alicia keys.. i hate those type of braids... i like it when they only have like two braids, one on the right and one on the left.. but i just hate it when women have a head full of braids like the predator.. i don't think that's cute AT ALL anyway.. even though i had an excellent day chillen with my parents.. i do feel like i've grown even more resentment toward women and their flaky antics.. i really feel like if a girl would give me a fair chance i could be someone she would not regret meeting but they don't ever really give me a chance.. i told her to meet me at old chicago at noon.. what is so hard about that oh well.. she wasn't for me i guess.. which is fine but sometimes you just wish you had someone in your corner for once but when i got back to my house i checked the mail and my cowboy bebop blu ray is finally here.. i'm so glad.. this is something i've been looking forward to a lot i really feel like i am rambling.. i haven't had any caffeine in about a week and it has been rough.. typically i will drink at LEAST half a dr. pepper every day at work.. but i haven't had any caffeine at all and i kinda feel a certain amount of depression my body feels great but my head is just... in a diff space.. i haven't been able to concentrate on anything, and i've been reaching out to people more.. like i didn't know how much caffeine was affecting me until i got to this week.. oh and another thing.. without caffeine speeding my metabolism, its almost like i never get hungry anyway, i saw my sister today as well because my parents took me by her house i called my sister yesterday and she didn't answer the phone.. she never text me to ask what i wanted or anything i'm not mad but i'm just saying.. thats pretty typical of her these days.. and she still has never come to my house or anything.. months ago i told her i really wanted her to come out and she agreed that it looked like she didn't care and she said she would come.. and to this day she hasn't made the effort to everyone who reads this site, thanks for keepin up with me i want to make it clear that i know i say crazy things in here sometimes.. and i know i bash women a lot.. i don't think that will be permanent, but right now that is where i am i just do this site to get my thoughts out so its not to be taken with a biblical level of reverence this is just a place where i can zone out and let my thoughts fly i feel like i've offended some people over time but i want everyone reading this to think for a second.. if you had a site where you said everything u felt like saying, i'm sure you would offend people at times also.. am i right? i might get on here and say people who smoke cigarettes should be shot.. but that's not to be taken literally, so to anyone who puts up with the crazy stuff i write, i commend you lol.. but legit this site is for me overall that's why i get on here and just ramble like i am right now.. because i don't really care but i'm nice in real life even tho i sometimes go in on people on the site anyway i'm out peeps.. i feel like i have more to say but i want to do something else for now peaCe
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