things you commonly see in church are as follows:
1. kids who come to church............ and you never see their parents 2. women who are pregnant or women with babies/small kids who come to church........ and you never see a husband/father ok i just want to speak on these concerning #1. who brought you to church? did your parents really honestly drop you off and just go back home? they didn't check to see if the church was legit? they didn't think to themselves "hey maybe i should go to church too" ... like are you really deciding to let your child become a better person than you? like shouldn't you be the guiding light? shouldn't you be the leader? shouldn't you be the moral compass of the household? you really want to let your kid beat you to the throne of God? and if you didn't bring your kid- then you are still a clown because your kid has a conscience and you don't.. you are probably at home enjoying your alone time- doing something you have no business doing why am i seeing 8 to 12 year olds at church with no parents around? it just doesn't make any sense to me concerning #2. this one actually kinda irks me beyond what would be deemed to be a normal amount of irritation ok, the first thing i have to say is- i usually want to really ask why women end up pregnant by these men who don't care.. i really just feel like the enemy sold them a lie at some point and they bought it... and i want to just sit one of these women down one day and just really be like WHY ARE YOU OUT THERE BANGING THESE DUDES!? like i really want to know.. what are you getting out of it? why are women out here smashing these guys who aren't willing to commit or even take them on dates.. a lot of these guys don't even really have anything going for themselves, so i don't get why women waste their time, waste their bodies, waste their youth and as soon as they are too preg to hide it, or as soon as they have the baby, then they look around and say "hey i think i want to go to church" LMAO or "hey i think i want to be celibate" while i think that's good- you are coming to a conclusion after the fact.. like here's an example of what i mean: it shouldn't take you being evicted from your house to get you to say "hey maybe i should actually pay rent" like why don't these women have any foresight? i look around sometimes at church and its like- i am a single guy in the church but there is like no one to choose from for guys like me.. you just have a lot of knocked up women or reformed hoes who have been brought low why can't women just be on their p's and q's? why do they have to be out in the world banging these dudes on some "it won't happen to me" type ish? "i won't get an std" "i won't get pregnant" "this man who refuses to take me out or commit to me will love me forever" .. i don't even get how women think having sex like that is fun... like u got your back blown out but you're still alone you idiot... you give everything you have and get nothing back.. you cook for these dudes, you stand in the gap for them, u give up your body, you lose your focus in life, and you get nothing for it why can't pretty single women with no kids come to church? its because all those women are arrogant and they are going to do what they are big and bad enough to do someone recently pointed out that when satan was the angel named lucifer, it was his good looks that went to his head.. it was his good looks that made him feel superior, and brought him to pride these women think they are so great and desirable and it goes to their head and so there are almost no decent women to choose from 90% of them are A. on the "i'm free and independent and i am just going to act like a skank" type ish or B. on the "i just got my butt handed to me by life and now i want to change because i have an std and 2 abortions under my belt" MEN WANT THE WOMAN WHO HASNT BEEN DESTROYED BY LIFE when will women understand this? when will they understand that just like how women want the best version of men- men want the best version of women? u women come to church after the enemy has ripped your heart out of your butt-crack and after u have two kids by some man no one has ever seen even on facebook because he is in prison its good that you came to church but why don't you come to the Lord BEFORE you hit rock bottom? this is not a diss.. its not me saying "i'm better than you" its just me getting this off my chest i am tired of all these beautiful women being used by the enemy but they won't let God use them.. it's almost like a 1 to 1 ratio: you show me a pretty woman today and i'll show you someone who makes bad decisions women.. THESE DUDES ARENT GOING TO BE THERE FOR YOU WHEN YOU CALL THEM TALKING ABOUT YOU'RE PREGNANT i have a cousin RIGHT NOW whose child doesn't have a father because the men she had relations with refuse to even take paternity tests u all show up to church with these babies with no man in sight THATS NOT HOW ITS SUPPOSED TO BE
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it's official.. azealia banks is definitely one of the worst humans alive
i have been on a new thing for a while where everything i don't like gets put on ignore.. like i don't even really argue anymore, i just ice people, things, circumstances, etc and she is going to have to go in that bucket.. i already didn't listen to her music because all her videos are like illuminati promo but man- from now on she is iced as far as i'm concerned i hope other people do the same we DO NOT need this chick running around pointing fingers and crying and spewing vitriol 24 hours a day 7 days a week she has beefed with every living celebrity her pettiness is like... i've noticed women like her are like some of the biggest idiots alive because they have boundless amounts of pettiness, like they don't respond to logic- they just hit the insult button over and over whether it be subtle or overt, there is no pleasing them you can't sit and talk with them because they are beneath a legit conversation.. there's nothing to even get angry about.. just realize women are not worth arguments.. even trying to insert a non-argumentative logical thought is generally met with nonsense this is what its like to try to say something to a woman like azealia banks man: why do you act so rude? woman: because weak men ask dumbass questions her response is not worth any further comment.. she is basically saying to you: "i am crazy and asking me to be sane is an insult to me, so i must insult you back" or "holding me to a standard is foolishness, i must prove to you that it is a lost cause" then these same women complain because men don't like them.. to make themselves feel better they say men are insecure or intimidated or they try to make men feel like they are big brutish bullies, when in reality she is just boundlessly disrespectful and therefore CANNOT garner the love and trust of a man its a cycle they live in- they crap on men and then wonder why no men like them what kind of man wants to be with a woman whose requirement for love or friendship is "hand me your nuts" ???? i'm not going to sit here and type all day explaining this azealia banks is just a terrible human being and a shining representative of THE WORST type of women i want to talk about this new occurrence where ciara refused to say future's name on an award show
ok basically- she is proving to the world how petty she is.. this even goes back to when i say women are not objective.. an objective person would read the cue card regardless of the names on it, they would reason that the allotted task at hand has nothing to do with their personal life.. they would just read it and keep it movin.. but she had to turn into a mute, as if saying his name would cause her head to burst into flames her son's name is future- so she truly just proved her pettiness is at an astronomical level.. she proves everything men have been saying about her future said on the breakfast club that she does little things out of spite.. i can't help but agree with him because she wants to sue future for discussing their relationship in interviews where he is asked about their relationship smh i'm sorry but everything future says has proved true considering i remember him saying she makes him talk to her through lawyers... what better way to prove him right than to sue him for $15 million? WHAT IS HE SAYING THAT IS FALSE?! and another thing, all these women who stick up for her- look i am not against ciara, she can do what she does, but you women who think men shouldn't have our own opinions on women need to stop... none of us have it out for ciara, its just that we can see through the nonsense all you women say we men are upset because ciara upgraded.. no we just don't respect her regardless look.. let me put it like this.. mariah carey upgraded.. she left nick cannon and was with a literal billionaire like the next week lol no one said anything bad about mariah... did u ever think about why? well let me explain: mariah doesn't dress her children up like another man mariah didn't get pregnant out of wedlock by a thuggish rapper mariah didn't come out saying her goodies were off limits, then later change it up and ruin that positive message mariah didn't try to sue the father of her child for $15million dollars mariah doesn't have naked pictures with 50cent (another thuggish rapper) mariah isn't petty enough to refuse to say her child's father's name as if it'll give her a disease mariah doesn't talk to nick cannon through lawyers i think you are all seeing the picture here i get so tired of women thinking men should accept everything from women.. sorry but we don't like every type of woman.. we don't like sluts.. we don't like loud mouth women.. we don't like petty women who are unnecessarily vindictive you can stomp, yell, scream, do slut-walks, do whatever.. we still don't like these things and we never will.. and if u find a guy who likes these things- trust me you are uncovered... he is a simp, or gay, or desperate, or just doesn't love you i'm not hating on ciara, but don't tell me not to have an opinion on her behavior... like i'm a man with two eyes- it is what it is so that's all i wanted to say.. she is just causing a serious ruckus because most men see how she operates and don't think russel wilson is making the best decision for himself.. but that's his life.. his first wife cheated on him so i guess he knows how to pick em' lol either way i hope everyone in this situation gets a happy ending.. i honestly don't care but just don't try to tell me up is down.. i can see for myself i've been really tired lately so i went to the alternative health store up the street
i got some vegetarian vitamins so far so good i suppose.. i took them and felt better i feel like i need to change my life period though.. not just health, but also other things.. i have to do things that will help me to be close to the Lord as opposed to further away i look around and i see people trying to fill voids but i'm sure the Lord probably wants to fill our voids for us we are out here reaching for this and that while God is like- just do what I said and everything else will fall into place anyway.. i am really happy we have that health store up the street i want to do better for my health.. i feel like my health is the worst it has ever been sometimes i think something's got to give- i wish i could get up and go to the gym but i hate morning SO MUCH lol man.. i really hate morning.. when i worked 12:30pm - 9pm i never needed an alarm clock, but now that i work in the mornings its like every day is a struggle i don't think its a sleep schedule thing.. i think its a body clock/ circadian rhythm thing.. that would explain why no amount of adjusting ever seems to work... its just not normal for me to get up early like a 6yr old or whatever anyway i'm out if i ever got married, and then later met this woman in real life... i would legit leave my wife for her.. bro i would spit in my wife's face for this woman why can i not meet a girl like his in real life? why is every woman so trash in real life? they are either ugly and cool or pretty and worthless i have to be honest and confess i don't know who she is on any level.. so i can't just sit here and say she is perfect- she just looks perfect to me from my outsider point of view do u guys reading this think i deserve a girl like this? or do u think i'm still way off? the other day i spent time with a girl and i really enjoyed it
it was kinda spur of the moment.. but she ended up coming out to where i stay and we went to dinner and then watched that movie poetic justice.. that movie was terrible imo.. but i didn't know what else we could watch because most of the things i have are things black females have no interest in after we hung out she said she wanted me to have a talk with her dad i don't think i'm going to do that we only did things together 3 times.. i'm not trying to have a talk with your dad once that happened i kinda snapped out of it and felt like it was time for me to get back to being alone on weekends she stayed at my house past 2am.. nothing happened at all (if u know me then i don't even need to say that) but i did hug her and that felt great because i am not used to affection since i'm ridin solo 99% of the time in the moments i hugged her- it was like i was reminded that there is more to life than work speaking of work.. they fired that woman at my job who smoked.. they fired her like 2 days ago or so i have apparently inherited her work.. lol or smh take your pick oh btw.. i am in grad school right now.. i started in january, i never really said it on here because i didn't want anyone to know.. partially because i got tired of haters... like i was wanting to sign up for school last year and whenever i'd say that outloud then someone would try to talk me out of it people are really weird that way.. i just got tired of the short bus opinions smh guys please pray for me to do well in school, i am just trying to do something positive this year because last year i dealt with a lot of rejection and i want a diff trajectory this yr ((sidenote: at the top right of my site you can see it says "i just made varsity, its good business" i always write those statements at the top of the year.. and those statements are kinda the theme for me this year.. making varsity is like moving up or moving in the right direction or elevating.. and good business is kinda where my head is at.. i want to focus on worthwhile things like business and professionalism as opposed to petty things or women)) if u follow my site then you remember all the rejection i went through last year with jobs and women i still have a bitter taste over the women thing.. women with stds, women who don't like black men, women who block you over something so small and insignificant that it makes u feel worthless, women who talk to you any kind of way.. i mean YUCK moving on anyway peeps be strong out here.. i see this society eating people alive all the time be strong seriously i see peeps on these happy meds.. i see peeps stuck living with their parents.. i see peeps unable to get jobs.. i see peeps with bad habits.. i see peeps with jail records.. i see peeps with no direction in life.. i see peeps with broken hearts.. i mean.. its crazy.. and i've been in some of these positions so i understand but Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour aight goodnight roc marciano has an ill style i would like to make a video kinda similar to this one day i don't even know who this is.. her name is apparently ariel winter
just wanted to post her because she's exceptionally pretty i really like that kendrick lamar and cee-lo song
i can't post the title because it doesn't have a title but i really like that joint like to the point where i'd like to see a full album collab between them... if that ever happened i would buy it immediately i wrote melvin aka mbx an email begging him to repost his old music
i told u guys i'm a big fan smh here's what i wrote him: can you please repost your old music or give me a link to it PLEASE you have legit deleted like everything from everywhere minus pizza boy... brah.. no offense but i can't rock with the sus project lmao its just too sus if i knew u would delete all your classics i would have kept everything backed up somewhere come on brah i need your old music for my sanity i REALLY liked that stuff and i don't just mean more recent stuff you've taken down.. i mean as far back as joop and melvin galaxy.. purple lavalamp, the softest mixtape, the beat tapes, even that one mixtape limbo or whatever where u called charles lol... i mean like all that stuff i don't have it anymore i had to wipe my hard drive don't even get me started on i hate scorpios or the 19th birthday thing etc .. i still think i hate scorpios is one of the best albums i ever had in the arsenal even your old youtube videos where u were freestyling about wanting to die on the train tracks why do u take down all your work man.. i feel like you say you want to be something to people in your songs but how can you be that if you keep taking your music down? i remember you said "my music sucks.. the people in and if they feel worthless it sends them out with a renewed sense of purpose" BRAH YOU SAID THAT, NOT ME PLEASE POST ALL OF IT SOMEWHERE FOR ME brah even if you only upload it for one day i'm begging u |
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