got upclose and what i saw, i couldn't believe/
My enemy was a genetic replica of me!/ battlin yourself is the biggest chore/ ...a truly vicious type of war/ So now I'm thrown off, taken back in fact/ I didnt know how to react i lack a plan of attack/ but he was in full effect and next/ He'd infect my intellect, with thoughts I couldnt accept/ Images of my grandmother in that old folks home/ Became very vivid in my dome/ his method is drastic, telepathic/ Damagin my mental fabric, hellafied horror, havoc/ Crippled, I can't stand it, or understand it/ yet my torture was expanded by thoughts that he commanded/ had a vision of my uncle sitting dyin by himself/ meanwhile he's breaking down my physical health/ i just thought of these lyrics a minute ago.. they're from a song called "return of the b-boy" from mr. lif these lyrics go with my last blog about trying to reach perfection u excel to a certain extent then one day u come face to face with... YOURSELF u try to focus on something and maybe something that happened years ago creeps into your mind and its intent is to take your focus.. or maybe u r too tired to want to carry on, or maybe u are harboring too much anger from a past happening, or maybe you have an addiction that is holding you back or whatever it is... at some point, u realize u will have to conquer your own self somehow in order to progress i feel like this is where i am its a timeless struggle is it not? its scary.. i mean read the beginning of those lyrics again.. it really makes you think. what could be more frightening than fighting that person in the mirror? but literally that is what we must do
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JaimsThese are my blogs from 2009. I started them in May of that year when I couldn't work on music but still needed a way to express myself. Archives
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