we were together for quite a while, we clicked very quickly and very easily
i semi still wonder if perhaps we were supposed to be together.. we ended up growing in weird ways, so it didn't work out, but that initial attraction we had was very real.. we were that typical "opposites attract" thing
its kinda sad we weren't able to keep that love and respect that we began with
i had been trying to grow my fro out for quite a while, but then i came to the conclusion that my hair just doesn't grow much, and so i gave up lol
my goal wasn't to get it braided or anything, i just wanted it to grow out and be nappy, and i wanted to make that my style.. i wanted it to look crazy, but i wanted it to still say "i know my hair is nappy but its nappy on purpose" .. but i just never truly got the length i wanted in order to pull it off properly
as u can see i had no facial hair.. my sideburns didn't connect to my gotee up until sometime in 2007
i was in cross country during my senior school year also
i didn't know how i was going to get into college, so i said.. i'm just gonna do something so i can look more well-rounded.. so ijoined cross country cuz i figured no one wanted to do cross country, so since no one wanted to do it, i'd be able to join andexcel rather easily
which was true because i joined TOTALLY out of shape, and worked my way up to varsity
another significant thing about this time was, i had a pink car and i never bought a parking pass, so when i was at school i always parked at this church across the street, so everyone would see me going to and from my car so everyone knew i had a pink car and everyone used to make fun of me for it LOL
overall this time of my life was kinda like.. stressful and confusing but also fun.. when i think back i think God was with me and i had a good deal of support
ayiia was saying her and her boyfriend have "an open relationship"
she was saying that her and her boyfriend have an "understanding" because she needs love and attention
my question is.. why even be in a relationship?
if u need love and attention so much that u can't control yourself when ur away from your partner.. then why even keep a partner?
why not just be with someone new all the time?
if you've already established that you can't or won't control yourself, then why not just go all out with it?
and as for her boyfriend...
why would u be in a "relationship" with someone who can't or won't control theirself?
someone who, instead of taking responsibility for their actions, just says "you weren't there and i needed love and attention"
basically blaming YOU for THEIR indiscretions!
the main thing to me is basically like...
if a person blames people and situations for their indiscretions, then they are not ready to be in a relationship
in other words
if a person is unwilling to take responsibility for their own actions.. then don't be with them
don't date them, don't get emotionally attached, just keep them at arm's length
what's worse? being alone and living a normal life?
or being in love with someone you can't trust?
i'd choose to live the normal life
i'm sure some would choose being in love with someone they can't trust, but those people are desperate, or have no standards, or low self esteem, or they are running from something.. or any combination of those
ok sonic the hedgehog is like the dumbest game ever
the reason its dumb isn't because of the ideas behind the story, but just because of the levels
it seems like every game's levels make sense on some level but sonic's levels don't make any sense
he is in a world.. just a normal world, it may not always be earth.. but its a world where people (or animals) live and work and talk and chill.. u know.. like a normal world
the problem is.. like, why are there speed boosters on the ground?
why are there loop-de-loops in a normal world?
why are there bumpers and bouncers and springs everywhere?
why are grind rails everywhere?
why don't they even TRY to make sonic kinda real or believable?
its like, ok sonic is from mobius and on this planet, animals are like humans.. ok i can accept that because hey, maybe 2 billion galaxies away, that's what happens! i mean i know that doesn't happen, but still, it at least makes some sense
but when sega asks me to believe every place in this world is (for some inexplainable reason) made specifically FOR sonic.. then it kills the whole game's credibility!
metroid prime kinda does this too.. like on some parts when things are just PERFECT for samus's ball-roll ability
its like why can't they at least make it kinda believable and make the space she rolls into an AIR-VENT?
cuz u can see why a building might have an air-vent.. but instead its just a hole that's there for no reason u know what i'm sayin?
but other than that, metroid has very realistic environments
but sonic's environments make NO SENSE WHATSOEVER
i think they should make everything make sense, why not do away with speed boosters on the ground and just allow the player to control sonic's speed boosts
why not replace springs and bumpers with.. hmmmm.. ok that's a tough one
this girl sent me a link to a dancing comedian on youtube not too long ago
i didn't know what it was so i clicked the link, i saw it for like 3 seconds and turned it off
she was like "so what did u think?"
i'll tell u what i think, i think i don't remember why ur on my buddy list
dancing to me is one of the gayest things on earth
dancing with the stars, and america's best dance crew are shows that i consider torturous
what do women see in dancing? i don't even want to know.. its one of those things where its like.. if u understand it then u know too much
its like if i want my penis to shrink to a miniscule size or maybe even point BACKWARDS then i might actually watch one of these dancing shows
i went to this girl's house and i was feelin her so when she wanted to show me a dance show she tivo'd i reluctantly said ok
so we watched her fave segment, and it went against everything i am as a human being, my skin began to crawl, then i got really pale, and i got this incredible urge to vomit everything i had ever eaten
no joke she honestly said to me that the segment was so beautiful that it made her cry
i was dumbfounded about how we could have such opposite reactions to the same thing
i cried too but that ish was not tears of joy
whenever i see people dancing it just totally disgusts me.. all that movement, and for what?
like i don't even understand what the point is.. ok so u did a backflip then u moved ur head to the right, did a shimmy, then u blah blah blah