thinking... Posted by poolboyjames on August 29, 2009 at 11:26 PM comments (0)beezie has a lot on his mind
its funny how many things give u the exact opposite of the feeling that u were looking for
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pic blog Posted by poolboyjames on August 28, 2009 at 11:42 PM comments (0)
this is one of my senior pictures the necklace was from my girlfriend at the time we were together for quite a while, we clicked very quickly and very easily i semi still wonder if perhaps we were supposed to be together.. we ended up growing in weird ways, so it didn't work out, but that initial attraction we had was very real.. we were that typical "opposites attract" thing its kinda sad we weren't able to keep that love and respect that we began with i had been trying to grow my fro out for quite a while, but then i came to the conclusion that my hair just doesn't grow much, and so i gave up lol my goal wasn't to get it braided or anything, i just wanted it to grow out and be nappy, and i wanted to make that my style.. i wanted it to look crazy, but i wanted it to still say "i know my hair is nappy but its nappy on purpose" .. but i just never truly got the length i wanted in order to pull it off properly as u can see i had no facial hair.. my sideburns didn't connect to my gotee up until sometime in 2007 i was in cross country during my senior school year also i didn't know how i was going to get into college, so i said.. i'm just gonna do something so i can look more well-rounded.. so ijoined cross country cuz i figured no one wanted to do cross country, so since no one wanted to do it, i'd be able to join andexcel rather easily which was true because i joined TOTALLY out of shape, and worked my way up to varsity another significant thing about this time was, i had a pink car and i never bought a parking pass, so when i was at school i always parked at this church across the street, so everyone would see me going to and from my car so everyone knew i had a pink car and everyone used to make fun of me for it LOL overall this time of my life was kinda like.. stressful and confusing but also fun.. when i think back i think God was with me and i had a good deal of support pic blog Posted by poolboyjames on August 28, 2009 at 5:52 PM comments (0)
here is a pic of me at age.... i had to of been like 10 and getting close to 11 i was in 6th grade, but i was put in school early, so i was always in a grade ahead of where i should have been (for example, when i was a senior in h.s. i was 16-17 and not 17-1 as u can see, i was into basketball, had the golden state warriors sweatshirt i was real happy as a kid, happy and energetic this was taken the first year when our family moved and i ended up at the new school full of preppy type kids, so this was the beginning of a lot of culture shock for me i feel like this picture really captures who i was at the time quote tyme Posted by poolboyjames on August 28, 2009 at 11:12 PM comments (0)today on dr. phil he said
"you can kid the fans, but not the players" this really stuck out to me this is how i feel about music a lot of the time sometimes people say someone is so great, but i have been writing lyrics for quite a while so what a normal person hears (normal meaning, someone who doesn't regularly write lyrics), and what i hear are two totally different things the quote totally sums up how i look at a lot of rappers what impresses me lyrically is a LOT different from what impresses most other people i realized that quite a while ago, and that helped me to stop arguing with others about music.. but still.. i never had such a quick and easy way to say it until now "you can kid the fans, but not the players" main diff Posted by poolboyjames on August 28, 2009 at 11:32 PM comments (0)"they make music people can dance to.. i make music people can live to"
-pool boy another opinion Posted by poolboyjames on August 28, 2009 at 12:38 PM comments (0)i just thought about something else that happened on the real world
ayiia was saying her and her boyfriend have "an open relationship" she was saying that her and her boyfriend have an "understanding" because she needs love and attention my question is.. why even be in a relationship? if u need love and attention so much that u can't control yourself when ur away from your partner.. then why even keep a partner? why not just be with someone new all the time? if you've already established that you can't or won't control yourself, then why not just go all out with it? and as for her boyfriend... why would u be in a "relationship" with someone who can't or won't control theirself? someone who, instead of taking responsibility for their actions, just says "you weren't there and i needed love and attention" basically blaming YOU for THEIR indiscretions! the main thing to me is basically like... if a person blames people and situations for their indiscretions, then they are not ready to be in a relationship in other words if a person is unwilling to take responsibility for their own actions.. then don't be with them don't date them, don't get emotionally attached, just keep them at arm's length what's worse? being alone and living a normal life? or being in love with someone you can't trust? i'd choose to live the normal life i'm sure some would choose being in love with someone they can't trust, but those people are desperate, or have no standards, or low self esteem, or they are running from something.. or any combination of those sonic's fail Posted by poolboyjames on August 28, 2009 at 10:40 PM comments (0)i just have to say this, it feels like it won't leave my head until i say it
ok sonic the hedgehog is like the dumbest game ever the reason its dumb isn't because of the ideas behind the story, but just because of the levels it seems like every game's levels make sense on some level but sonic's levels don't make any sense he is in a world.. just a normal world, it may not always be earth.. but its a world where people (or animals) live and work and talk and chill.. u know.. like a normal world the problem is.. like, why are there speed boosters on the ground? why are there loop-de-loops in a normal world? why are there bumpers and bouncers and springs everywhere? why are grind rails everywhere? why don't they even TRY to make sonic kinda real or believable? its like, ok sonic is from mobius and on this planet, animals are like humans.. ok i can accept that because hey, maybe 2 billion galaxies away, that's what happens! i mean i know that doesn't happen, but still, it at least makes some sense but when sega asks me to believe every place in this world is (for some inexplainable reason) made specifically FOR sonic.. then it kills the whole game's credibility! metroid prime kinda does this too.. like on some parts when things are just PERFECT for samus's ball-roll ability its like why can't they at least make it kinda believable and make the space she rolls into an AIR-VENT? cuz u can see why a building might have an air-vent.. but instead its just a hole that's there for no reason u know what i'm sayin? but other than that, metroid has very realistic environments but sonic's environments make NO SENSE WHATSOEVER i think they should make everything make sense, why not do away with speed boosters on the ground and just allow the player to control sonic's speed boosts why not replace springs and bumpers with.. hmmmm.. ok that's a tough one but still who feels me on that? dancing is gay Posted by poolboyjames on August 27, 2009 at 11:11 PM comments (0)one thing i hate is dancing.
this girl sent me a link to a dancing comedian on youtube not too long ago i didn't know what it was so i clicked the link, i saw it for like 3 seconds and turned it off she was like "so what did u think?" i'll tell u what i think, i think i don't remember why ur on my buddy list dancing to me is one of the gayest things on earth dancing with the stars, and america's best dance crew are shows that i consider torturous what do women see in dancing? i don't even want to know.. its one of those things where its like.. if u understand it then u know too much its like if i want my penis to shrink to a miniscule size or maybe even point BACKWARDS then i might actually watch one of these dancing shows i went to this girl's house and i was feelin her so when she wanted to show me a dance show she tivo'd i reluctantly said ok so we watched her fave segment, and it went against everything i am as a human being, my skin began to crawl, then i got really pale, and i got this incredible urge to vomit everything i had ever eaten no joke she honestly said to me that the segment was so beautiful that it made her cry i was dumbfounded about how we could have such opposite reactions to the same thing i cried too but that ish was not tears of joy whenever i see people dancing it just totally disgusts me.. all that movement, and for what? like i don't even understand what the point is.. ok so u did a backflip then u moved ur head to the right, did a shimmy, then u blah blah blah AM I SUPPOSED TO BE IMPRESSED? YUCK!!!!!! do my hair Posted by poolboyjames on August 26, 2009 at 10:15 AM comments (0)when i was little my dad used to take me to get my hair cut once every 2 weeks
i used to hate it a haircut to me really only lasted like a week after that, then i just looked bad for an entire week i always said when i got older i'd get my haircut once a week so i started doing that in 2008 (prior to 08 i just did the bald thing) so today i just looked at the calendar and realized i went 2 weeks without a haircut and i had flashbacks the bonkers thing about now is.. a haircut is even more important than ever because now i have facial hair if i don't get it cut i will just be lookin crazy today i'm supposed to meet this lady and its business but still ya boy don't wanna show up lookin bonkers right now i don't have enuff for a haircut tho even if i wear a hat, my facial hair is still out of wack L-Oh-well *sigh* *leaves house lookin like a mugshot* school 4 scoundrels Posted by poolboyjames on July 26, 2009 at 1:44 AM comments (0)ok so i just watched a movie with the guy from napoleon dynamite and billy bob thornton called "school for scoundrels"
wow! like i have said before i'm not into movies but it caught my attention and i didn't want to turn the channel, great movie, real funny and interesting its sortof about modern-day masculinity male dominance and competition also, sarah silverman is in it and her character is hilariO peep that if ya get a chance i reccommend it peaCe |
JaimsThese are my blogs from 2009. I started them in May of that year when I couldn't work on music but still needed a way to express myself. Archives
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