i decided i want to start speaking here on my site again regularly.. i know i was basically m.i.a. for like 8 months or so but i want to come back.. the reason i want to come back is....
i basically think i have annoyed everyone i usually talk to people keep telling me i'm obsessed with certain people or things or topics and they all either directly or indirectly tell me they don't want to hear what i have to say i know peeps prob think i don't notice this but i definitely do.. so i decided i should prob come back to my site and do my thing so that i can get my thoughts out without alienating everyone around me i am a man so i have a lot to say and "teach" but its not my goal to drive people insane so anyway..... i guess i'll just start saying what's on my mind at random again for now ++++++++++ ok so this is something i haven't told anyone (including myself) but deep down i could see myself marrying my ex despite all the crazy things she has put me through its not so much that i would want her to change.. i would just want her to grow its like say u have a child.. u don't want to change ur child's personality and what makes them unique because u love them the way they are- but at the same time you do expect growth but i have left all of that in the Lord's hands.. the entire time i was trying to make things work- i was just stressing myself out.. at this point i just try to ask the Lord something like: "if you want this then please make it make sense to me" as long as things feel illogical or weird in any way, i'm just not going to do anything... i still think she is beautiful and there is a ton of potential there but i'm not beating my head against a brick wall anymore before it was like "hey come to church, come to church, come to church" now its like.. "she's going to do what she's going to do" but the Lord has led my life in a very specific way.. like i've noticed the Lord has never allowed me to have things out of order.. so i trust that His hand is still guiding me to where i will have what i am supposed to have when i am supposed to have it.. and that's that ++++++++++ did i tell u guys i beat horizon zero dawn? i think i beat it at like 91 hours or so.. i have over 100 hours on the game though.. anyway.. i think aloy is the worst character i've ever seen in a game.. the entire game i was just hoping that the end would include her death she is so annoying as a character.. just so snarky and bossy and such a know it all.. i just totally hate her.. she has no personality whatsoever.. i never thought a character could be worse than nathan drake but i guess i was wrong aloy's entire emotional spectrum consists of pride and smugness.. there are no other emotions i saw a study once where an experiment was done that showed the most unattractive emotions on genders.. the facial expression that was most unattractive to women on men was happiness and smiling (my guess is because they look happy go lucky as opposed to determined.. and women equate happiness on men with irresponsibility.. just my hunch) the one that was most unattractive to men on women was pride after playing horizon zero dawn.. i would have to agree a prideful woman is like a knowitall or a lesbian (and i don't mean one of the feminine lesbians.. i'm talking WNBA type chicks) but the actual game itself was AMAZING!!!!! ++++++++++ here's something i want to say about women.. i think oftentimes they delude themselves.. what i mean is.. they will say they don't want a man telling them what to do or whatever.. but then they will turn around and say "i need a man who is a leader" or they may say "don't try to control me" but then they will say "i need a man who knows how to take control!" women don't even really perceive that they do this a woman will tell her guy "i don't need you, i don't need a man" then they break up and the first thing she does is secure another man women are just so confused these days.. if they would only understand that they need to pick a side- we'd all be much better off the bible says the Lord wants us to be hot or cold.. He doesn't want us to be lukewarm.. i heard someone say it like this.. say u have pure water and u have polluted water.. they are two opposite ends of the spectrum if u mix the pure with the polluted.. what do u get? polluted water this is what women need to understand.. either ur going to be a good SUBMISSIVE woman or you're going to be a dusty broke down feminist skank and if u try to be both.. you're going to be a delusional broke down feminist skank ur delusional because u think ur a good woman but you're not pick a side.. be a good woman aka wife material aka submissive and supportive to your man... or be a dumb whore feminist who revels in her "sexual freedom" (aka gets passed around) and enjoys her pro-choice stance and has abortions.. oh yeah.. and enjoys her "independence" ...which JUST MEANS "LACK OF HELP" U STUPID WHORES.. enjoy your 50 hour a week job and complimentary early death lol man i hate feminists so much but their foolishness will be their punishment.. i really don't even have to say anything because their reality is a sad one.. with or without me pointing it out ++++++++++ anyway.. i could say more but i'ma let this breathe for a min peaCe
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