i sometimes wonder who may be reading my website
i am not sure if some people i know may come and check it out from time to time, or if i really only get random viewers stumble across my site i want to reiterate to anyone who comes to my site this is an open diary.. this is not really for entertainment it is for my own sanity i have to admit on some level i feel bad for how little i wrote in here while i was in that awful relationship- however i try to remind myself that this is for ME since that trash relationship ended i've slowly gotten back to myself.. back to this website, back to video games, back to even writing some rhymes.. i have noticed though that my heart has gotten colder since that relationship i have found myself not caring about other people.. i am not exactly proud of this but its the truth i feel like i have always been very accommodating but lately that's not the case one funny thing about this i have noticed: when u are naive and nice and polite and accommodating, people tell u that you need to wise up and put up a guard cuz u will be (or are being) taken advantage of but when u flip it and u start turning the cold shoulder and being mean and not caring then peeps tell u to lighten up go figure
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