here is an email I sent her april 2nd 2017
this email I sent to her further explains things she did to me that were hurtful, neglectful and offensive +++++++++++ Can you help me understand some things? 1. Ok like the other day you said I never tell you you're pretty but I don't understand how you can say that because I feel that I do. Can you please help me understand what you meant by that? To me you overlook all the nice things I say about your looks whether they be small like hott-babe, or sometimes when I say you're pretty in a diff way like i can't think of an example but I know I do it.. like if i say "you look too good not to touch" or just diff things.. even if i give you a compliment on a body part that you have- to me that counts because i am saying you are desirable. I don't really understand like why don't any of these things "count" to you? It makes me feel like i can't do anything right. Like I compliment you and you tell me you want a compliment on something else or in a different way as opposed to trying to appreciate what i have offered at all. However I feel like if you appreciate a compliment it will inspire me to give more and about more things and in better ways. When I give one and you "reroute" me to something else, it makes me want to pull back. 2. You said you're busy with work, well that is understandable, however the other day I tried to express that you are very pretty to me in a long text and you said "thank you" which is cool, but that's all you said. I'm pretty sure you were done with work when you responded, so I don't understand why that's all you said. Like it made me feel like you don't care. you want me to express myself, and I do it the best I can but you only say two words back. 3. Why did you keep saying "have a nice rest of your day"? It made me feel like you were saying "keep it moving cuz i don't want to be bothered with you any further." Like when do we ever say "have a nice rest of your day" at like 3pm? Like i am just saying it felt dismissive to me. It makes me think you are shooing me away. 4. Why did you ask to come to my house and then never show up? I cleaned my whole house, EVEN THE TUB!!! I interpret that as, "i don't care about james" "i can break plans and not let him know i am breaking them and it doesn't even matter" ++++++++++ btw.. she told me I'm "dysfunctional" because I "expect the worst" when in reality these were the types of things I was dealing with when u read this, does this sound like I was dealing with someone who was present? NO, it sounds like she was talking to someone else and discarding me this type of behavior came from the same person who always seemed to have fear of me "emotionally cheating" which I didn't even do smh... btw I don't think men really even do that.. I think "emotional cheating" is more of a woman thing... so that was obviously just more projection
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