lately i've been feeling like one of my female friends just lets me talk but they don't say much of anything and it has gotten to be kinda tiresome to me i have begun to feel like i don't want to share anymore of myself without getting more from them i have been kinda putting this thought out of my mind for a while and just letting it go but it was brought back to my remembrance today i took this screen shot today just as a basic example: do you guys think i'm overthinking this or does it seem like i didn't get a real response to my question? this is how i've been feeling for a while now.. like i am not getting detailed answers from her it's like i am getting the political version i feel like i'm honest with people and i share my life and experiences and feelings but some people only share their representative with me like ok lets delve into this screenshot above: i said hows your day.. she totally stepped over any particulars concerning her "rough" situation this is what i mean when i say i am just getting the political version of this person.. i am not getting "i got out of the car and slipped and fell in the mud and then when i got in the office i spilled my coffee everywhere" i am getting "my day started out rough but i'm better now, how are you?" like i am just tired of this.. if you're really my friend then share your life with me.. i have gotten to a place with this person where i'm no longer willing to share my life and experiences with them until they start opening up to me that's why i didn't even answer her question, i just asked her about a baby's name from a previous conversation i didn't even acknowledge her "how's your day going" because i don't feel like she answered my initial question with any sort of detail.. its just "let me give james this vague answer and then put the spotlight back on him" like i'm totally over that.. i'm down with being friends but friends SHARE things with each other.. they don't just send their perfect "i-already-got-over-my-problem-before-i-texted-you-so-we-don't-need-to-discuss-it" representative send the real you, not this fake person who is 100% happy about everything 100% of the time.. i don't want to hear from this mannequin of a person who damage controls everything that could possibly be perceived as negative and i'm not saying she has to diss herself or moan and complain.. i'm just saying give me more than this generic talk once in a while.. like i don't feel like i'm getting the real version of her i could be wrong but this is just what has been swimming around in my head.. do u all think i'm overthinking it?
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