recently i've been kinda irritated with my sister
ok let me give the background first when i moved into my apartment i basically begged her to come see it and spend time with me A. it took her two years B. the only reason she did it was because people in our family were telling her how lame it was for her not to ever visit her own brother C. i asked her to come alone yet she brought all 3 of her kids.. i just wanted a minute to eat a meal with her and talk but nope... and remember this was after she did like a thousand other things without her kids, horseback riding, going to california, going to baltimore, going to new york, going on dates, performing, smoking hooka, i mean all kinds of stuff.. but when i ask for like 2 hours of her time she acted like it was a huge burden and she just couldn't do anything without her kids when all of this happened i felt my sister was just disingenuous i told my mom "yeah she came over but it just felt fake" and i really meant that- it really just felt phony like "let me get this over with so no one says anything else about it" like we weren't able to have any type of conversation since she brought 3 hungry kids.. like it was just wack.. she could go everywhere in the universe and spend tons and tons of time with her then boyfriend who was 6ft6 with a jamaican accent.. but let james call and its "i'm busy" so anyway after she came over i gave up on her as a human being.. like i'm not joking.. after she came over and it felt fake i just put her in a different category where i stopped caring what she did or didn't do.. i guess i realized you can't make someone care so understand in this entry i'm not upset or anything, i'm just venting about the latest happening but i had to give the background to paint the full picture so anyway.. i got a new car last year and she never looked at it or took any interest to say "hey james i saw your new car" or "hey james show me the interior" like she just never acknowledged it but here's what prompted me to write all of this today.. she got a new car yesterday and all of a sudden she has no problem texting me back now.. she sent me a picture of her car, and she actually had a back and forth with me for once look let me explain.. the last time i texted her it took her two days to respond back.. and even then it was because she needed something.. sometimes a whole week will pass before she responds to a text, or sometimes i just don't get a response but she gets this new car and has no problem texting me about it.. i'm like "oh.. so i DO exist?" i mean seriously.. imagine your friend ignores you all the time then something good happens to them and they are all in your face about it like its such a joke and i was texting her and saying oh wow that's a nice car yadda yadda and she actually was like texting me back meanwhile any other time we text its like she will speak for a minute then disappear out of nowhere.. like how should i feel when the only time you don't disappear is when u got this new car you're happy about and celebrating about? it just makes her look extremely self-centered i honestly treat her the way you'd treat a child now.. like you know how you just overlook little weird things kids do because you know they are just kids.. that's how i treat my sister.. i just treat her like i don't expect her to make any sense from jump so anyway.. i will give my sister some props because she gave me $40 for my birthday and i got her nothing for hers.. so i gotta keep it real on that at the same time though.. money doesn't replace you just being real and genuine with someone but alright.. it's whatever.. i'm honestly not upset because this is to be expected.. end of vent
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