i just want to talk about this
like a week or two ago i asked a girl why she didn't consider me to be boyfriend material and she told me i'm too religious this really kinda put me in a weird mood i can't say it made me sad or anything, but it just put me in a weird state ok here's my side on my website is where i am most opinionated.. this site is where i just say anything.. so i understand how someone would think i am insufferable if they come to my website.. i completely understand that but what i don't get is how someone can say i'm "too religious" when in real life all i do is accept people and try to show them love and try to be cool with them on this site i am critical of many things and people.. but in real life i am madd laid back i never dissed her for any of her actions.. most girls tell me things that i don't really need to know about their past sex lives or about their partying and indiscriminate behavior but i never tell them they are dirty, i never tell them they are in sin, i never tell them i'm better than them, i never do anything of the sort i try not to be self righteous.. i try to just let people do what they do because i don't feel its my place to tell another person how to live their life so this is why i say it put me in a weird mood.. because all i've done for this particular girl is show her love no matter what.. in every situation i've tried my best and she says i'm "too religious" and she went on to say "you go to church every sunday, i only go once or twice a month" i fail to see how that's a big deal like so what- i like going to church, how is that a bad thing? i'm not doing it because i feel like i have to- i go because i like hearing what the Lord is going to say and i like being around other people who honor the Lord that doesn't make me "religious" that makes me a person who prioritizes church lol.. like she made me sound like some type of fanatic and i don't know maybe she was referring to sex because i think its for marriage but this is the same person who told me she was tired of guys who only want one thing from her so i don't really get what would be so bad about me wanting to keep things in the proper context this thing has made me realize many women don't know what they want at all.. they say they want a guy who wants something real beyond just physical but they meet that guy and tell him he's a nerd or he's "too religious" i am not too religious, i am so down to earth its crazy.. i am madd opinionated but i'm only this way on the website- in my everyday life i am madd chill about everything and i never point fingers at people.. 99% of the time when people are sinning, i think they already know it- so there is no point in me trying to tell them to stop and i have my own issues i have to deal with so how do i look trying to tell someone how to live their life? i don't walk around talking about church stuff all day every day, i talk about regular things just as much as bible things.. so i just don't get how someone can say i'm too religious but people know i don't smoke or drink or do many of the things most people do- but that doesn't mean i'm too religious, that just means i'm doing me why do people feel judged just because i don't participate in the same things they participate in? but a part of me just feels like that was something she just said off the top of her head because she is looking for something else.. like maybe someone with darker skin, or maybe someone with more money, or maybe someone taller, or whatever i kinda feel like we are just dealing with a low level of attraction, as in she is not really feeling me overall.. and that was the only thing she could think to say but i just feel like- if she really does think i'm too religious.. that is a wrong way of thinking because you should want a spouse who is God-fearing.. you shouldn't desire one who is like "oh Jesus? yeah i can take him or leave him" that would be a recipe for disaster imo its an easy way to waste time because a man who isn't God-fearing probably isn't trying to commit in a world where women are freely giving up booty but either way- no matter what these chicks are saying or doing, it doesn't matter.. i just have to stay prayed up and keep it movin they can think what they want- i'm not going to change for them.. as a matter of fact, i'm going to church right now peaCe
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