i just want to quickly talk about today.. no real reason.. just to put it out there
today is saturday.. i have sat around all day.. i love laying around at home because it feels like my body is rejuvenating or something what's crazy about saturdays is that they come around and i sometimes think too much.. my brain just runs around everywhere.. i need to work on that i am always thinking about women on saturdays also.. i am always wishing a woman would come to my house and chill with me i spoke to ciarra the other day and that was cool.. she is so pretty.. i don't consider her to be a person of value to me or anything.. i'm not confused about it.. i know she never reaches out to me.. but she is just so pretty.. i just don't know what to say... i just like looking at her and knowing what she is up to i was glad i was able to make her laugh on the phone.. i told her this tall guy shook my hand with two fingers and she was cracking up lets see what else i legit barfed today.. i haven't barfed since i was a teenager.. i was dumbfounded that i barfed.. what happened was i ate 3 strawberries.. i don't normally buy fruit because the acids in fruit bother my stomach.. but today for some reason i bought strawberries.. i ate 3 and legit like 10 minutes later i lost my lunch i just can't really eat things like grapes or strawberries or fruit in general.. the only fruit i can really legit eat with no side effects is oranges.. everything else seems to have a side effect of some sort.. i sometimes just overlook them and eat them anyway, but i typically just steer clear btw.. i have been eating more salad and i have to say this.. i have heard people say lettuce has no nutritional value... i don't know why people say that, but its not true.. i have been eating like one salad a day and i have been feeling way more healthy i really hate how people say stupid things and then everyone parrots it "iceberg lettuce has no nutritional value" blah blah blah.. yeah it does moron.. how does that even make sense? you make it sound like i'm eating air smh work has been rough.. lately i feel like i can't keep up.. any prayers about this would be appreciated.. i think i'm going to make a resume and see what else i can drum up.. i am super thankful for my job but when you get like 40 emails a day sometimes you're just like wondering how you are going to tackle each individual task btw at work they took us to connors and to breakout like a week or two ago.. those were pretty cool.. connor's is a steak and seafood restaurant and breakout is a thing where you go and solve puzzles to try and escape a killer's layer.. it was a fun group activity we all did i've been thinking about marriage and stuff like that.. i feel like i will need to get married one day.. i just feel like i want to finish school first.. i want to be the strongest, most capable man i can be prior to being married.. i hope the Lord sees my heart on this and allows me to be a great man prior to marriage.. because if He does, then i know i will be even better after- as the Bible says he who finds a wife finds favor with the Lord if i can obtain favor or add to my existing favor, that would be excellent sometimes i feel like that guy in the bible who worked for the woman for 7 years or whatever.. i really want to desire a woman to the point where all obstacles lose their difficulty.. if i know in my heart that i have exactly the woman i want in my corner, then i think i will feel more energized knowing i am doing things for her it reminds me of when jadakiss said "my timbs started feeling like nike airs on me" i think a great woman does that for a man.. she is his motivation.. she has the power to make his drudgery seem like a pleasure that's also part of why women should stop going after men and instead let men come to them- because a man who truly loves you will be better for you than a man who just tolerates you but let me not get started ok well those are my thoughts for today everyone stay up and kick back this weekend.. play your ps4 or something u feel me? ok peaCe
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