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so the girl i've been talking to said something i definitely didn't like and that was
"women are smarter than men" this was literally probably the worst thing she could've said to me women oftentimes seek out men who are taller, stronger, more accomplished, more educated, older, and who have more self control than they themselves posess this phenomena is called hypergamy women are pretty much naturally hypergamous when seeking out a male counterpart what this essentially means is women want a leader.. they want a man whom they can look up to in multiple ways men do not date this way.. we don't actively seek out women who exceed us in ability.. we see women who are doing well and we think something like "she is doing well, she doesn't need me" and we keep it moving if men were hypergamous, then oprah or hillary clinton would be 10 out of 10 to us.. but we all know that is not the case so my point in saying all of that is- by saying you believe women are smarter than men, you have basically said that women do not need men and that men are in fact less fit to lead or head a household than women you are also saying that you essentially believe men are "guilty until proven innocent" in your mind.. meaning you are very likely to believe men are screw-ups until they prove to you otherwise while these sentiments are in line with this girl's upbringing (her dad not being there for her) .. i still cannot cosign that sentiment in any capacity.. because it overlooks many of women's flaws, faults, and drawbacks that they need a man's help/assistance with for example: many women seem to have a problem with decision making in the realm of relationships.. men can help with that.. many women don't know how to say no and they are taken advantage of- men can help with that.. women tend to spend more frivolously than men- again men can help.. the list goes on and on but if you let women tell it- they have it all together and "don't need a man" .. why would you need or even want to be with a man whom you believe you are smarter than? you're not as smart as you think!!!! i am so tired of women and their double standards.. I AM NOT TIRED OF DOUBLE STANDARDS.. i believe double standards serve a much needed purpose.. i am tired of WOMEN'S DOUBLE STANDARDS.. because they are the ones who are picking and choosing which gender roles they want to abide by and which ones they deem unnecessary they need to just realize that each gender role has ups and downs as opposed to trying to pick and choose at will based on whim for example, this girl believes women were oppressed because they couldn't vote or drive or work but she doesn't believe men were oppressed for having to die based on "women and children first" or for being drafted to go to the vietnam war.. or for having to self sacrifice and singlehandedly pay for the needs of an entire family like each gender role has pros and cons, its not a one way street where women just get the short end of the stick.. but women don't see this.. they are basically saying "why can't i live the life of a man and still be treated as a princess?" this is is so stupid that i recognize it as layers and layers of ignorance that must be peeled back in order to be exposed.. i mean it is just foolish precept on top of foolish precept.. women have become so unintelligent that it is just mind boggling.. and this is why many grandmothers cannot relate to their granddaughters today AT ALL (but that's a diff story.. let me get back to my original points) saying you think women are smarter than men is a complete slap in the face to what i am suppose to be for you which is a protector, provider, lover, and leader that is a total slap in my face- you're essentially saying you can protect, provide, love, and lead yourself better than i can i am supposed to occupy these roles for you but you are telling me you would do it better than me let me give an example of how stupid saying "women are smarter than men" is... its just as stupid as a man saying that men are prettier than women women are supposed to be beautiful, they are supposed to be cute, they are supposed to occupy the place of the gorgeous princess so if i as a man were to say "men are prettier than women" - then most people with common sense would recognize that as a very odd statement to make.. because i would be attributing traits that i should be getting from women, to men not only is that statement super gay, its also fully ignorant, and backwards, and self defeating because if you're a woman looking for a man who will marry you, and you say women are smarter than men- then you are impeding your own progress.. because no self respecting man is going to want to marry a woman who views him as less than, or as a tag-along, or as someone who deserves condescension again.. if i said men were prettier than women, women would be sorely offended- but i feel that saying women are smarter than men is along those same lines.. you are telling someone they cannot be (or are not equipped to be) who they are in fact supposed to be to you women are supposed to be pretty men are supposed to be smart, looked up to, they are supposed to be leaders, they are supposed to provide guidance and share insight.. these things are big reasons why we men exist! so to fully take these away from us is just wrong on many levels i tell women they are pretty and give them compliments and i don't expect any back.. i just wish women would do the same for us men.. tell us we are smart and tell us we handle things well- and don't expect me to tell you that you can fix a car as well as i can.. let us men have our roles.. stop trying to destroy them because trust me if men have no identity, and adhere to no prescribed gender roles.. you women are on your own. value and honor what we men have to offer i was watching a video game reviewer and his scale made me laugh
its like this: gift from God full price good decent bargain bin rental tolerable sh*t liquid sh*t bubsy 3d this tickled me quite a bit, so i decided to make a rating for women here is what i came up with 10 Your Favorite Porn Star 9 Nicki Minaj 8 The Girl you Stare at at Work who u wish would leave her b/f 7 The Girl you didn’t notice until you saw what she was workin’ with 6 The girl who is somehow ugly and cute simultaneously 5 meh 4 No redeeming quality 3 Missy Elliot 2 Liquid sh*t 1 honey boo boo's mom so far things are going pretty well with questa
she has shown me a lot of the things i want to see in a woman.. things i never really see in modern day scumbag skanks in a very short time she has impressed me and i hope it continues.. i can't say if it will or not but i hope it does i feel like she has been "present" ..which is more than i can say for most women i've come across.. i think modern women are not "present" with us men or "in the moment" with us because they are so used to getting attention from men- in real life, but also primarily on social media they are always seeing men as disposable because there is always another guy who is willing to feed her ego.. that is what we have in the post social media world.. many "socially spoiled" women the constant validation has made many of them rotten and useless.. why be "in the moment" with a guy when you have 50 other guys on standby? but honestly.. legit its not just social media... i also think we men are at fault as well.. "which men" you ask? fathers. one thing that is ruining women is the lack of fathers in the household these days.. i've noticed women don't know how to react to men.... they see us and they just don't know who we are or what we are here for- so they continually make very odd decisions where men are concerned we see the way they act and we consider them to be crazy or unstable or in my case "complete idiots" but i will throw them that bone- many of them grew up without male figures anywhere in sight and they now have no idea how to interact with us or love us but questa actually does seem like she is holding me down the best she can.. and she seems to be giving me some of her time.. she doesn't seem distracted like many other women.. she seems like she wants what i want which is an actual relationship its a big change of pace to meet a girl who isn't a useless scumbag speaking of girls.. i told a girl recently that i really want to get married.. she told me it would happen for me.. but i wasn't looking for a pep talk.. i was just telling her i have a goal.. women seem to misinterpret things like that a lot if you say you want a wife or something they treat you like its a cry for help.. its not.. its just me telling you the trajectory that i am either on, or getting on i saw meagan the other day at work.. she is fatter and she got a little acne (she may be going through something) but i still love that girl.. i love her about as much as you can love someone you barely know i would love to still take her out but i don't know how to ask her out again after she rejected me the first time oh well i feel like women want men to have all this confidence but they don't give us a reason to feel confident at all.. they're like "sit down, sit still, take ritalin, deal with 90% female teachers and their stupid rhetoric, look at beautiful girls in booty shorts all day in high school while they gleefully reject you, go to college and get demonized by the feminist curriculum, never receive a compliment or a positive affirmation from anyone... but be a strong confident male figure" its such a joke but i can see i'm kinda ranting again lol.. so i'm out i've been gone for over a week.. i'm not sure why.. i guess my head has been in other places but i'll try to do an update +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ i've been talking to a girl named questa.. she is cool so far.. here are the things that are good about her 1. big boobs 2. she actually texts me and checks up on me 3. she believes in God and is at least trying to have some righteousness 4. she has a measure of logic- which makes her easier to talk to than many women i typically have absolutely zero luck with women so if you never hear about her again then you know what happened btw.. if she stays around- i will post a picture of her.. i'd do it right now but man.. honestly women come and go so much that i won't bother until i know she means something to me +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ i have been keeping up with no man's sky coverage i always felt like this game would be terrible and it is i also always disliked sean murray.. when i first saw him i didn't like how he acted as if he was a new developer accomplishing his dream i am the type who prefers a dev to look and appear accomplished, professional, unmoved, and confident.. because i feel like those are the signs of a dev that really has something on their hands.. and a dev who is more like a veteran than an intern compare the demeanor of sean murray to the demeanor of a rep from naughty dog.. night and day so i've always disliked no man's sky because i always thought the game looked like crap and i felt that sean murray looked like a hack turns out i was right ++++++++++++++++++++++++ ciarra invited me to stay with her in texas for a few days believe it or not, this actually threw me into an odd state i was like really in a state of confusion and bewilderment for about a week after she said that i was realizing how i should be happy about it but it just felt weird the only thing i can really say is this: i have been "chasing" this girl for a very long time.. it has all been out of my own admiration of her.. none of it has been from her giving me any type of positive reinforcement i think this whole time (about 2 years) i've fallen into a sort of groove with her where i have grown to expect her to shun all my advances.. so i never feel bad because i feel like my "hope" is totally unfounded.. like i never expected her to actually open up to me so to receive an invitation to stay at her house for a few days- i recognize that as like a big deal and i guess psychologically it amounts to the first time i can actually be legitimately rejected by her so believe it or not- hearing her invite me out ended up being a little scary as opposed to exciting i've been flirting with her non stop and she hasn't budged an inch.. so when she actually "budges" and concedes then its almost like i'm so shocked that i'm immediately thrust into performance anxiety- like "i can't mess up this opportunity!" i never would've expected to be thrown into such an odd state over such a great invitation but it really threw me off and i know whoever is reading this is probably wondering if i'll actually go i will go if the opportunity presents itself.. it turns out that she doesn't move into her place there until the exact same day that i start fall classes.. so its not exactly in the cards right now one thing i have learned from the Lord though is you do what He tells you to do, so if God doesn't open a door- then you probably shouldn't go trying to kick it open.. so i want to wait for the Lord's leading and timing before flying out but if the Lord opens that up for me i definitely want to go.. but i'm not sweatin her.. i admit i like her but i'm not losing myself over her if that makes any sense +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ i finally got my streets book in the mail this thing took forever to get here.. i'll try to let u all know how it is he's one of my fave rappers that's for sure +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ i counted today and i realized if everything goes well with my classes, then in 9 months i will birth a master's degree prayers are appreciated.. i really want to achieve this i remember having nothing in my 20s and so when my life started to come together i kinda told myself in my heart that i would try to add to what i have and so that is what i am trying to do i had very little in my 20s.. i never had money for things really.. i was never really able to keep a job.. flunked out of school like 3 times.. i'd say 2005 and 2006 were extremely depressing years for me where i was like a nobody with no type of faith or confidence but i believe we can redeem the time.. so that is kinda what i'm trying to do.. sort of trying to accomplish now what i was unable to accomplish back then i sometimes wish i could tell people that they can move forward in life, but i usually feel like people won't understand that i'm speaking to them from the heart and not from rhetoric i've had a lot of missteps in life but i legit got A's in every class last semester.. so my point is you can move forward and distance yourself from your previous shortcomings or fears +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ i had to stop taking some of my vitamins recently because i think they were making me extremely..... let's just say i felt like bill cosby i don't know why the labels on some of these things don't say "will make you think about sex 25 hours a day" imagine your libido has levels and they are low, medium, high, and taz-manian devil i was on taz for days and that just wasn't kosher, brah +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ i saw this picture on a video today i took a picture of it because it seems so true these days +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ i finally bought chairs for my bar area in my apartment i got two of these at first i didn't want to get them due to price but i didn't want to pass them up.. these were another item i got where i found them in the first place i went to look +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ i listen to music in my car now on usb thumbdrives i have all the music i made on one thumbdrive and music from other artists on another one if anyone reading this wants a thumbdrive with all my music on it then hit me up.. also- if anyone wants to hook me up with music, let me know.. my car lets me choose by folder or by artist.. and i have like three 32gb thumb drives so i'm pretty much open to anything because none of them are even close to being full personally, i think the next batch of music i want to put on my drive is loose ends.. i always really liked their music ever since the first time i saw their hangin on a string video in 05 oh and let me say this.. i got that q-unit album on my drive.. that's the queen and g-unit mashup... man that thing still bangs lol its still available free online for anyone interested.. i'd say its one of the best mashup albums i've heard.. speaking of which.. wugazi (wu-tang and fugazi) was pretty cool too.. oh yeah, and this particular mashup song never stops being legit +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
alright.. i don't really feel like thinking of more things to say i'm out hopefully that was a legit update if i ever get married i really want to be honored
i want her to honor me as a man, as her husband, and as a protector/provider for her i have legit never once in my life seen a woman honor a man i may have seen it on like a tv show from the 50s or something but i wasn't even alive then.. i don't think i've ever seen a woman honor a man in modern times i've never seen a woman really tell a man "you do this so well" or "i don't know what i'd do without you" or "my husband is a great guy because" or "you're so smart" or "you're so strong" or "thank you for overseeing our family so well" or "you help keep me sane" or anything all i ever see in this society is women telling men they are stupid and useless legit, i want to be honored.. i want a woman to really hold me down in this area all it would do is make me want to do more for her and the children if we had any modern women are largely scumbags though and if they read this entry they would complain and rant and rave and tell me i'm some kind of crazy ego maniac.. they'd say men should be emasculated and never honored but i am not asking for anything wrong.. all men want honor and respect i hope i can get it from a woman who is in my corner one day.. it would mean a lot i've been spending the past few days trying to go all digital
i have been throwing cds in the trash and just putting all music and files on thumb drives what started me doing this was realizing i can just plug a thumb drive in my car and play music from it.. this has made me just toss out madd cds i think we should go digital with everything.. i guess the only issue is the time it would take.. like scanning old pictures or polaroids.. or converting vhs but it would definitely be worth it once you finished this was a video i did back when i used to just make videos for fun again, no sound.. but the concept was that i thought i was eating apple jacks when really i was eating apple jack-offs i don't know why i made this lol i really wish this had sound.. i want to hear when i said something like, "i don't think this is regular cereal" LOL for some reason that part was hilarious |
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