i like those "instant karma" compilations on youtube
they really make me sit and think about life and its good to be able to see justice immediately
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at work i have a mirror and i had to move it out of sight because people wouldn't stop commenting on the fact that i have it
first of all.. i have a mirror so that i can eat or blow my nose and make sure my face is clean second of all.. i didn't even buy it, it was given to me at my previous job- in the same way that they give out pens and paperclips but people just won't let a male have a mirror apparently if you're a male, having a mirror is a sin of some sort and it is worthy of comments and jokes i find it ridiculous that women won't talk to you or take you seriously at all unless you are well put together.. but they complain about you looking in the mirror for any reason this video makes me happy inside enjoy your "equality" dusty feminists february was diff from january because in february i felt like i had a lot more spiritual responsibilities and thoughts
the pastor at church said we should apologize to people for things we've done.. even if it was like 10yrs ago.. he said we should just listen to what God puts on our heart and whatever He brings to our remembrance- we should apologize for it so i thought about some of the things i did to people and i apologized to some people.. it was hard.. its not hard to apologize to people immediately, or like a day later.. but if u did something years ago, its hard to apologize for it because u are really just hoping the person forgot about that ish i honestly didn't even finish it though... i just did a few and stopped.. i might finish it though one interesting thing though is it seems like God really wanted me to participate because i didn't want to do it but i felt like God took away my peace until i finally did the first one it was weird.. for like a day or two i was trying to avoid doing it but i just had no peace and it finally got to a point where i couldn't take it anymore i found that to be really interesting because i really felt like that was God.. i'm not a person who says "God said this" or "God did this" a lot because i feel like sometimes people do that and they are wrong, and i have enough reverence to not just say that kind of stuff all the time.. but in this case, i really felt like God took my peace until i finally took a step on the apology thing it honestly felt like a fatherly type of thing as soon as i got that first apology situation done.. then i felt normal again.. well worth it to get that feeling of unrest off me! also i guess it helps humble u and help you realize the gravity of your actions i also started thinking about getting rebaptized.. i didn't do it yet but i want to .. so i feel like a lot of february was like.. a time for me to kinda start making strides in a better direction.. i started thinking more about trying to achieve higher levels of righteousness and things.. and i'm still not where i want to be at all, but these things were in my head in february a lot so that's what the month felt like to me overall.. even though i can't exactly say i lived up to everything i can't say i stayed away from women in february.. i had that date.. i also started talking to girls a little more but honestly i want to cut it back again i just don't really think i have a heart for women right now i kinda feel like it would take a lot to impress me right now as far as my responsibilities.. i did my thing this month however i still want to improve overall feb was pretty coo that new troy ave diss to joey badass is ill
i was really surprised at how good the diss was i wonder if real disses are coming back again... like for a while disses were terrible and/or nonexistent and/or weak subliminals the worst diss rapper ever seems to be lil wayne.. that pusha-t diss was laughably horrendous.. also his diss to jay-z was wack, saying something like he was going to kidnap beyonce lol.. and his diss to 50 was terrible when he said he was going to pee in vitamin water or something smh but it seems like after meek and drake, maybe disses are making a comeback anyway... troy ave really went in with that diss, i had never really heard of the dude so when i listened, i was surprised that it was so good.. i think its one of the best of any era as far as the dead friend remark.. i don't really judge it either way- however i will say believe it or not I HAVE HEARD WORSE, so i don't know why so many people are acting like this is the first time a rapper has stepped over the line... i have heard worse.. i'm not going to mention those disses.. but i will say most of them were in actual face to face rap battles anyway.. like i said, troy really got off.. that was easily the best diss i've heard in years oh and the last thing i want to say is, i felt what troy was sayin on sway.. i definitely side with troy from the standpoint of calling it like it is.. he's not trying to dress it up he made a lot of good points on sway.. people are trying to be politically correct, they aren't calling things like they are.. people are living in a perpetual gray area today.. some people no longer call transvestites perverts, some people don't call abortion murder, some people try to make people who have committed suicide into martyrs these things can and do send the wrong message i have a friend who committed suicide and while i personally withhold judgement, i still think troy makes some good points for sure.. my friend was not mentally ill, and he had children... so why are we always making excuses for these people? we don't make excuses for murderers or child molesters or rapists.. so why do we do it with suicide? sometimes maybe we should call a spade a spade and it would stop the next person from acting out.. troy clearly said he's not about drugs and he's not about suicide.. he draws a line in the sand and says "if u step over it you're a clown" ...the message is if nothing else- CLEAR but for me it is what it is.. i'm not bashing those who have committed suicide or making them martyrs either |
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