ok as some of u may know, i stopped dating altogether i want to talk about what this has been like for me ok first let me talk about how this all happened i was sort of like exasperated with all the problems i was having in dating.. but at the time i didn't realize how bad things were getting.. i was just dealing with it and getting more and more upset sidenote for anyone who is wondering what my issues were.. here are some: -constant rejection -women choosing men who are worse than me and telling me about it (like when they tell me they are supporting their man or something) -women not taking the time to get to know me -asking women out and having them say things like "maybe" -women not going to dinner with me after we agreed on it (i don't even really understand how u turn down a free dinner) -women disappearing out of nowhere -women lying to me -women trying to come back into my life when they realize being some guy's whore didn't work -women trying to change or control or manipulate me -women trying to be sarcastic and not realizing its not funny or entertaining at all -ugly women calling my phone all day every day -pretty women never returning my calls -women having unnecessarily bad attitudes -realizing many women can't be pleased or impressed or anything.. oftentimes u are just A guy in her life as opposed to THE guy in her life.. nothing you do is seen as significant or impressive, you never get the satisfaction of feeling like you make her happy or fulfilled in any way it goes on and on now when everything clicked and i realized instead of continuing this lifestyle, i should just stop dating then it didn't take me long to realize i had actually been set free i had no idea at the time, but looking back i was trapped in a stronghold of some sort with the dating and looking for women.. but letting go of it has been invigorating really sitting around and realizing i no longer have to waste my time or money on stupid ungrateful skanks really brings me a happiness that i didn't know existed... i know this may sound hyperbolic but its not.. i really honestly feel like a massive weight has been lifted i no longer have to react to a woman's beauty or her whimsical desires or anything.. i don't have to bother.. i can take my basketball and go home.. i take the ball and the entire game goes with me women can stay out there banging men who keep them in the "friends with benefits" stage.. or they can date thugs, or they can date guys who refuse to go to churchor honor the Lord.. lol whatever they do they can go right ahead.. i still want a wife but my main focus is just different now.. i no longer have to get bent out of shape over it all.. i'm over it its all dead to me no more wondering why she doesn't call me back, no more being stood up, no more trying to figure her out, no more of any of that.. there are better things to do.. again this may sound like i'm trying to be funny but i'm not the best way for me to explain how this feels is this song.. click play.. this is how it feels to not be a slave to the dating game anymore (the feel of the song not so much the lyrics) u see yourself driving in a car with the windows down don't you?
that's how it feels man.. real talk I FEEL ALIVE... I FEEL LIKE I DON'T GIVE A F*CK ABOUT THESE SKANKS these women can do whatever they want brah i'm free. realizing i was set free was really eye opening because i didn't know i was trapped to begin with, but all those problems and frustrations i was having while looking for a woman in my own power were awful and i truly believe they were a stronghold that i am no longer subject to
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