lately haven't wanted to talk on here but i will try to do an update on things in my life
+++++++++++++++++++++++ i feel like God may possibly take everything i have.. i DO NOT want to end up broke living with my parents again lol.. i am doing everything in my power to stay afloat.. however i'm not sure what else to even do at this point.. my job isn't going so well and my job searches haven't yielded anything i think my supervisor is telling people bad things about me.. i asked him the other day if he has received any calls from jobs asking about me and he said no.. but the problem with that is.. two other people i know told me they received calls... so the odds of my supervisor not receiving one is extremely low considering i've used him more than anyone else.. so he is definitely lying to my face so now i have to go back through and take him off any references i have put him on so its crazy that it is so difficult to stay afloat in this world i am (like i said) just praying to get out of my situation somehow +++++++++++++++++++++++ there is a girl at my job about two months ago she was saying she wanted to get right with God and stop fornicating with her b/f she brought this to her b/f's attention but he didn't care so she broke up with him well, it proved more difficult than she expected so she went back to him now i just found out yesterday that she is pregnant i am glad God showed me this situation because it shows me that God "knocks at our heart" and tries to get us to change.. it is His mercy on us.. its as if God was saying to her spirit- "stop now before the consequences come" and she tried to stop, but she didn't hold fast to that "subtle voice" so now there is no way out.. if she was arguing with her boyfriend before what does she think will happen now? if he didn't want to marry her before, does she think he will now? she's stuck now.. and i'm not dissing her, i just honestly think when she broke up with him 2 months ago- that was God telling her to hit the chill button before the consequence.. and she should have stuck to that but one day at work she summed up her mindstate when she said "well, my boyfriend and i got back together and we do things but.... we all sin right?" smh i wanted to say something like: "don't deceive yourself" but i didn't say anything +++++++++++++++++++++++ oh bonkers.. i have to go to work.. i'll try to finish this later
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